hehe this post will be a post of thx!!!
Firstly, THX A LOT to xz (my KFC/winning eleven/tabletennis/soccer best buddy for e wonderful n lovely santa claus postcard. haha get ready for mine! hehe e postcard is so sweet.
Secondly, many many thanks to jiahao who have been super thoughful nowadays. Like calling me up to chat wif me, sending me have a nice working day smses and waiting 4 hrs in school juz to have dinner wif me.
Thirdly, thx a lot to e ever sweet shuping. U r such wonderful company hehe :) thx for being so nice when i'm sick
Fourthly, super thanks to yuanli for being there for me all e time, when i'm well or sick....... i'll be there for u too! :)
u ppl r fantastic............. sometimes that little bit of sincere concern can realli brighten up my day. Thx for showing me e support i need :) *hugs all*
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
=) the value of ourselves.............
its been quite long since i've blogged. =) to everyone who was concerned abt me........ i'm fine thank you.
i'm soon to be 24 liao.............. i'm worried................. maybe its because i'll soon reach this new phase in my life. i'm worried cause i realise that i'm not as positive abt life as i was when i juz completed national service............i believed i've changed a lot in other ways too............ i have ended up more closed-up, and very unwilling to share my feelings wif others anymore.... Some of these changes are good, some of them aren't................. and they occur as a result of a combination of circumstances and my then too innocent perspective of life and reality.
Last year this time i was in severe depression............ maybe to many of u it may sound like juz a period of time when i was easily affected by events and simply perhaps taking things too hard for my own good. Maybe i've seemed alright to everyone around me..........................i realli wasnt. It was really the trough of my life.............. for once perhaps i found that i'm realli unable to help myself nor control my feelings..........It was a helpless feeling......... for once i've totally lost my confident self. At that point of time, i realised that i realli wasn't strong enough to work hard n strive for my dreams......
Then i almost totally lost my sense of selfworth............. ya i noe.......... i chose this painful path myself......i've nvr regretted it.... i was in love wif a wonderful gal =)........ and through this i've learned the most painful lesson of my life: in this short span of life, there's only a handful of ppl who can realli see the special u and truly appreciate u as who u are. N these are the very ppl who will cherish ur existence, love to be wif u...... and 疼 u. So cherish these ppl, shower them wif love! =) the rest u can juz ask them to f*** off............... as in juz move on wif our lives and leave them behind us....
The value of ourselves ........................................ is given and defined by ourselves! =)
i'm soon to be 24 liao.............. i'm worried................. maybe its because i'll soon reach this new phase in my life. i'm worried cause i realise that i'm not as positive abt life as i was when i juz completed national service............i believed i've changed a lot in other ways too............ i have ended up more closed-up, and very unwilling to share my feelings wif others anymore.... Some of these changes are good, some of them aren't................. and they occur as a result of a combination of circumstances and my then too innocent perspective of life and reality.
Last year this time i was in severe depression............ maybe to many of u it may sound like juz a period of time when i was easily affected by events and simply perhaps taking things too hard for my own good. Maybe i've seemed alright to everyone around me..........................i realli wasnt. It was really the trough of my life.............. for once perhaps i found that i'm realli unable to help myself nor control my feelings..........It was a helpless feeling......... for once i've totally lost my confident self. At that point of time, i realised that i realli wasn't strong enough to work hard n strive for my dreams......
Then i almost totally lost my sense of selfworth............. ya i noe.......... i chose this painful path myself......i've nvr regretted it.... i was in love wif a wonderful gal =)........ and through this i've learned the most painful lesson of my life: in this short span of life, there's only a handful of ppl who can realli see the special u and truly appreciate u as who u are. N these are the very ppl who will cherish ur existence, love to be wif u...... and 疼 u. So cherish these ppl, shower them wif love! =) the rest u can juz ask them to f*** off............... as in juz move on wif our lives and leave them behind us....
The value of ourselves ........................................ is given and defined by ourselves! =)
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