Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Lol

Haaa been a while since i updated. LoL basically i failed driving test on 07/03 but e best part is i bought car on 07/12 keke without a licence and then i got my COE on 07/22. Hahaha nono i'm not going crazy, there was a 10% discount of 4k excluding COE price so i just decided to buy during the 2 day promotion period lor. Keke.

These few days bought my first lot of shares as well! Haha this one got dividend payout one! A little bit but feels good to be getting another source of money other than my day job.... =)

It's exciting to think of the things i can do conveniently with the car, hahaha and the far and nice and not so accessible places that i can explore and go. Will be much easier to meet up with frens as well. Haa it will be an action-packed 2nd half of the year!

Fast forward to 08/15! Hahaha my 2nd driving test! =) Wish me luck!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

tots

i was just chatting wif Nic that day on msn when i told him that this period of time in our lives is probably the most critical one....

How we are going to respond to the challenges/disappointments in this phase of our lives is going to shape our character and our attitudes to life later on....

From now on, it is our path to choose..........the path to successful, happy living or the path to a miserable and mediocre life. N that choice is ours...............

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Bottomless Pit

Life seems to be hard............. just had the most torrid day ever at work yesterday 06/16. Morning till 9 PM non-stop working. 1230pm my boss came over n told me kena e same excursion again wah sian then 3 bosses came over my table discuss until 4pm. Sigh hit by the same excursion twice in a row and the second time due to communication/passdown issue = damn damn jialat. In e end i didn't eat lunch, pia 3 different powerpoint files for my bosses then went back close to 9pm.

When i was young, whenever i see and think abt the ppl who have gotten demoralised and unable to recover from setbacks in their life (take their setbacks as damn personal and big issues) i always shrug. I've always tot it was damn easy to stand up and learn the lesson... Hmm but when you are hit with them, e feeling is like being flattened by a gigantic rock and hitting the bottomless pit..............

Thks for xz who gave me a listening ear 2 times already this week......... sometimes its hard to pull myself up by myself after a bad fall....... thks for giving me e much needed helping hand.

Okie time to face the music, bite the bullet for this excursion and then move on after lesson learnt. Out of the bottomless pit now....................... come on.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Reservist

Lol, just finished my one week reservist at Sungei Gedong camp. Haha got posted to 435SAR so now i'm officially part of the ARMOUR family. Cui =(

Got posted to be an AI spec.... AI basically stands for armoured infantry. Haa if u play red alert its the soldiers who get onto e APC, then move around then dismount n attack. =S Freaking xiong can. LOL! Made 15 odd very good frens there haa guess my social skills is improving, i can basically talk a lot of cock n be one of those who still can remain positive in-camp. Haa e others wear green = low morale liao la. HAHAHAHAHA wear helmet even worse = totally can't think.

Went in already my camera kena confiscated by them haa cause of e camera function n i realised only got 2 cocks out of 800 kena this. Hahahaha everyone else noes muz bring non-camera phone. HAHAHAHA in e end go to emart n use their phone loaning service 3 bucks per day. damn cui phone with no dictionary!!! n onli e yellow coloured lighting. As cui as e 3210 nokia grandfather phone.

After coming out, tot to myself muz realli cherish time with family n frens man need to stop taking things for granted everyday. Haa super happie recently, my best fren nic is back! Lol looking forward to enjoying all e wonderful things in life!! Getting ready for the exciting life after passing driving............ fast forward to 03/07!!!!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Found it!

i have finally found the one thing i wanted the most........................... and i'm damn happie to have found it! The wait was long but eventually it was worth it........ =)

i've found the passion in my life.............the direction finally.......i've found the map of my life after wandering about for so long....... There will be no more feelings of being lost, unmotivated, upset, sorry for myself and despair..... at last!

Hmm dunno how to describe the feeling, its very very empowering and motivating haa of coz i cannot disclose the reason y as well... Yea and dun misunderstand its not getting attached or something like that, it just feels great to have a clear direction to go from now onwards....

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Updates Updates

Haa i think i'm one of the very few ppl who still occasionally blog now and then. Keke okieokie updates on my stuff!!

Driving: My driving test date is on 03/07/09 wish me luck!!! i took 22 lessons already think got 4 more to go! Lol. Cui spend abt $2.2k liao. As for passing chance, i think 50/50 bah for my driving skills. Desperately want to pass as COE prices are SOARING.....

Friends: Oh one of my close guy frens is attached recently and another one will be soon!!! Hahaha congrats and so happie for them! =) Went to play texas hold'em with my JC frens till 430pm last friday. hahaha its a good feeling to meet >10 frens at one time and play cards throughout the night. ROFL. Yea and they are all doing so well, in terms of work, money and r/s.

Work: This week work is still fine, past 3 weeks it was horrible............... Sobz 1 excursion, tool uptime <70% which is freaking cui. There were days i went work saw the tool status and black face afterwards, haa i am emotional at work...... My boss mentioned abt an important fact. You argue emotionally, you lose your chain of tots and then u lose the argument. But that's not for me, i always win arguments at work. Hahahaha.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Realisation

Today i finally geniunely experienced a special type of feeling inside me for the first time in my life, hmm it is best described by this quote "At times, i am content to be myself and have nothing to prove to myself or anyone else".

At that moment, i felt very happie and truly happie............... felt liberated from those feelings of pain that have been inside me for some time.......

Friday, March 20, 2009

Walls

Another inspirational paragraph...........

Nobody gets a smooth ride. Every now and then we all face challenges, and we all hit walls. While facing death, Professor Randy Pausch explained in his now famous last lecture that those walls are there for a specific purpose. They are made to keep all of those who don't want it badly enough OUT. You however are the exception. You will find a way to continue forward and make it past that wall.

When was the last time u were touched by something ur close frens did for u? i think i've found a very close fren at work, haaa someone whom i noe will always be my fren if one day either one of us leaves the company. Was very touched that day when he waited 1.5hrs for me to finish my weekly before driving me down for dinner in the East with the rest of my colleagues. =) been very long since anyone gave me that feeling. Sounds damn gay right. HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

There are 2 types of ppl in this world......
1) One who goes out with other ppl to make them feel good abt themselves
2) One who goes out and makes other ppl feel good abt themselves

i wonder wat my score is on a scale of 1-10 for these 2 extremes.....wat abt urs? i shall resolve to become a better person who goes out n makes others feel good. Lol. Quiz haa so who's e ideal person who we can all learn from?

ting =)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Impending Reorganization

Awaiting news of my module reorganization............ should be out by friday this week. I will be affected as well..... its been rumoured that i'll change job scope and take on more responsibilities.... from owner of 9 tools to 15 or more? =S more concerned abt the highly prob change in shift from sunday-thurs to tues-sat....... sigh no more sat soccer liao...... =(

I apologize if i have offended anyone recently. It was unintentional on my part and i'm sorry if i've hurt your feelings. Hope things will be back to normal k? =) have been in a cranky mood recently, dunno y.