hehe happie

lol, as u ppl noe hahah i haf a new phone! given to me by my brother :D hahah quite nice one. i think i damn zhuan dao! lol haha its time also e old phone looks so useless haha should change b4 e coming new year. but then not veri 习惯 this new phone haha especially miss e hello kitty pic in my old phone a lot when i've been looking at it for more than 1 year already. =(

haha, i guess as we grow up we do change - some parts of us change, other parts of us remain e same. Yes, i believed over e years i've changed, hopefully for e better. Becoming more independent, tolerant of lonliness, less open abt my feelings may be both good and bad i guess, guess time will tell.........................................

But some things nvr change, some innate feelings dun, this is i guess e first step forward............ Keeping the good things n discarding e bad ones away......................

i'm always here, no matter wat it takes i'll be here for u whenever u need me. =)

haven't got pay yet. sucks

lol as u can read from e title, i.have.no.pay. No tt's not e frustrating part, e frustrating part is that my frens in e same department have gotten their pay last friday. ALL 3 of them, EXCEPT me. Si bei sian. damn cock up e admin. if i dun get paid by next week, i'll probably get 2 pay at once which sucks cause i wan to have money to spend in e new year. if no pay = i have to pay for my february expenses myself n tt's e 3rd month. :S

i badly wan to go to chinatown. :) to feel the cny atmosphere.............................dunno y juz have this urge to go. anyone free to pei me? haha sp u wan? lol hehe anyone who's free i dun mind. juz dun go alone can liao.............................

hehe take care yh, take care in denmark. Have fun there ya? catch up on msn. =)

working life is seriously veri boring n monotonous. i better start to seriously contemplate wat i wan to do in life. =) to e rest, ENJOY studying while u can!

happiness

Sometimes life is funny isn't it? Sometimes it juz brings us back to e same point we were at some time ago. By then, circumstances haf already changed............ complicated things lost their complicaticity(xy's language) n perhaps i'm in a better frame of mind to think clearly.
Perhaps the only way to be realli happie is to feel and think happie all the time. But that is realli no easy task. Recently i made it a point to rem the most happie moments in my life whenever i start to feel down, and it worked! U guys can try this strat haha.

ok e happiest ever moments of my life (no order of rank)

- eating kfc wif xz at clementi juz b4 his cs1101c practical exam
- going newton to eat sting ray wif ting
- running 830 for my army SOC (passing timing is 1030), haha end up first in my group and had no history of passing tt test b4.
- going back every CNY to visit my grandma n my cousins.
- all those epic AT wins wif ys, especially those when we got towered, lost one whole army or above 1 hour games
- all those happie soccer memories at west mall street soccer court, nice goals, great assists
- hehe n many many more!

i shall be happie always! wish everyone happiness this coming new year. =)

sick sick

oh after a few days of hectic activities, for e first time in quite a long time, i fell sick quickly and now still recovering from it. maybe its a sign that i should take good care of my health. i guess i should start to take good care of myself from now on. Eat a more proper diet and rest more and early at nite.

Juz last weekend we were ushering e New Year, haha now i'm sick within e first few days. Read Shuping's blog abt her New Year resolutions so maybe i'll talk abt mine too bah. Firstly, i have to say i realli miss xz's company a lot. Nowadays i seldom go to clementi (used to be often cause i meet up wif him). W/o him around, sometimes a bit more lonely during e day la cause we meet up quite often alone also. Hehe, hope he's doing well in Finland.

Ok la, actually not much of resolutions also la......... now tt i think of it, i realise i haf no concrete New Year resolution. Juz hope i can enjoy my IA ba for 6 months, should not be too difficult cause there's so many nice ppl over there. Jiating's been realli sweet, doing all my work while i'm on mc thxthx. i guess there's plenty to learn in this brand new year. Realli enjoyed having dinner wif ruijuan n shuping. Shall meet up and keep in touch wif u ppl. =) All e best to everyone in e New Year.

i realise that i've been a very stupid person in e past.................................................. think i haf put too much trust in ppl i shouldn't haf trusted. Maybe its myself i shouldn't trust.