updates: IA ending

yo updates: been relatively troubled recently..........................and its entirely due to work reasons.. perhaps IA wasn't as relaxing n free of stress after all................... =) but i still remain positive i guess though veri hard...................

in a way its giving me a lot of stress n pressure on my part to become as competitive as the other interns....... oh and the competitiveness i'm referring to here is not realli positive competitiveness and rather its negative competitiveness. Which is defined by me as actions such as building up a r/s with e engineers juz for e sake that they'll give good reviews of u n consider u for further employment. or maybe purposely impressing e boss with ur wonderful knowledge or by 拍马屁. Actually i realise that there's realli a fine thin line between wats defined as positive competitiveness n negative competitiveness....... i guess that line should be the actual intention behind all those actions mention earlier. Whether it was realli a discussion to brainstorm rather than trying to impress e boss if u fellas can get wat i mean.

i simply cannot bring myself to compete on such a basis with the others............. which i too ponder whether it will prove to be the ultimate pitfall in my career n promotion prospects next time................... But somehow i guess i still do believe strongly in my values and feel that such hypocrisy cannot be condoned..... yet sometimes it kinda reminds me of the quote: 大丈夫必须能屈能伸. perhaps such cutthroat politics are inevitable or maybe even essential in our careers next time.......

i dunno, maybe if i stick to wat i believe in i might lose out a lot to those more adaptable colleagues in the future, maybe circumstances in the future might force me to become like them tooo. I'm realli not sure.............i juz hope i do not lose my values and identity in the future and that by being true to myself and being who i am, ppl can recognise the worth n value within me. =)

the habit of being happie hehe!

hehe happie :) ok la recently been cultivating e habit of being happie n positive. hahah as it suggests habit means most of e time i have to feel happie n be realli happie! hahah which is realli hard work sometimes...................... i realise e majority of ppl tend to succumb to negative tots easily including me too............. BUT NOT ANYMORE! hehe! i think this is veri important hehe to be happie n spread e happiness to e ppl around me. think positive n more positive hehe n then one day maybe my dreams will come true! hehe! =)

Intern's guide to 10 important survival skills in office

1) Screen Filter needed (to use the reflection to watch out for supervisor coming from ur back)
2) Be familiar with keyboard shortcuts (can switch between windows quickly when supervisor comes)
3) Colourful desktop paper (makes ur games or chat list/window more concealed & less obvious at once glance)
4) Big thick book of excel programming on ur table (to act busy when there's a need to)
5) Open and keep lots of windows open (so that the chatting window is hard to differentiate)
6) Calender to count the days and keep track of time (checking for no. of days left, public holidays, leave days = important for keeping morale high)
7) Earphones to listen to 933fm and also mp3 from the comp, use thumbdrive to bring in ur own songs n store them in ur harddisk (reduce boredom)
8) Bring some toys (to play with them torture them when u r sian or bored)
9) Go out once a week for a 2hr lunch break to gaigai n walkwalk around n relax
10) Get ur seniors IA reports, copy them so that u minimize time over the weekend doing IA reports. Best is to do IA report during working hrs so that time at home can be dedicated for leisure.

Hehe, IA students how many of these survival skills do u haf? Haha i have everything except 4. =D but lots of refinery notes. hehe.

on mc =S

yoyo to all my blog supporters..................................... if all of u all haven't ran away yet. hehe on mc todae cause down wif fever =S n then kena a super bad headache sia so feeling quite horrible yesterday.............. now is better though feeling very weak.

okie la, actually not much work to do at my IA liao so to be honest take mc also nvr mind one, probably won't have any piled up work or stuff like tt. =) kinda sian in a way cause i felt that i realli make a conscious effort to keep healthy by eating proper food n sleeping early ----------------------------> end up still fall sick again. =S=S

oh actually got quite a few things to talk abt............. yesterday i was at the west mall clinic waiting in the super long queue to see e doctor. then there came in this family ok 3 of them: father mother and i think a 3-4 year old kid.......Then there was onli 1 seat empty.......... then e father himself go sit down n leave e mum n e kid standing................... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz e best part is he didnt look like e one who was going to see e doctor cause he look so healthy. wth man........ these are the type of situations that i probably can't stand sia...... ok nvm.

yupz, i think for e past ten days i realli didn't kinda go out............... haha dunno y also think its juz becoming a habit......... usually will juz hang around BB n JE i guess for some meals n then back home. hahaha in my opinion SUPER unhappening life hahaha. erm wat to do? nvm la at least can save a lot of money in e process. Hehe. =p to all those dear frens who miss me a lot as much as i think u do, pls ask me out for dinner k? hahaha take care guys will blog soon again.

to sp: dun be hui xin k? ill always give u support hehe hope u can succeed! =p