tots

i was just chatting wif Nic that day on msn when i told him that this period of time in our lives is probably the most critical one....

How we are going to respond to the challenges/disappointments in this phase of our lives is going to shape our character and our attitudes to life later on....

From now on, it is our path to choose..........the path to successful, happy living or the path to a miserable and mediocre life. N that choice is ours...............

Bottomless Pit

Life seems to be hard............. just had the most torrid day ever at work yesterday 06/16. Morning till 9 PM non-stop working. 1230pm my boss came over n told me kena e same excursion again wah sian then 3 bosses came over my table discuss until 4pm. Sigh hit by the same excursion twice in a row and the second time due to communication/passdown issue = damn damn jialat. In e end i didn't eat lunch, pia 3 different powerpoint files for my bosses then went back close to 9pm.

When i was young, whenever i see and think abt the ppl who have gotten demoralised and unable to recover from setbacks in their life (take their setbacks as damn personal and big issues) i always shrug. I've always tot it was damn easy to stand up and learn the lesson... Hmm but when you are hit with them, e feeling is like being flattened by a gigantic rock and hitting the bottomless pit..............

Thks for xz who gave me a listening ear 2 times already this week......... sometimes its hard to pull myself up by myself after a bad fall....... thks for giving me e much needed helping hand.

Okie time to face the music, bite the bullet for this excursion and then move on after lesson learnt. Out of the bottomless pit now....................... come on.

Reservist

Lol, just finished my one week reservist at Sungei Gedong camp. Haha got posted to 435SAR so now i'm officially part of the ARMOUR family. Cui =(

Got posted to be an AI spec.... AI basically stands for armoured infantry. Haa if u play red alert its the soldiers who get onto e APC, then move around then dismount n attack. =S Freaking xiong can. LOL! Made 15 odd very good frens there haa guess my social skills is improving, i can basically talk a lot of cock n be one of those who still can remain positive in-camp. Haa e others wear green = low morale liao la. HAHAHAHAHA wear helmet even worse = totally can't think.

Went in already my camera kena confiscated by them haa cause of e camera function n i realised only got 2 cocks out of 800 kena this. Hahahaha everyone else noes muz bring non-camera phone. HAHAHAHA in e end go to emart n use their phone loaning service 3 bucks per day. damn cui phone with no dictionary!!! n onli e yellow coloured lighting. As cui as e 3210 nokia grandfather phone.

After coming out, tot to myself muz realli cherish time with family n frens man need to stop taking things for granted everyday. Haa super happie recently, my best fren nic is back! Lol looking forward to enjoying all e wonderful things in life!! Getting ready for the exciting life after passing driving............ fast forward to 03/07!!!!

Found it!

i have finally found the one thing i wanted the most........................... and i'm damn happie to have found it! The wait was long but eventually it was worth it........ =)

i've found the passion in my life.............the direction finally.......i've found the map of my life after wandering about for so long....... There will be no more feelings of being lost, unmotivated, upset, sorry for myself and despair..... at last!

Hmm dunno how to describe the feeling, its very very empowering and motivating haa of coz i cannot disclose the reason y as well... Yea and dun misunderstand its not getting attached or something like that, it just feels great to have a clear direction to go from now onwards....