juz uploaded a song onto my blog. hope u guys can hear it. if cannot wait a while then refresh ok?
This song is dedicated for u.............................the most special person in my life. =)
一千年以后
心跳乱了节奏
梦也不自由
爱时的绝对承诺不说
沉到一千年以后
放任无奈淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来
我的泪光承载不了
所有一切你要的爱
因为在一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手
浅吻着你额头
别等到一千年以后
所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠
能有谁解开刹那千年的寂寞
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Friday, April 29, 2005
Cherishing everyone around u
decided to blog now since i tried to sleep after i woke up n i failed. miserably........can't seem to sleep well at all nowadays. perhaps a sign that i'm subconsicously perturbed, guess things will get better in e future. =)
It was another nightmare............its those type of dream that's realli ok n nothing special one. then all e long build-up led to the last scene that shook me so so much. i was so hurt in e dream....but luckily i woke up. =)
i had a great day after e MTO paper, went wif miaoling alone to JE to eat then we went to arcade to play bishi-bashi. a shame that lindy can't join us cause its so fun to play 3 person rather than 2. nvrtheless, i told miaoling how much i appreciated her company, considering these days when everyone's got to do their own stuff n i'm so lonely at times. After e completion of all e bishi-bashi stages, miaoling won 11 n i won 9. =( n out of those 11 times, 2 times was draw n she caught me by surprise by hitting veri fast in e tiebreaker. =S cheat my feelings hahaha.
This period has been a tough one for me................then to lose focus easily n my mood swings r siao one. Now, i feel relatively better. =) thanks to e extremely nice white hello kitty that ting t-loan me (hehe i bought it for her one in e first place) as well as e list of 12 affirmations which i pined up on e soft board on e wall beside my study table. Affirmations work real well when u r down.............u guys should try it. Write down all e positive thoughts on a piece of paper n then keep looking at it. =)
Went to pei ys at his father wake juz now. =) he passed away when he's onli 53. so young................(makes me think that i'm already 22 ++ now) Life is so fragile. always learn to cherish e ppl around u. sigh, its sad to go for funerals, brings back sad memories abt e one that i'm involved. now, out of e 9 of my good guy frens, 3 have lost their fathers...but time wouldn't stand still for us n our loved ones. i guess we juz haf to move on n carry on wif our lives. Sigh....One of e nites last week i told ting that if one day i should die young, i wan to be holding her hand if possible on that moment i leave this world..onli then will i leave in peace n feeling so loved.
At this moment in my life, i can gladly tell myself that i've lived my life e best way i noe how in e past 22 years...........n will continue to do so........Live in e moment, cherish my frens and family. =)
Xiang juz added me to e shared 4M blog........hehehe i'll be making my guest blog entries there as well. =)
It was another nightmare............its those type of dream that's realli ok n nothing special one. then all e long build-up led to the last scene that shook me so so much. i was so hurt in e dream....but luckily i woke up. =)
i had a great day after e MTO paper, went wif miaoling alone to JE to eat then we went to arcade to play bishi-bashi. a shame that lindy can't join us cause its so fun to play 3 person rather than 2. nvrtheless, i told miaoling how much i appreciated her company, considering these days when everyone's got to do their own stuff n i'm so lonely at times. After e completion of all e bishi-bashi stages, miaoling won 11 n i won 9. =( n out of those 11 times, 2 times was draw n she caught me by surprise by hitting veri fast in e tiebreaker. =S cheat my feelings hahaha.
This period has been a tough one for me................then to lose focus easily n my mood swings r siao one. Now, i feel relatively better. =) thanks to e extremely nice white hello kitty that ting t-loan me (hehe i bought it for her one in e first place) as well as e list of 12 affirmations which i pined up on e soft board on e wall beside my study table. Affirmations work real well when u r down.............u guys should try it. Write down all e positive thoughts on a piece of paper n then keep looking at it. =)
Went to pei ys at his father wake juz now. =) he passed away when he's onli 53. so young................(makes me think that i'm already 22 ++ now) Life is so fragile. always learn to cherish e ppl around u. sigh, its sad to go for funerals, brings back sad memories abt e one that i'm involved. now, out of e 9 of my good guy frens, 3 have lost their fathers...but time wouldn't stand still for us n our loved ones. i guess we juz haf to move on n carry on wif our lives. Sigh....One of e nites last week i told ting that if one day i should die young, i wan to be holding her hand if possible on that moment i leave this world..onli then will i leave in peace n feeling so loved.
At this moment in my life, i can gladly tell myself that i've lived my life e best way i noe how in e past 22 years...........n will continue to do so........Live in e moment, cherish my frens and family. =)
Xiang juz added me to e shared 4M blog........hehehe i'll be making my guest blog entries there as well. =)
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Pain
Most of e time, pain arises within u cause something hurtful has struck u badly.............
Sometimes, it arises cause u noe there is nothing u can do to stop those things from happening.
E rest of e time, pain arises cause u noe that u cannot share e pain of that special someone u love n there's nothing u can do abt it.
i guess u guys should noe which one hurts e most...........
Sometimes, it arises cause u noe there is nothing u can do to stop those things from happening.
E rest of e time, pain arises cause u noe that u cannot share e pain of that special someone u love n there's nothing u can do abt it.
i guess u guys should noe which one hurts e most...........
加油 xingyou =)
hello guys. its 1256 am now. i juz woke up halfway from my sleep. the pdc paper juz now was ok...........hmmm i dun realli like to talk n discuss abt papers that haf passed. =) we should all be looking forward n thinking abt e next paper (kinetics).
This week is a testing period for me. 3 papers in 3 days.......difficult modules somemore. i was prepared for a week of mental 煎熬。 thought maybe i could do my best for some papers n forgo e rest. not sure whether it works but i guess for everything u wan to do well in life, there's always a payoff in another part which u haf to sacrifice. its seems that things r not turning well for me, sigh........................................i planned to sleep from 9pm - 3am n then study for kinetics till 7. my mind's killing me now. all e mental toll from e past two months is realli starting to set in. i didn't sleep well at all. slept from 1030-1230, e rest of e time i was suffering. =( have a damn bad pounding headache pounding on my head now. how disappointing to buckle under stress so easily n so fast.
(To xingyou) pls be strong..........pick urself up from e slump. u haf a character strong n tough enough (sounds like robust controller =p) to go through this testing period. pls dun let urself down........everyone is behind u, supporting n pulling u along. Haf faith in urself, u r e best! *hugz*
hehe, ok i'm realli going mad. blogging abt my thoughts to myself. hahahahaha take care everyone. take care ting.........korkor will always be here for u, no matter wat happens. u r so special =)
This week is a testing period for me. 3 papers in 3 days.......difficult modules somemore. i was prepared for a week of mental 煎熬。 thought maybe i could do my best for some papers n forgo e rest. not sure whether it works but i guess for everything u wan to do well in life, there's always a payoff in another part which u haf to sacrifice. its seems that things r not turning well for me, sigh........................................i planned to sleep from 9pm - 3am n then study for kinetics till 7. my mind's killing me now. all e mental toll from e past two months is realli starting to set in. i didn't sleep well at all. slept from 1030-1230, e rest of e time i was suffering. =( have a damn bad pounding headache pounding on my head now. how disappointing to buckle under stress so easily n so fast.
(To xingyou) pls be strong..........pick urself up from e slump. u haf a character strong n tough enough (sounds like robust controller =p) to go through this testing period. pls dun let urself down........everyone is behind u, supporting n pulling u along. Haf faith in urself, u r e best! *hugz*
hehe, ok i'm realli going mad. blogging abt my thoughts to myself. hahahahaha take care everyone. take care ting.........korkor will always be here for u, no matter wat happens. u r so special =)
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Exam time. Good luck to CN5 ppl =)
i'm impressed at myself............heheheh 5pm pdc paper (2.5) hours, i still have e mood to blog now. hahahahaha. ok la everyone muz 加油, its e start of our 3 day marathon ya? after this, we'll breathe nice n easy. *grinz* Exams is 40% preparation, 30% luck and 30% 临场表现。hehehe i always try to score in e last one :) good luck guys, love all of u lotz n let us do well this sem =) *hugz*
ps............my seat no. for e first paper is 44 - wat a good omen =S
Dun u guys agree that now is e eleventh hour? hahahaha i find it veri appropriate. Hehe can refer to my blog entry last time here to noe wats it abt.
ps............my seat no. for e first paper is 44 - wat a good omen =S
Dun u guys agree that now is e eleventh hour? hahahaha i find it veri appropriate. Hehe can refer to my blog entry last time here to noe wats it abt.
Monday, April 25, 2005
some thoughts
slept 6 hrs again, from 4-10 am. *yawn* feeling sleepy now again. i love e soothing sound of e piano.....................it makes me feel so good.
Some thoughts:
i yearn to haf love in my life............i wan to love n be loved. i'm afraid of loneliness all e time. =) i wan to undergo e whole experience of being in love. it will be sweet n it might hurt veri badly. but e experience will be once in a lifetime. There's so much i wanna do for e person i love, so much i wanna share wif her. i wonder where can i find such a special person around...........been looking for her for 22 years already. its a tiring journey to find her.................is she looking for me as well? i can't see her in e crowds of ppl in front of me, so demoralising. =( She muz haf that special character of gold which i'm looking for (which is veri rare)........................looks dun matter........................ i wonder when i'll see her around in my life. i'll run up to her n give her a big hug n tell her nvr to leave me again, for my life is incomplete w/o her. i hope she cries then n tell me e same words back. n i noe for that special moment to happen in my life, all e heartbreaks that i've suffered b4 will be worth it. =)
i hope life is fair when it is not. i hope fate will have some surprise for me.............. i'll wait patiently juz as i've waited for so long...........................................
我和平凡人并没有不同，只是用力唱出一首情歌让自己感动。
Some thoughts:
i yearn to haf love in my life............i wan to love n be loved. i'm afraid of loneliness all e time. =) i wan to undergo e whole experience of being in love. it will be sweet n it might hurt veri badly. but e experience will be once in a lifetime. There's so much i wanna do for e person i love, so much i wanna share wif her. i wonder where can i find such a special person around...........been looking for her for 22 years already. its a tiring journey to find her.................is she looking for me as well? i can't see her in e crowds of ppl in front of me, so demoralising. =( She muz haf that special character of gold which i'm looking for (which is veri rare)........................looks dun matter........................ i wonder when i'll see her around in my life. i'll run up to her n give her a big hug n tell her nvr to leave me again, for my life is incomplete w/o her. i hope she cries then n tell me e same words back. n i noe for that special moment to happen in my life, all e heartbreaks that i've suffered b4 will be worth it. =)
i hope life is fair when it is not. i hope fate will have some surprise for me.............. i'll wait patiently juz as i've waited for so long...........................................
我和平凡人并没有不同，只是用力唱出一首情歌让自己感动。
Sunday, April 24, 2005
my future
hehe regarding my msn nick (i'm e world's greatest), no i'm not an big ego. hahahaha its a veri nice n motivating song that sheena send me yesterday. thx gal, its realli nice of u to share something so nice wif me. anyway, whoever wans this song (the world's greatest) can msg me over msn to ask for it. =)
yesterday nite, i was at nic's house studying =) hehehehe mr nic(e) treated me to a meal of burger king + free nuggets. (no wonder ppl call him robert - si bei generous.................thx robert anyway hehe) nono, e 重点 was not abt e burger king meal nor e mugging notes nor e milo drink that nic gave me tt felt funnie (which i threw away instantly) =p. rather it was e interesting conversation btw me, nic n his father........
oh we started off discussing abt nic's new car which is due to come within e next one or two weeks. came as a shocker to me.........................i didn't noe he already settled all e admin stuff n stuff. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, it seems now that everything is in place except e arrival of e car. i'm realli impressed, he actually "bought e car" on e day he passed his driving. WOW. how cool is that. After that, we were calculating all those bills and the price he haf to pay for e luxury of driving. i shuddered, wow its a lot of money concerned............car monthly installments, petrol cost, parking, road tax and car maintainence. HAHA, n nic's father was like trying to scare his son by mentioning that e tyres need changing in time to come + car battery + lubricant oil. Hehehe, u should see e look on nic's face. i think robert will be robert no more le this holidays so guys u ppl better look to e other robert for treats (ys).
Anyway, 话我说在前头，e person wif e best cap for this sem better give a big treat hor. =) *rolls eyes* last two sems like e person who got e highest nvr give treat hor? *spankspank* this time 自动 hor.
ok back to e main topic, i was telling abt nic regarding my plans for my future.........regarding money, job n material luxuries. we had a hearty time discussing this topic abt our future. =)
i have a veri clear picture of wat i'll be doing n wan to achieve in the near future (next ten years). in fact i'm confident that i'll make it, make my mark soon. i'm excited in some sense cause i haf a vision of where i wanna be at e end of 2015. of coz, this is not 纸上谈兵. cause i'm willing to work veri hard for every bit of my ideals n ambitions. hmmm, e start might be slow, might be in e backward direction but i'm quite sure e journey will be worth it. i think i've to learn to be more determined to climb up from my failures more quickly in order to succeed faster. =)
how abt u guys? having e determination n conviction to succeed is already half of e battle won. issn't it? it will pave for e way for greater things to come along e way. this logic or law seems to manifest itself in watever u do: studies, games, sports, work and life in general. =) i dun not believe e human mind haf limitations, cause i come to realise watever limitations in e mind are self-inflicted. k i shan't blog too much abt this cause its quite a sensitive topic. take care for ur exams guys. =)
yesterday nite, i was at nic's house studying =) hehehehe mr nic(e) treated me to a meal of burger king + free nuggets. (no wonder ppl call him robert - si bei generous.................thx robert anyway hehe) nono, e 重点 was not abt e burger king meal nor e mugging notes nor e milo drink that nic gave me tt felt funnie (which i threw away instantly) =p. rather it was e interesting conversation btw me, nic n his father........
oh we started off discussing abt nic's new car which is due to come within e next one or two weeks. came as a shocker to me.........................i didn't noe he already settled all e admin stuff n stuff. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, it seems now that everything is in place except e arrival of e car. i'm realli impressed, he actually "bought e car" on e day he passed his driving. WOW. how cool is that. After that, we were calculating all those bills and the price he haf to pay for e luxury of driving. i shuddered, wow its a lot of money concerned............car monthly installments, petrol cost, parking, road tax and car maintainence. HAHA, n nic's father was like trying to scare his son by mentioning that e tyres need changing in time to come + car battery + lubricant oil. Hehehe, u should see e look on nic's face. i think robert will be robert no more le this holidays so guys u ppl better look to e other robert for treats (ys).
Anyway, 话我说在前头，e person wif e best cap for this sem better give a big treat hor. =) *rolls eyes* last two sems like e person who got e highest nvr give treat hor? *spankspank* this time 自动 hor.
ok back to e main topic, i was telling abt nic regarding my plans for my future.........regarding money, job n material luxuries. we had a hearty time discussing this topic abt our future. =)
i have a veri clear picture of wat i'll be doing n wan to achieve in the near future (next ten years). in fact i'm confident that i'll make it, make my mark soon. i'm excited in some sense cause i haf a vision of where i wanna be at e end of 2015. of coz, this is not 纸上谈兵. cause i'm willing to work veri hard for every bit of my ideals n ambitions. hmmm, e start might be slow, might be in e backward direction but i'm quite sure e journey will be worth it. i think i've to learn to be more determined to climb up from my failures more quickly in order to succeed faster. =)
how abt u guys? having e determination n conviction to succeed is already half of e battle won. issn't it? it will pave for e way for greater things to come along e way. this logic or law seems to manifest itself in watever u do: studies, games, sports, work and life in general. =) i dun not believe e human mind haf limitations, cause i come to realise watever limitations in e mind are self-inflicted. k i shan't blog too much abt this cause its quite a sensitive topic. take care for ur exams guys. =)
Friday, April 22, 2005
the pillar of my life =)
nothing in words can express how i feel towards u.........i shall let my actions speak for themselves. =) u haf been there for me, rain or shine. There is a long road in front of us n we shall walk it together hand in hand =) we'll overcome all e obstacles together n find happiness. life's so great wif u around me. thx for everything u haf brought into my life to brighten it up. thx ting.
the things i wanna do when holidays come =)
hehehe since i'm in such a good mood now i shall list down e things i'll do during this holiday.
1) intensive soccer. its been a few years n my soccer is realli stagnant liao.............sigh plagued by injury problems n lack of match fitness. i'll buck up during e holidays to try to break into first team.
2) hehehe guys we MUZ go for ktv together ok? last paper then all go together.......so much new songs to sing. i wanna sing li sheng jie's songs like 痴心绝对 n 手放开。and all those 光良 songs -------------- so nice leh. can make ys try F.I.R songs too neh. =p
3) we shall meet up for our usual holiday overnite stays at nic's matt's or my house k? hehehe we'll bring all our laptops n mass dota until we die. i got so much to teach xz n yh. =p
4) holidays i'll meet up often wif ting to go shopshop, walkwalk and eat kfc like how we spend our last 2 holidays. =) hope u r looking forward to it sis *hugZ* we always do enjoy our time alone together ya? sis arh, we go for a stroll n cycling in e beach alone ok? hehehe like wat we were discussing yesterday nite. it will be great i'm sure.
5) planned to go back malaysia for abt at least 4 days to visit my favourite cousin b4 he flys off to london for a year of further studies. *sounds rich right?* ya he's rich. hehehe i can't wait to let him drive me around malacca n go walkwalk seesee. hehehe during new year we went to all e pub districts to spot e pretty gals there =) i wanna see my grandma, think she's 86 n 87 le. hehehehe my mum's going back to cut her hair for her. so sweet right? then i can go see my favourite uncle but i think i should go get some gifts first.
6) we shall play winning eleven often - 老虎不发威， 你们当我是病猫。hmmm, i shall be back to my veri best.
7) i wanna get some books on financial literacy to read through n be more financially well informed abt my choices in life next time. think it will take some time to choose e better ones.
8) guys, we plan a class outing ok? go orchard walk walk wif e class gals like xueni n qiuting then we can go for dinner at a nice place. hehehehe i can't wait to see her liao. all muz rem to start preparing for xueni's angpoh ok? *wink*
9) i hope xiang is coming back this holidays...............hehehe we can go somewhere sit down wif ping n gang n talk cock manz.............. =)
10) MORE n MORE suppers. heheheheh so excited. when nic gets a car, hehehe total car drivers == 4. wah more than enough. i shall be e MT line ps - do detail sheet for duty rooster. but of coz always pick up e PS first. (PS = platoon sergeant)
wah, i wrote 10 le but there's so much MORE. i can't wait for holidays to come...................cause now i'm mugging so all e time recently, i'll tend to 胡思乱想。but this will all change when its time to play!!!!! u ppl muz keep me company hor, hehehe make sure i dun feel lonely ok? i feel so much happier n cheerful when i'm around wif u ppl. *hugz*
1) intensive soccer. its been a few years n my soccer is realli stagnant liao.............sigh plagued by injury problems n lack of match fitness. i'll buck up during e holidays to try to break into first team.
2) hehehe guys we MUZ go for ktv together ok? last paper then all go together.......so much new songs to sing. i wanna sing li sheng jie's songs like 痴心绝对 n 手放开。and all those 光良 songs -------------- so nice leh. can make ys try F.I.R songs too neh. =p
3) we shall meet up for our usual holiday overnite stays at nic's matt's or my house k? hehehe we'll bring all our laptops n mass dota until we die. i got so much to teach xz n yh. =p
4) holidays i'll meet up often wif ting to go shopshop, walkwalk and eat kfc like how we spend our last 2 holidays. =) hope u r looking forward to it sis *hugZ* we always do enjoy our time alone together ya? sis arh, we go for a stroll n cycling in e beach alone ok? hehehe like wat we were discussing yesterday nite. it will be great i'm sure.
5) planned to go back malaysia for abt at least 4 days to visit my favourite cousin b4 he flys off to london for a year of further studies. *sounds rich right?* ya he's rich. hehehe i can't wait to let him drive me around malacca n go walkwalk seesee. hehehe during new year we went to all e pub districts to spot e pretty gals there =) i wanna see my grandma, think she's 86 n 87 le. hehehehe my mum's going back to cut her hair for her. so sweet right? then i can go see my favourite uncle but i think i should go get some gifts first.
6) we shall play winning eleven often - 老虎不发威， 你们当我是病猫。hmmm, i shall be back to my veri best.
7) i wanna get some books on financial literacy to read through n be more financially well informed abt my choices in life next time. think it will take some time to choose e better ones.
8) guys, we plan a class outing ok? go orchard walk walk wif e class gals like xueni n qiuting then we can go for dinner at a nice place. hehehehe i can't wait to see her liao. all muz rem to start preparing for xueni's angpoh ok? *wink*
9) i hope xiang is coming back this holidays...............hehehe we can go somewhere sit down wif ping n gang n talk cock manz.............. =)
10) MORE n MORE suppers. heheheheh so excited. when nic gets a car, hehehe total car drivers == 4. wah more than enough. i shall be e MT line ps - do detail sheet for duty rooster. but of coz always pick up e PS first. (PS = platoon sergeant)
wah, i wrote 10 le but there's so much MORE. i can't wait for holidays to come...................cause now i'm mugging so all e time recently, i'll tend to 胡思乱想。but this will all change when its time to play!!!!! u ppl muz keep me company hor, hehehe make sure i dun feel lonely ok? i feel so much happier n cheerful when i'm around wif u ppl. *hugz*
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Good luck!!!
加油 to all those who r taking e engin prof paper tomolo at 9am. hehehe prof eng here wishing u guys all e best =) it will be a great start to e exams ya? muz do well neh. *hugz* =)
i love u guys =)
woke up at 1130 am. *perturbed* juz kena 2 bad dreams. =( i'm shaken. hehehe, but after sharing those dreams wif ting, felt so much better. =) 小妹，u are realli e gem in my eyes. *hugz*
i shall dedicate this entry to my clique of guy frens:
Nicholas, Xianzhi, Yuanheng, Matthew, Yisheng, Weijie, Mervyn, Minjie.
hehehehe, i'm wanna tell u all how grateful i am to haf a group of frens like u guys around me. =) its been a lot of happie memories together n i'm glad that i've chosen e correct frens to stick around wif. its been a veri tough period for us............we'll go through it together ya? will not leave any man behind, including u yuanheng. i'll make sure i pull u up too...dun be sad k? we are all here for u.
To nic: hmmm, although we had a lot of epic disagreements n arguments, we are still veri close frens ya? rem tt time we both quarrelled in jc n refused to talk to each other for a veri long period? then in e end we patched up cause i apologised. n u noe i apologised not because i was in e wrong but because i didn't wanna lose a great fren. Rem e time during jc when we two were e total slackers, skipped so much lecture? we went to each other's house to challenge winning eleven (W.E) epic 5-5 draw. u are always e captain in our eyes. an inspirational figure for e rest of us to follow. muz 加油 k? this holidays we'll haf fun together.
To xianzhi: u have been a great fren, one tt i can always share my troubles wif since jc. Rem j1? i realise that u like to live in ur own comfort zone of frens, so it was realli during j2 when our friendship realli start to take off. now, u are my 知己 liao. wat a long distance we have travelled together.... my favourite W.E 2 v 2 partner though we lost more than we won. =S e times when i used to go ur house to spend time together during holidays was another big part of our memories together. + ur favourite nasi lemak at my house here. =) thx for helping me score A for programming also. w/o u i wouldn't haf done it. =)
To yuanheng: u r definitely e most sensitive guy in our clique, (other than me of coz) hehehehe always so thoughtful of other ppl's feelings. definitely one of e smartest around, though we always suan that u look blur n suck xz's brain cells. rem our hwachong days? when we go pia food at coronation then i'll take 174 wif u together back home. =) then we'll chit chat happily on e way back. u haf gave me a lot of support along e way. picked me up when i'm discouraged so now its time for me to be there for u. hmmm, u always seem confused abt e incoming period of adulthood into ur life. but its ok la, cause we are all here to experience it together. to 陪你。
To matthew: =) hehehe i owe u n yh so much. rem last time 黄城 u guys helped me wif all those costumes tt i haf to do. paint this n that for free. somemore both of u two did such a good job. n in e end i got all e praises for it. =p paiseh. hmmmm, we've been through a lot together also. all those wc sessions i'll go to ur house to play lan together. Rem ur birthday party which we had SO SO much fun wif e group pictionary thingy? hehehe it was so good. i'm glad that u haf finally put wanxuan out of ur mind n move on. that period of time i was realli trying veri veri hard to get e two of u to give each other another chance again. juz wanted to give u a big helping hand along e way when u r down. anyway, try to spend more time wif us, we miss u lotz =)
To yisheng: *hugz* u r surely a veri important person in my mind. my best AT partner(lvl29) thx for keeping me company totally during last sem's exam. u make ppl feel veri good around u. tt's if u dun fly aeroplane n spend more time wif me n e rest of e guys. thx for bearing wif me whenever we lost in AT n i'll hammer u upside down cause ur farseer n t.c. is still lvl 2 n lvl 1.
we had SO many epic games together. i missed e time we went swimming together also hope we can catch up on tt during e holidays. hehehe, btw for e amount of dota u play, u still suck so u haf to play a lot more. hehehe =) i like e way u r generous wif ur money when u r wif ur frens. aiyah we haf so much in common. juz wanna let u noe i realli appreciate u a lot.
To weijie: hehehe, my fellow eng brother. hmmm in e short period i come to get to noe u better, i think u r a wonderful person to be wif. our friendship is taking off fast n smoothly as well. even though we always scold u for ur corny n dirty jokes, we realli appreciate them a lot hehehe brightens up e day. but tt of coz is not reason for u to abuse this priviledge. i'm grateful that u haf been beside nic, me, xz and yh through all the recent things that happen. its good to see someone who is so happie n enjoying his singlehood serving as a role model for us. of coz la, talking abt singlehood, i'm confirmed e "old bird" around. so u better respect a bit. =p thx for all e free cab rides back from nic's house. this holiday u confirm will take more cab. hehehe
To mervyn: hmmm dun realli haf a chance to get to noe u well yet. hopefully we can build e bond between us. sorry i like to suan u so much last time, cause i used to think that u r a veri showy person. hehehehe paiseh paiseh, u are another veri likable guy. a fact tt i found out after all e supper outings n stuff. hehehe, i'm glad that u r happily attached. it feels good to feel happie for a fellow fren in love. hehehe rem last holiday, u came my house quite frequently to play ps2? hehehe this time cannot liao cause my brother took e ps2 to taiwan. hmmmm anyway dota dun so hum k? hehehe *abish* i love ur blog also.
To minjie: hmmm, i can understand e feeling of losing ur father :) *hugz* i'm here for u always, be it mental support, monetary support. i'll do my best. hmmm we haf a lot of good memories in soccer. u will always haf my respect as e bravest n best centerback :) hehehe rem all those defensive cock-ups we haf? hehehe sometimes its u sometimes its me, but all get scolded by nic.
hehehe, i shall try to suan u less n be more sensitive. sometimes when i go overboard juz give me a good talking to. i wish u all e best in ur love life as well =) hehehe we two should try to get out of e singles club long membership award. Also, i like watching soccer together wif u at nic's house. heheheh veri good company.
i shall dedicate this entry to my clique of guy frens:
Nicholas, Xianzhi, Yuanheng, Matthew, Yisheng, Weijie, Mervyn, Minjie.
hehehehe, i'm wanna tell u all how grateful i am to haf a group of frens like u guys around me. =) its been a lot of happie memories together n i'm glad that i've chosen e correct frens to stick around wif. its been a veri tough period for us............we'll go through it together ya? will not leave any man behind, including u yuanheng. i'll make sure i pull u up too...dun be sad k? we are all here for u.
To nic: hmmm, although we had a lot of epic disagreements n arguments, we are still veri close frens ya? rem tt time we both quarrelled in jc n refused to talk to each other for a veri long period? then in e end we patched up cause i apologised. n u noe i apologised not because i was in e wrong but because i didn't wanna lose a great fren. Rem e time during jc when we two were e total slackers, skipped so much lecture? we went to each other's house to challenge winning eleven (W.E) epic 5-5 draw. u are always e captain in our eyes. an inspirational figure for e rest of us to follow. muz 加油 k? this holidays we'll haf fun together.
To xianzhi: u have been a great fren, one tt i can always share my troubles wif since jc. Rem j1? i realise that u like to live in ur own comfort zone of frens, so it was realli during j2 when our friendship realli start to take off. now, u are my 知己 liao. wat a long distance we have travelled together.... my favourite W.E 2 v 2 partner though we lost more than we won. =S e times when i used to go ur house to spend time together during holidays was another big part of our memories together. + ur favourite nasi lemak at my house here. =) thx for helping me score A for programming also. w/o u i wouldn't haf done it. =)
To yuanheng: u r definitely e most sensitive guy in our clique, (other than me of coz) hehehehe always so thoughtful of other ppl's feelings. definitely one of e smartest around, though we always suan that u look blur n suck xz's brain cells. rem our hwachong days? when we go pia food at coronation then i'll take 174 wif u together back home. =) then we'll chit chat happily on e way back. u haf gave me a lot of support along e way. picked me up when i'm discouraged so now its time for me to be there for u. hmmm, u always seem confused abt e incoming period of adulthood into ur life. but its ok la, cause we are all here to experience it together. to 陪你。
To matthew: =) hehehe i owe u n yh so much. rem last time 黄城 u guys helped me wif all those costumes tt i haf to do. paint this n that for free. somemore both of u two did such a good job. n in e end i got all e praises for it. =p paiseh. hmmmm, we've been through a lot together also. all those wc sessions i'll go to ur house to play lan together. Rem ur birthday party which we had SO SO much fun wif e group pictionary thingy? hehehe it was so good. i'm glad that u haf finally put wanxuan out of ur mind n move on. that period of time i was realli trying veri veri hard to get e two of u to give each other another chance again. juz wanted to give u a big helping hand along e way when u r down. anyway, try to spend more time wif us, we miss u lotz =)
To yisheng: *hugz* u r surely a veri important person in my mind. my best AT partner(lvl29) thx for keeping me company totally during last sem's exam. u make ppl feel veri good around u. tt's if u dun fly aeroplane n spend more time wif me n e rest of e guys. thx for bearing wif me whenever we lost in AT n i'll hammer u upside down cause ur farseer n t.c. is still lvl 2 n lvl 1.
we had SO many epic games together. i missed e time we went swimming together also hope we can catch up on tt during e holidays. hehehe, btw for e amount of dota u play, u still suck so u haf to play a lot more. hehehe =) i like e way u r generous wif ur money when u r wif ur frens. aiyah we haf so much in common. juz wanna let u noe i realli appreciate u a lot.
To weijie: hehehe, my fellow eng brother. hmmm in e short period i come to get to noe u better, i think u r a wonderful person to be wif. our friendship is taking off fast n smoothly as well. even though we always scold u for ur corny n dirty jokes, we realli appreciate them a lot hehehe brightens up e day. but tt of coz is not reason for u to abuse this priviledge. i'm grateful that u haf been beside nic, me, xz and yh through all the recent things that happen. its good to see someone who is so happie n enjoying his singlehood serving as a role model for us. of coz la, talking abt singlehood, i'm confirmed e "old bird" around. so u better respect a bit. =p thx for all e free cab rides back from nic's house. this holiday u confirm will take more cab. hehehe
To mervyn: hmmm dun realli haf a chance to get to noe u well yet. hopefully we can build e bond between us. sorry i like to suan u so much last time, cause i used to think that u r a veri showy person. hehehehe paiseh paiseh, u are another veri likable guy. a fact tt i found out after all e supper outings n stuff. hehehe, i'm glad that u r happily attached. it feels good to feel happie for a fellow fren in love. hehehe rem last holiday, u came my house quite frequently to play ps2? hehehe this time cannot liao cause my brother took e ps2 to taiwan. hmmmm anyway dota dun so hum k? hehehe *abish* i love ur blog also.
To minjie: hmmm, i can understand e feeling of losing ur father :) *hugz* i'm here for u always, be it mental support, monetary support. i'll do my best. hmmm we haf a lot of good memories in soccer. u will always haf my respect as e bravest n best centerback :) hehehe rem all those defensive cock-ups we haf? hehehe sometimes its u sometimes its me, but all get scolded by nic.
hehehe, i shall try to suan u less n be more sensitive. sometimes when i go overboard juz give me a good talking to. i wish u all e best in ur love life as well =) hehehe we two should try to get out of e singles club long membership award. Also, i like watching soccer together wif u at nic's house. heheheh veri good company.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
hehehehehehe
happie liao.............hehehe got my internet back le. somemore i can sense tt e speed of connection is much faster le. *satisfied look*
it seems that many people are suspecting some scandal going on btw ting n me cause we are spending so much time together wif each other. nothing new anyway, been hearing those comments for e past year. usually e ppl who say those comments r those ppl who dun realli understand my character n personality. i think time has proven a lot - it has proven a lot of our sincerity n effort to maintain this close frenship of ours, it has proven that we are purely platonic frens. =) i'm sure over e time i'm wif ting, a lot of ppl and frens haf realise that this bond between us is veri strong n veri platonic. it will surely last e test of time, which cannot be said for other forms of r/s nowadays. its nice to see frens and ppl understanding her special status in my life. frens like alice, yz, peijia, xz, weijie, jw, ruinie who all noe how special she is to me :)
i haf to admit i treat her veri well but like wat i told her yesterday which she agrees, i dun not go out of e way to treat her realli well. That priviledge is left for e one gal tt i love :) n it will be special.
Looking at xz's blog entry abt his travel plans for his coming SEP in sem 6, i have quite a lot of 感触. me n weijie haf one thing in common which we agreed on, we love to live in our own comfort zone..........so we may be relunctant to wander to places beyond tt i guess. Contrary to wat ppl think abt me, i'll love to go for SEP programs.......... i wan to see e world, i wan to live e lifestyles n learn e other cultures of e people around e world. I wan to go for tours in Europe, i wan to visit e great historical sites in e world. to Paris, Berlin, London n many many more wonderful cities.
Sometimes life is 无奈. e truth is i cannot afford e go for an SEP program. i cannot afford to take tours around europe cause my family cannot afford it. its a priviledge that i was not entitled to since e day i was born. Even if i was sponsored to go wif all expenses paid, i'll refuse e offer.......... sounds stupid? no. cause if i go for exchange, my mum will be left alone at home all by herself. she's old le and i 放心不下. but it doesn't mean any lesser desire on my part to see e world. i juz haf to compromise n wait for a later date, tt's all. i'm envious of those who haf e priviledge, envious of those who dun haf responsiblities to burden them here, envious of their ability to afford.
i'm sad n jealous of this priviledge........i'm tired of being poor n being unable to afford luxuries for myself. but i haf to bear on a bit more cause i noe my time is coming. its coming real soon i can feel it. soon i shall take charge of my life n work for wat i wan in life. It will be a big change cause my mum can finally stop work n sit down to relax e fruits of her labour after bringing me up for 22 years.
i'm tired............................i can't sleep well in recent days..............6 hours of sleep every nite which i'll constantly wake up n feel upset for no reason. n i can't sleep anymore after tt. I can't wait for time to pass quickly.....................time will help. =)
Quote from Macbeth: "i am in blood stepped in so far that, should i wade no more, returning were as tedious as go o'er"
it seems that many people are suspecting some scandal going on btw ting n me cause we are spending so much time together wif each other. nothing new anyway, been hearing those comments for e past year. usually e ppl who say those comments r those ppl who dun realli understand my character n personality. i think time has proven a lot - it has proven a lot of our sincerity n effort to maintain this close frenship of ours, it has proven that we are purely platonic frens. =) i'm sure over e time i'm wif ting, a lot of ppl and frens haf realise that this bond between us is veri strong n veri platonic. it will surely last e test of time, which cannot be said for other forms of r/s nowadays. its nice to see frens and ppl understanding her special status in my life. frens like alice, yz, peijia, xz, weijie, jw, ruinie who all noe how special she is to me :)
i haf to admit i treat her veri well but like wat i told her yesterday which she agrees, i dun not go out of e way to treat her realli well. That priviledge is left for e one gal tt i love :) n it will be special.
Looking at xz's blog entry abt his travel plans for his coming SEP in sem 6, i have quite a lot of 感触. me n weijie haf one thing in common which we agreed on, we love to live in our own comfort zone..........so we may be relunctant to wander to places beyond tt i guess. Contrary to wat ppl think abt me, i'll love to go for SEP programs.......... i wan to see e world, i wan to live e lifestyles n learn e other cultures of e people around e world. I wan to go for tours in Europe, i wan to visit e great historical sites in e world. to Paris, Berlin, London n many many more wonderful cities.
Sometimes life is 无奈. e truth is i cannot afford e go for an SEP program. i cannot afford to take tours around europe cause my family cannot afford it. its a priviledge that i was not entitled to since e day i was born. Even if i was sponsored to go wif all expenses paid, i'll refuse e offer.......... sounds stupid? no. cause if i go for exchange, my mum will be left alone at home all by herself. she's old le and i 放心不下. but it doesn't mean any lesser desire on my part to see e world. i juz haf to compromise n wait for a later date, tt's all. i'm envious of those who haf e priviledge, envious of those who dun haf responsiblities to burden them here, envious of their ability to afford.
i'm sad n jealous of this priviledge........i'm tired of being poor n being unable to afford luxuries for myself. but i haf to bear on a bit more cause i noe my time is coming. its coming real soon i can feel it. soon i shall take charge of my life n work for wat i wan in life. It will be a big change cause my mum can finally stop work n sit down to relax e fruits of her labour after bringing me up for 22 years.
i'm tired............................i can't sleep well in recent days..............6 hours of sleep every nite which i'll constantly wake up n feel upset for no reason. n i can't sleep anymore after tt. I can't wait for time to pass quickly.....................time will help. =)
Quote from Macbeth: "i am in blood stepped in so far that, should i wade no more, returning were as tedious as go o'er"
Monday, April 18, 2005
so PISSED..........................
i'm in a pissed mood..........................bloody pissed.......................................wif SINGNET. i'm so pissed that tml morning i shall wake up at 10am, dial 1610 (singnet hotline) to give e operator a BIG piece of my mind. 气死我了.
since friday, i have had no internet connection at home..............till now monday nite still dun haf neh............................4 days w/o net can realli kill me. *xy collapses onto e floor, stabbed in e heart by a red dagger wif e singnet tag* n NO, its not because i didn't pay my internet bills in time or because someone set fire to my adsl line at my house. =S
it all begun last last friday when i went wif my mum to e west mall singtel shop to sign up for a new plan for broadband after e trip to temple to 拜拜 for 清明节 reasons. ok, e pretty lady attending to me told me that she had to cut off my mum's singnet account so tt i can sign up for e student's plan. E most suay part was after 5 days, my mum's account will be terminated then e next working day my account will be activated --------------------which is monday. (todae) suay right? of all days i muz choose FRIDAY, noeing that saturday is no longer a working day liao. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Tt lady attending to me told me that within those 5 working days, singnet will send me a letter stating my account password n stuff. ok i believed her..........................cause she's pretty n chio =p
my type. hehehe looks 斯文enough, long hair nice eyes. good figure =) i thought she looked 乖 hahaha but after noticing e tattoo on her hip i think i changed my mind abt e 乖 ness part.
to think i trust her n until now 6 working days, MY bloody LETTER haven't come!!!!! i'm so angry now...........i feel like raping her to vent my anger (joking of coz). hahah might be worth considering cause she's chio. =p so on monday nite, i haf no password nor account number to log in to my bloody new singnet account.............. ARGH, i was so pissed i took e bus direct to nic's house to use internet. so here i am now venting my veri obvious frustration at e bloody singnet admin.............................my name too scary issit? muz lose my letter arh.....
*decides to whack whoever's within sight*
*shuping runs in n kena whack by accident*
*opps =p*
ok, i've 发泄 enough so i shall go back to my happie mood todae. *gossipgossip* wah nic ang one day 4-5 entries.........................si bei hiong, this time sure qie us to be most popular blog.......... look at his tagboard hahahah all so sore wif him somemore. =) (go read xz's tagboard also)
Anyway vijay's private blog is not so private anymore after reading those tags on his board..........we were all wondering how steph stumbled onto his blog also....................hehehehe aiyah no place for us to gossip anymore le. we need to create a private blog for all our dicussions guys.............. i dun mind being e host =p. i stumbled onto 阿颖 blog also........ love u lotz gal, i'll support ur blog...................rem i'm onli one phone call away from u. any problems muz share wif me ok?
After studying together, me, xz, merv and weijie unanimously conclude that wif reference to joanne's entry (here) that more n more vulgarities r spoken among our study group. Weiming is e culprit n e top frag todae wif e most @#$@$@$#@ =) hehehe so its not because of ME NOR WEIJIE.
since friday, i have had no internet connection at home..............till now monday nite still dun haf neh............................4 days w/o net can realli kill me. *xy collapses onto e floor, stabbed in e heart by a red dagger wif e singnet tag* n NO, its not because i didn't pay my internet bills in time or because someone set fire to my adsl line at my house. =S
it all begun last last friday when i went wif my mum to e west mall singtel shop to sign up for a new plan for broadband after e trip to temple to 拜拜 for 清明节 reasons. ok, e pretty lady attending to me told me that she had to cut off my mum's singnet account so tt i can sign up for e student's plan. E most suay part was after 5 days, my mum's account will be terminated then e next working day my account will be activated --------------------which is monday. (todae) suay right? of all days i muz choose FRIDAY, noeing that saturday is no longer a working day liao. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Tt lady attending to me told me that within those 5 working days, singnet will send me a letter stating my account password n stuff. ok i believed her..........................cause she's pretty n chio =p
my type. hehehe looks 斯文enough, long hair nice eyes. good figure =) i thought she looked 乖 hahaha but after noticing e tattoo on her hip i think i changed my mind abt e 乖 ness part.
to think i trust her n until now 6 working days, MY bloody LETTER haven't come!!!!! i'm so angry now...........i feel like raping her to vent my anger (joking of coz). hahah might be worth considering cause she's chio. =p so on monday nite, i haf no password nor account number to log in to my bloody new singnet account.............. ARGH, i was so pissed i took e bus direct to nic's house to use internet. so here i am now venting my veri obvious frustration at e bloody singnet admin.............................my name too scary issit? muz lose my letter arh.....
*decides to whack whoever's within sight*
*shuping runs in n kena whack by accident*
*opps =p*
ok, i've 发泄 enough so i shall go back to my happie mood todae. *gossipgossip* wah nic ang one day 4-5 entries.........................si bei hiong, this time sure qie us to be most popular blog.......... look at his tagboard hahahah all so sore wif him somemore. =) (go read xz's tagboard also)
Anyway vijay's private blog is not so private anymore after reading those tags on his board..........we were all wondering how steph stumbled onto his blog also....................hehehehe aiyah no place for us to gossip anymore le. we need to create a private blog for all our dicussions guys.............. i dun mind being e host =p. i stumbled onto 阿颖 blog also........ love u lotz gal, i'll support ur blog...................rem i'm onli one phone call away from u. any problems muz share wif me ok?
After studying together, me, xz, merv and weijie unanimously conclude that wif reference to joanne's entry (here) that more n more vulgarities r spoken among our study group. Weiming is e culprit n e top frag todae wif e most @#$@$@$#@ =) hehehe so its not because of ME NOR WEIJIE.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Frens =) Part1
hehehe, got some inspiration from weixiang's blog entry so i've decided to write mine on frens also......................
i shall start from my frens in rv............i was in class 1D(95) n 2D(96) hahahaha super notorious class wif all e bad kids who always nvr seem to get out of trouble (me included) tt's y in sec 2 my form teacher put e 6 most notorious guys in front of each of e 6 rows in class :) as u can guessed i'm one of them...=p its interesting to see how sometimes u r so close to certain frens, and then when its time to part ways u nvr seem to hear from them again. kinda showing how tt fragile frenship can't withstand e test of time. i'm sure u guys will 认同 my point. =)
Luckily during sec 2, i bucked up in my studies (65% for first half of e year) n then (69.8% overall for e year) so it was a twist of fact tt i got into 3M in 1997. hahahha its suppose to be e second top best class wif a cut off entry point of 70%. heheheheh so i was so damn bloody heng to get in there. i remed 6 of my 2D frens made it there too..........weiping, kenneth, adrian, andrea, jingyi and felicia.
shall give u an intro to my sec 3 n 4 class..................perhaps we were 3M for 3(mad)? hehehe ok my class was e most happening class ever for a long time in rv i think..........hahahaha, erm i dun mean happening in e form of results cause 4L (e best class) always seem to do a chelsea on us.........(implying thrash us like mad) hehehe we were E most noisy class in whole level. our form teacher, Mr Ang, got shot like hell by a lot of teachers during meetings for failing to discipline e class. i'm sure a lot of u rv frens noe who's Mr Ang, e super nice guy..............hehehe maybe tt's e reason behind y he always kena aim by others. =)
hmmm i remed we pasted posters n nursery rhythms around e class. heheheh, can u guys rem 蔡老师? e all time super fierce teacher who always terrorizes e whole level. i'm sure those observant ones of u noe tt i'm super good at spinning pens...............back spin, front spin, 2 rounds, etc ,etc hahahaha i used to drop my pens a lot in class. then she got SO FED up wif me tt she impose e horrifying rule of confiscating anyone's pen if it drops on e floor. of coz i was e top on e list of confiscated pens. last time lunch break always go bookshop buy more pens *grinz* hahaha in e end she realise that e law was not working, so she imposed a (50cents penalty) for every pen tt dropped in e class to e class fund. =S hehe i remed me kenneth calee n weiping n gang went to buy this height chart for kids pasted at kindergardens n stuff. we bought on for where e limit was 155-160cm i think hahahah then we pasted e height chart on wall beside e front door of our class s9 tt we can take note of e ppl who are within range of e chart (shorter than e chart) hehehehe so funnie tt 蔡老师 was also one of them *wink*
for those of u who are wondering how come e class chairperson n secretary didn't stop all this nonsense n stupid stuff. hehehe our class chairperson was calee n e secretary was kenneth. LOL, e two masterminds.
i remed one time during assembly in e hall where our class was standing in one horizontal line n we were e last line cause we were 4M and we were supposed to sing e school song during e routine friday assembly. cause we were veri playful then we made a bet to see who can sing e school song E LOUDEST. i remed kenneth me n quan were in e bet. aiyah u guys noe school songs right, everyone will juz whimper n like 敷衍 to be singing n stuff. So when e music started, kenneth sang SO DAMN BLOODY loudly that everyone was laughing like shit. it was so loud tt all e 4L gals in front were like so shocked at him( say he siao la) then e guys of our class cannot tahan all wan to roll on e floor n laugh like mad...... but e stupid row of teachers at e side meant tt we haf to tahan our laughter n stuff n stand up straight. hehehehe e worst thing was kenneth didn't laugh throughout e whole thing n was like screaming e school song. *laughs* nice memories. heheheh i shall continue more in e next entry =)
i shall start from my frens in rv............i was in class 1D(95) n 2D(96) hahahaha super notorious class wif all e bad kids who always nvr seem to get out of trouble (me included) tt's y in sec 2 my form teacher put e 6 most notorious guys in front of each of e 6 rows in class :) as u can guessed i'm one of them...=p its interesting to see how sometimes u r so close to certain frens, and then when its time to part ways u nvr seem to hear from them again. kinda showing how tt fragile frenship can't withstand e test of time. i'm sure u guys will 认同 my point. =)
Luckily during sec 2, i bucked up in my studies (65% for first half of e year) n then (69.8% overall for e year) so it was a twist of fact tt i got into 3M in 1997. hahahha its suppose to be e second top best class wif a cut off entry point of 70%. heheheheh so i was so damn bloody heng to get in there. i remed 6 of my 2D frens made it there too..........weiping, kenneth, adrian, andrea, jingyi and felicia.
shall give u an intro to my sec 3 n 4 class..................perhaps we were 3M for 3(mad)? hehehe ok my class was e most happening class ever for a long time in rv i think..........hahahaha, erm i dun mean happening in e form of results cause 4L (e best class) always seem to do a chelsea on us.........(implying thrash us like mad) hehehe we were E most noisy class in whole level. our form teacher, Mr Ang, got shot like hell by a lot of teachers during meetings for failing to discipline e class. i'm sure a lot of u rv frens noe who's Mr Ang, e super nice guy..............hehehe maybe tt's e reason behind y he always kena aim by others. =)
hmmm i remed we pasted posters n nursery rhythms around e class. heheheh, can u guys rem 蔡老师? e all time super fierce teacher who always terrorizes e whole level. i'm sure those observant ones of u noe tt i'm super good at spinning pens...............back spin, front spin, 2 rounds, etc ,etc hahahaha i used to drop my pens a lot in class. then she got SO FED up wif me tt she impose e horrifying rule of confiscating anyone's pen if it drops on e floor. of coz i was e top on e list of confiscated pens. last time lunch break always go bookshop buy more pens *grinz* hahaha in e end she realise that e law was not working, so she imposed a (50cents penalty) for every pen tt dropped in e class to e class fund. =S hehe i remed me kenneth calee n weiping n gang went to buy this height chart for kids pasted at kindergardens n stuff. we bought on for where e limit was 155-160cm i think hahahah then we pasted e height chart on wall beside e front door of our class s9 tt we can take note of e ppl who are within range of e chart (shorter than e chart) hehehehe so funnie tt 蔡老师 was also one of them *wink*
for those of u who are wondering how come e class chairperson n secretary didn't stop all this nonsense n stupid stuff. hehehe our class chairperson was calee n e secretary was kenneth. LOL, e two masterminds.
i remed one time during assembly in e hall where our class was standing in one horizontal line n we were e last line cause we were 4M and we were supposed to sing e school song during e routine friday assembly. cause we were veri playful then we made a bet to see who can sing e school song E LOUDEST. i remed kenneth me n quan were in e bet. aiyah u guys noe school songs right, everyone will juz whimper n like 敷衍 to be singing n stuff. So when e music started, kenneth sang SO DAMN BLOODY loudly that everyone was laughing like shit. it was so loud tt all e 4L gals in front were like so shocked at him( say he siao la) then e guys of our class cannot tahan all wan to roll on e floor n laugh like mad...... but e stupid row of teachers at e side meant tt we haf to tahan our laughter n stuff n stand up straight. hehehehe e worst thing was kenneth didn't laugh throughout e whole thing n was like screaming e school song. *laughs* nice memories. heheheh i shall continue more in e next entry =)
Saturday, April 16, 2005
小妹，谢谢你。
sorting out my thoughts now, hesitated over 10mins wif no particular inspiration coming to my mind to blog abt..........guess i'll juz let my thoughts flow freely tonite in this entry. earlier todae i've made a decision to stop blogging for e coming 2 weeks..............................................hmmm but after coming online n noticing that there is quite a no. of frens are following n showing me support for my blog..........i've decided to keep it going............ =)
hehehe, i'm sure those observant ones of u will have noticed the 2 new links on my blog......hehehe joanne's and nic's. hmmmm, mr nicholas has juz resurrected his blog after 2-3 months of death. *rolls eyes* i wonder how long will his passion for blogging last this time...........perhaps as short as e last time. hahahaha, we shall see........ =)
i love xiang's blog..................to think i took quite long to really figure out wat his lastest entry was abt. wow, its realli a veri innovative n refreshing way of phrasing e topic. *pat on the back* i've enjoyed reading it pal....................thought e story btw u n quan sounds realli sad cause i noe both of u personally.........to think e friendship was so strong last time that we all thought it was going to last. how wrong were we............
ting, thx for being there for me last nite =) ................................nothing in words can describe how grateful i am to u. For being physically n mentally beside me when i needed u e most, when i needed support n help. we've build such a strong bond between e two of us, muz cherish together ok? i won't forget wat u told me last nite.................i hope u won't forgot wat i said too........tt sentence i said b4 u went up e lift. *hugz*
hehehe, i'm sure those observant ones of u will have noticed the 2 new links on my blog......hehehe joanne's and nic's. hmmmm, mr nicholas has juz resurrected his blog after 2-3 months of death. *rolls eyes* i wonder how long will his passion for blogging last this time...........perhaps as short as e last time. hahahaha, we shall see........ =)
i love xiang's blog..................to think i took quite long to really figure out wat his lastest entry was abt. wow, its realli a veri innovative n refreshing way of phrasing e topic. *pat on the back* i've enjoyed reading it pal....................thought e story btw u n quan sounds realli sad cause i noe both of u personally.........to think e friendship was so strong last time that we all thought it was going to last. how wrong were we............
ting, thx for being there for me last nite =) ................................nothing in words can describe how grateful i am to u. For being physically n mentally beside me when i needed u e most, when i needed support n help. we've build such a strong bond between e two of us, muz cherish together ok? i won't forget wat u told me last nite.................i hope u won't forgot wat i said too........tt sentence i said b4 u went up e lift. *hugz*
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Bitch1 update
yesterday i added e blog patrol script to my blog............. cause xianzhi showed me e summary of his blog patrol results which showed that the top referrer to his blog came from xingyouyou.blogspot.com. =) hehehehe, so i added a counter to my blog to confirm e no. of ppl actively reading my blog n also to check on who is my top referrer fren. *grinz* i'm surprised how tt number jump in half a day........its 29 now, 12 hours after i started the counter :)
i read xiaxue's blog yesterday nite.............e lastest entry is abt her secondary school classmate (a guy) who passed away at e age of 20 after having a bike accident. so sad right, young man bright future now all gone le. somemore after looking at e photo, i noe i've seen tt guy around in rv several times last time................ we muz learn to all cherish life more. live life to e fullest ya? =)
i wonder if the reasonably high patronage of my blog is due to e entry of the bitches............hmmmm 应该不是吧. anyway, i also think its juicy news.............hehehe
yesterday was an eventful nite: 6 of my frens were in a mass conversation as details abt how the bitch defended her actions was revealed......................... i muz admit i was rather appalled but to larger extent i'm amused n entertained so i sat back n listen to her distorted side of e story. =)
it seems the she has problems wif guy C as well.....................she brought her back home to meet her parents n her parents dun seem pleased n happie wif him. LOL n u noe wats e reason? its cause he got a convertible....................................hahahahahahah so her parents think he's a potential playboy = disapproval look for her. hahahahaha talking abt rich n eligible. looks like being poor like me w/o a car is a good for stereotype situations like these. *grinz* anyway her parents are a bit naive also la. sports car = playboy? hahaha next time i sure get one mercedes = ppl think i'm extremely reliable. hehehehe jokingjoking...
anyway gal B initiated chat wif my fren guy A...................... n kinda like 诉苦 to him abt her new problems wif guy C n ask for advice from him. WTF. she's obviously damn disturbed that guy D is veri pissed wif her (guy D is my good fren who recommended e gal to guy A) okok so she started to talk to my guy fren A n then reason out her actions for e past few weeks. *interesting*
To update u guys on a bit of history, A n B has held hands b4 and stuff. hehehe, gal B said tt holding hands amount to nothing in her eyes. hahahaha i'm impressed. tml i'm heading to school to hold her hand..(btw me n her r strangers) yup i think since she's so 随便，i can haf my chance to insult her further. hmmmm it seems that holding hands is veri hmmmmm insignificant. makes me ponder so maybe when she's realli interested in a guy, she'll give her sex on e first date since she's so 随便。i can feel for her bf now. hahaha imagine ur gf says holding hands wif other guys means nothing to her. LOL sigh, y do SOME PPL IN E WORLD THINK THAT THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM? WTF...................... its not all abt wat gal B thinks tt matters, cause my fren guy A surely didn't think holding hands amount to nothing. so wat type of signal is she trying to generate? selfish bitch. ok to add insult to injury, she began to do an AAR for my fren A on how to 追 gals next time. yaya, she so 清高 right? (AAR stands for After action review --------- army term means to reflect on cock ups.)
hehehehe, i'm impressed. i wan to say more but i think i'll stop.......................does it matter anymore? watever things she says doesn't matter now cause i no longer respect her as a fellow human being. She deserves watever shit tt i'm giving to her now cause she doesn't uphold herself as a person in a responsible manner. if u dun wan to hold hands wif a guy, dun hold hands wif a guy la...............wats so difficult abt it? so paiseh tt u muz hold hands wif him then tell him in e end it means nothing?
perhaps me n my frens have been living in a well for e past 10 years of our life. perhaps being educated in traditional chinese schools like rv n chinese high has done us no good. i'm glad that me n my frens are all veri open abt our feelings n thoughts............we dun have protective shells around ourselves. we share weal n woe together n i'm sure this incident will make us stronger as we stand by our frens in need. After reading xiaxue's blog for so long, she shares a lot of similar thoughts wif me (nono, i'm not trying to 沾 her 光）its juz tt rv ppl haf veri smiliar thinking processes in their minds. how we seem to percieve things around us. Me, miaoling, weixiang, ting, alice, peijia, n manymany rv ppl think like tt this way tooo.............
i dreamt of rv last nite...................i missed e school n my frens there. it will be a wonderful part of my memories.......................my sec3-4 class was e most happening class ever. =) i'll send my son or daughter to study in my parent school if their grades can make it. cause i'm proud of e values i've learn there from my frens n teachers. they mould e person n character i am todae.
i read xiaxue's blog yesterday nite.............e lastest entry is abt her secondary school classmate (a guy) who passed away at e age of 20 after having a bike accident. so sad right, young man bright future now all gone le. somemore after looking at e photo, i noe i've seen tt guy around in rv several times last time................ we muz learn to all cherish life more. live life to e fullest ya? =)
i wonder if the reasonably high patronage of my blog is due to e entry of the bitches............hmmmm 应该不是吧. anyway, i also think its juicy news.............hehehe
yesterday was an eventful nite: 6 of my frens were in a mass conversation as details abt how the bitch defended her actions was revealed......................... i muz admit i was rather appalled but to larger extent i'm amused n entertained so i sat back n listen to her distorted side of e story. =)
it seems the she has problems wif guy C as well.....................she brought her back home to meet her parents n her parents dun seem pleased n happie wif him. LOL n u noe wats e reason? its cause he got a convertible....................................hahahahahahah so her parents think he's a potential playboy = disapproval look for her. hahahahaha talking abt rich n eligible. looks like being poor like me w/o a car is a good for stereotype situations like these. *grinz* anyway her parents are a bit naive also la. sports car = playboy? hahaha next time i sure get one mercedes = ppl think i'm extremely reliable. hehehehe jokingjoking...
anyway gal B initiated chat wif my fren guy A...................... n kinda like 诉苦 to him abt her new problems wif guy C n ask for advice from him. WTF. she's obviously damn disturbed that guy D is veri pissed wif her (guy D is my good fren who recommended e gal to guy A) okok so she started to talk to my guy fren A n then reason out her actions for e past few weeks. *interesting*
To update u guys on a bit of history, A n B has held hands b4 and stuff. hehehe, gal B said tt holding hands amount to nothing in her eyes. hahahaha i'm impressed. tml i'm heading to school to hold her hand..(btw me n her r strangers) yup i think since she's so 随便，i can haf my chance to insult her further. hmmmm it seems that holding hands is veri hmmmmm insignificant. makes me ponder so maybe when she's realli interested in a guy, she'll give her sex on e first date since she's so 随便。i can feel for her bf now. hahaha imagine ur gf says holding hands wif other guys means nothing to her. LOL sigh, y do SOME PPL IN E WORLD THINK THAT THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM? WTF...................... its not all abt wat gal B thinks tt matters, cause my fren guy A surely didn't think holding hands amount to nothing. so wat type of signal is she trying to generate? selfish bitch. ok to add insult to injury, she began to do an AAR for my fren A on how to 追 gals next time. yaya, she so 清高 right? (AAR stands for After action review --------- army term means to reflect on cock ups.)
hehehehe, i'm impressed. i wan to say more but i think i'll stop.......................does it matter anymore? watever things she says doesn't matter now cause i no longer respect her as a fellow human being. She deserves watever shit tt i'm giving to her now cause she doesn't uphold herself as a person in a responsible manner. if u dun wan to hold hands wif a guy, dun hold hands wif a guy la...............wats so difficult abt it? so paiseh tt u muz hold hands wif him then tell him in e end it means nothing?
perhaps me n my frens have been living in a well for e past 10 years of our life. perhaps being educated in traditional chinese schools like rv n chinese high has done us no good. i'm glad that me n my frens are all veri open abt our feelings n thoughts............we dun have protective shells around ourselves. we share weal n woe together n i'm sure this incident will make us stronger as we stand by our frens in need. After reading xiaxue's blog for so long, she shares a lot of similar thoughts wif me (nono, i'm not trying to 沾 her 光）its juz tt rv ppl haf veri smiliar thinking processes in their minds. how we seem to percieve things around us. Me, miaoling, weixiang, ting, alice, peijia, n manymany rv ppl think like tt this way tooo.............
i dreamt of rv last nite...................i missed e school n my frens there. it will be a wonderful part of my memories.......................my sec3-4 class was e most happening class ever. =) i'll send my son or daughter to study in my parent school if their grades can make it. cause i'm proud of e values i've learn there from my frens n teachers. they mould e person n character i am todae.
i made this yesterday nite.........................for a veri special person hahahah guess who she is? hehehehe ok la i shall disclose it. its for my mum...................... hehehe i've cheered her up (my mum was not sad to begin wif) =p . kk will blog soon.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Bitches
hahaha, in case u ppl didn't realised, i've blogged on every consecutive day since last week. =) i've decided if ppl r reading n following my blog, i'll continue to keep up on the entries to keep u ppl interested. =) *increase in supply to satisfy the increase in demand*
News of the week - two bitches.
i'm pissed wif them, bloody pissed wif them............ its near e ultimate level of disgust tt one person can haf for another one. NONO, i'm not saying i'll take a parang n ambush them beside engin canteen tml. i mean i'll spit at them in disgust when i see them around. *pui*
Story 1)
My fren A was interested in a gal B. so he started to 追 her la. okok after like 2-3 weeks of courtship, she agreed to be his gf. ok story didn't simply ended there. After one week of staying together, she decided to break up............ said everything was too fast for her to take it, exams stress, confusion, needed more time to think, need to reconsider. hmmmm then 1.5 weeks later, she's holding hands wif another guy C........... =)
so how? bitchy enough? 我没有话说. knnbccb..............(if u ppl r not used to me using vulgar language, i suggest u get used to it. i'm not as goody-two-shoes as u think i am) i feel like slapping her. WAT e fuck is her problem? another guy after u cannot say issit? cannot let my fren noe issit? y? will die arh cannot be fair to him issit? i didn't noe need more time to think = within one week get attached to another guy out of e picture. ooooooooo, obviously she didn't realli think too much this time round. nice one, i hope she gets her 报应 in the future. i wish guy C good luck man. this kinda bitch as ur partner in life. hahahhahaa i can onli shake ur hand n tell u congrats in the face. e next time i see her around in school, i'm going up to her n scold her a bitch. sorry, i'm not used to being nice to ppl i dun like..........i'm a bastard and a veri evil person. Scorpios ARE VERI PROTECTIVE OF THEIR LOVED ONES. =)
as for story 2 its worse than this.........so i shan't blog abt it. back to bitch1, YAYA i heard u r blur looking n immature type etc etc. sorry, i dun believe all this crap.
i think guys r stupid creatures................realli. their fucking big ego dun seem to make them realise tt gals r 30% more capable of interpreting body signals n behaviour signs than guys. They dun seem to realise that the average gal is realli much more li hai than the average guy when it comes to down to handling feelings n r/s n things like tt. tt's e way nature created them for them - to be more sensitive to their children n their partners. Pls for goodness sake, dun think they r all blur n dun noe wat they r doing.
personally, i think gals become veri scary n unpredictable whenever they r faced wif one situation. this is e situation where they are about to choose between guy A or guy B or guy C. i'm sure u get my point. Its at this time where they realli get veri selfish, whether they realise it or not is another issue. They'll get real real selfish n become rather oblivious to the feelings of the other two guys n wat they've gone through for her. okok whether u ppl believe this or not is not up to me...................but i'm stating e facts. i'm not saying all gals r like tt but most gals r. if u think u won't behave this way, argue onli when u dun do these things when u r in a similar situation. i hate 纸上谈兵. =)
To my 2 frens who haf suffered under e hands of these 2 bitches, u can be rest assured that at any point of my life, i'll be there for u when u need me. its realli not worth it for gals like tt. realli no point feeling sad abt the whole incident. 你们是男人，拿出一点男人的骨气.
u won't die w/o them..... i'm sure ur lives will be brighter wif their departures. be strong n move on. We all noe e amount of self-worth that we haf within ourselves............................we noe how special we are. there is no need to beg them to accept u. y muz we beg them? when its their loss for not appreciating ppl like us? many questions in life can onli be told by the answers of time. time will tell who's e better guy. move on my frens, if they come back n find u.....................its time to give them a flying kick..............
Quote from xz "a realli good show/movie will not haf any sequel to it"
There are tons of nice gals waiting for us out there =) i'm sure u will find true love.. *hugz*
News of the week - two bitches.
i'm pissed wif them, bloody pissed wif them............ its near e ultimate level of disgust tt one person can haf for another one. NONO, i'm not saying i'll take a parang n ambush them beside engin canteen tml. i mean i'll spit at them in disgust when i see them around. *pui*
Story 1)
My fren A was interested in a gal B. so he started to 追 her la. okok after like 2-3 weeks of courtship, she agreed to be his gf. ok story didn't simply ended there. After one week of staying together, she decided to break up............ said everything was too fast for her to take it, exams stress, confusion, needed more time to think, need to reconsider. hmmmm then 1.5 weeks later, she's holding hands wif another guy C........... =)
so how? bitchy enough? 我没有话说. knnbccb..............(if u ppl r not used to me using vulgar language, i suggest u get used to it. i'm not as goody-two-shoes as u think i am) i feel like slapping her. WAT e fuck is her problem? another guy after u cannot say issit? cannot let my fren noe issit? y? will die arh cannot be fair to him issit? i didn't noe need more time to think = within one week get attached to another guy out of e picture. ooooooooo, obviously she didn't realli think too much this time round. nice one, i hope she gets her 报应 in the future. i wish guy C good luck man. this kinda bitch as ur partner in life. hahahhahaa i can onli shake ur hand n tell u congrats in the face. e next time i see her around in school, i'm going up to her n scold her a bitch. sorry, i'm not used to being nice to ppl i dun like..........i'm a bastard and a veri evil person. Scorpios ARE VERI PROTECTIVE OF THEIR LOVED ONES. =)
as for story 2 its worse than this.........so i shan't blog abt it. back to bitch1, YAYA i heard u r blur looking n immature type etc etc. sorry, i dun believe all this crap.
i think guys r stupid creatures................realli. their fucking big ego dun seem to make them realise tt gals r 30% more capable of interpreting body signals n behaviour signs than guys. They dun seem to realise that the average gal is realli much more li hai than the average guy when it comes to down to handling feelings n r/s n things like tt. tt's e way nature created them for them - to be more sensitive to their children n their partners. Pls for goodness sake, dun think they r all blur n dun noe wat they r doing.
personally, i think gals become veri scary n unpredictable whenever they r faced wif one situation. this is e situation where they are about to choose between guy A or guy B or guy C. i'm sure u get my point. Its at this time where they realli get veri selfish, whether they realise it or not is another issue. They'll get real real selfish n become rather oblivious to the feelings of the other two guys n wat they've gone through for her. okok whether u ppl believe this or not is not up to me...................but i'm stating e facts. i'm not saying all gals r like tt but most gals r. if u think u won't behave this way, argue onli when u dun do these things when u r in a similar situation. i hate 纸上谈兵. =)
To my 2 frens who haf suffered under e hands of these 2 bitches, u can be rest assured that at any point of my life, i'll be there for u when u need me. its realli not worth it for gals like tt. realli no point feeling sad abt the whole incident. 你们是男人，拿出一点男人的骨气.
u won't die w/o them..... i'm sure ur lives will be brighter wif their departures. be strong n move on. We all noe e amount of self-worth that we haf within ourselves............................we noe how special we are. there is no need to beg them to accept u. y muz we beg them? when its their loss for not appreciating ppl like us? many questions in life can onli be told by the answers of time. time will tell who's e better guy. move on my frens, if they come back n find u.....................its time to give them a flying kick..............
Quote from xz "a realli good show/movie will not haf any sequel to it"
There are tons of nice gals waiting for us out there =) i'm sure u will find true love.. *hugz*
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
only e best is good enough
yesterday was full of surprises. during e early morning was chatting wif darren. then he suddenly told me he was reading my blog then. *grasp* + i rem last time when gek koon told me he also reads my blog neh......... *feeling honoured now* though i haf no idea how they got my blog address. hehehehe its a nice feeling to noe tt my blog is getting more n more attention.
hehehe, time for some advertisements. WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. i think my good frens realli haf some nice blogs up. personally i love reading theirs also. so if u haf some spare time to SPARE, hehehe can use e links on my blog to access theirs neh. =)
xianzhi's blog is already so popular..........hehehehe ting n edmund's one is nice though they realli dun blog veri often. shuping n yuanli's ones r also veri enjoyable to read. Emily, alice and weixiang haf wonderful blogs also. muz go n support ok? hehehehe.
anyway for those who dun noe that emily's sister has a standard grumpy face 24hrs a day (hehe joking), u can go to her blog n verify it for urself. hahahahaha her sis is so 可爱。btw, her sis's high awareness can qie wo upside down. hehehe -----------another 卧虎藏龙。
xiang raise this interesting qn in my mind a few days ago..................................
In life, when u r unable to get e best of wats available, do u settle for something lesser? will u settle for second best? haf u been settling for second best for e past few years of ur life?
hahahah first thought tt bloody struck my mind "This is a damn good question =S" i then reflected on e last 5 years of my life..............................phew. i've not been settling for anything tt's second best. hmmm how abt u guys? hmmm, e span of this doesn't onli include love. it includes studies, ideals, morals n many other stuff. go give it some thought, try to rem instances tt u haf settled for something less than e best.
if u discover that its becoming a habit to constantly settle for something second best, then i would say tt its a disturbing pattern. There are juz times in our lives when second best is not good enough, dun u agree? xiang gave this example:
if u like gal/guy A and he/she doesn't like u back.............no mutual feelings n no chance i mean.
then comes along gal/guy B who likes u and u think that person is not bad but ur mind is still on A. will u decide to give B a chance? knowing that there is a chance u can end up wif her?
personally, i'll nvr give B a chance. cause when i've set my eyes on e person i wan, others will not haf a chance le....................i only go for e best, go for wat i wan, relentlessly........破釜沉舟。 i might be hurt veri badly but tt's e marvellous thing abt love........................u nvr noe when e rewards will come but u muz first work hard to fight for wat u wan first. =) hmmmm, i'm sure u ppl will noe that i still haven't had a gf......... if i was willing to settle for second best, i would haf been attached long ago. but i've decided to reserve this special place for my first love........ its something i noe tt she will love me for it. so in e end if things dun work out between me n A, i'll take a break n wait for another A to come along. tt's e way it should always be.
Likewise, it applies to ideals also............... i'm not satisfied wif settling for anything less than my ambitions. i won't be contented sitting at my office as a manager or watever in the next ten years. collect e pay n then bring home for ur family. Will u settle for tt? 5000 bucks pay? i'm sorry but i won't be satisfied. cause e riches in e world r all out there. i'm determined to be rich, if in e process i end up as a bankrupt................................i'll pick myself up n start all over again but nvr compromising my ideals. =) tt's how life should be, filled wif no regrets. hope u guys share my sentiments.
Life is such an exciting journey...................so let us embark on it wif our best effort n work for wat we feel we should deserve. work for wat we realli wan..................tt's e way it should be: never say die attitude. onli when we r realli determined to make things work for us, will the pathway to success be carved. onli then will ppl of the later generations rem us for a long time to come. =)
hehehe, time for some advertisements. WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. i think my good frens realli haf some nice blogs up. personally i love reading theirs also. so if u haf some spare time to SPARE, hehehe can use e links on my blog to access theirs neh. =)
xianzhi's blog is already so popular..........hehehehe ting n edmund's one is nice though they realli dun blog veri often. shuping n yuanli's ones r also veri enjoyable to read. Emily, alice and weixiang haf wonderful blogs also. muz go n support ok? hehehehe.
anyway for those who dun noe that emily's sister has a standard grumpy face 24hrs a day (hehe joking), u can go to her blog n verify it for urself. hahahahaha her sis is so 可爱。btw, her sis's high awareness can qie wo upside down. hehehe -----------another 卧虎藏龙。
xiang raise this interesting qn in my mind a few days ago..................................
In life, when u r unable to get e best of wats available, do u settle for something lesser? will u settle for second best? haf u been settling for second best for e past few years of ur life?
hahahah first thought tt bloody struck my mind "This is a damn good question =S" i then reflected on e last 5 years of my life..............................phew. i've not been settling for anything tt's second best. hmmm how abt u guys? hmmm, e span of this doesn't onli include love. it includes studies, ideals, morals n many other stuff. go give it some thought, try to rem instances tt u haf settled for something less than e best.
if u discover that its becoming a habit to constantly settle for something second best, then i would say tt its a disturbing pattern. There are juz times in our lives when second best is not good enough, dun u agree? xiang gave this example:
if u like gal/guy A and he/she doesn't like u back.............no mutual feelings n no chance i mean.
then comes along gal/guy B who likes u and u think that person is not bad but ur mind is still on A. will u decide to give B a chance? knowing that there is a chance u can end up wif her?
personally, i'll nvr give B a chance. cause when i've set my eyes on e person i wan, others will not haf a chance le....................i only go for e best, go for wat i wan, relentlessly........破釜沉舟。 i might be hurt veri badly but tt's e marvellous thing abt love........................u nvr noe when e rewards will come but u muz first work hard to fight for wat u wan first. =) hmmmm, i'm sure u ppl will noe that i still haven't had a gf......... if i was willing to settle for second best, i would haf been attached long ago. but i've decided to reserve this special place for my first love........ its something i noe tt she will love me for it. so in e end if things dun work out between me n A, i'll take a break n wait for another A to come along. tt's e way it should always be.
Likewise, it applies to ideals also............... i'm not satisfied wif settling for anything less than my ambitions. i won't be contented sitting at my office as a manager or watever in the next ten years. collect e pay n then bring home for ur family. Will u settle for tt? 5000 bucks pay? i'm sorry but i won't be satisfied. cause e riches in e world r all out there. i'm determined to be rich, if in e process i end up as a bankrupt................................i'll pick myself up n start all over again but nvr compromising my ideals. =) tt's how life should be, filled wif no regrets. hope u guys share my sentiments.
Life is such an exciting journey...................so let us embark on it wif our best effort n work for wat we feel we should deserve. work for wat we realli wan..................tt's e way it should be: never say die attitude. onli when we r realli determined to make things work for us, will the pathway to success be carved. onli then will ppl of the later generations rem us for a long time to come. =)
Monday, April 11, 2005
wonderful day at pgp =)
yesterday was a great, great, great wonderful wonderful day. me n ting n jw planned e nite b4 that we'll be going to pgp to mug together. i think ting reached there at 1230 n i told her i'll be there at 1300 but in e end i reached at 1415. heheheh cause i was busy chatting wif wingchi on msn. actually she was using mac's msn version which is damn sucky. heheheh i wanted to show myself on webcam to her but her msn have no webcam function. n e bestest part abt her msn was that it will log off every few minutes (let's say 15 mins) n sometimes we can still chat even though e status says she's offline. *rolls eyes* i thought US technology should be more advanced? hehehehehe i guess not. HAHAHAHAHA. *abish*
hmmm, i'm sure all of my frens dun noe who she is. kinda like my hidden fren. =) but she's definitely my longest fren around. i think i knew her during P4, so tt's abt 13 years tt i've known her existence. =) sorry gal, for e early years of my life, i didn't learn to cherish this special frenship btw us. i'm veri regretful tt i let the time of our friendship slip away. slip away w/o even realising it. one of e regrets of my life. oh then she migrated to US in 2000 n it was onli then tt i felt tt i should haf been by her side more. cried at e airport cause i was afraid i won't eveer see her again. i was afraid to lose her forever. *hugz* we haven't seen each other for 5 years since then. even though fate has it that she came back on a holiday a few years ago n tt i saw her at west mall n she didn't see me. + i didn't realise it was her cause i didn't noe she came back. i should've went to attempt to check whether tt sweet gal was her. so in e end, she left again.
hehehe, we shall talk abt e more positive things in e future. once i haf enough money to afford to go US after i start working. i'll take a plane there alone to find u gal........ i missed u a lotz. perhaps its time for me to start showing u how 重要 u r in my life. when i was 10, u were my fren, when i was 20 u were my fren. so when i am 50, i'll make sure u r still my fren. one of e most special frens.........tt's for sure. we'll be frens for life..........(even though u told me: let's see)
think u haf been disappointed too much in ur life. sigh *patpat* somethings in life nvr change as time passes. i noe e core part of my character won't change, how special u r to me will nvr change....................
back to pgp. hahaha let us analyse e rate of xy's mugging efficiency at pgp. to be honest, my overall efficiency was 50%. when i juz read e books, my mind will wonder off to somewhere else then drift back again. so even though i loooked like i'm sitting there readin my textbook, i think u can infer e rest.
at pgp: 50% mugging, 50% mind wondering off
at home: 20% mugging, 50% mind wondering off, 20% msn distraction, 10% risk of slipping into depression.
conclusion? hehehe a bit clear hor. at pgp i can double e rate of my mugging 1.5 times. i think ting was quite scared yesterday when she can see me slipping into depression at abt 8pm. luckily, i managed to put my thoughts under control n took a long stroll in pgp alone. e nite breeze was good n calmed me down. i can think clearly again. =) took bus 30 wif ting to jp. heheheh was great company. i can't help looking at ting n smiling at her because she realli lights up my life wif happiness. she's my 开心果。 love u lotz sis *hugz* hehehe after tt we went to old chang kee where i got her favourite carrot cake for her + my favourite crab nuggets. hehehehe u guys should see both our grinning faces. so 小孩子。 i reached home at 2245, 1hr n 40 mins after i left pgp. =) well worth e time.
thx nic for e hello kitty smiley, u made ting veri happie! thx, i owe u one :)
hmmm, i'm sure all of my frens dun noe who she is. kinda like my hidden fren. =) but she's definitely my longest fren around. i think i knew her during P4, so tt's abt 13 years tt i've known her existence. =) sorry gal, for e early years of my life, i didn't learn to cherish this special frenship btw us. i'm veri regretful tt i let the time of our friendship slip away. slip away w/o even realising it. one of e regrets of my life. oh then she migrated to US in 2000 n it was onli then tt i felt tt i should haf been by her side more. cried at e airport cause i was afraid i won't eveer see her again. i was afraid to lose her forever. *hugz* we haven't seen each other for 5 years since then. even though fate has it that she came back on a holiday a few years ago n tt i saw her at west mall n she didn't see me. + i didn't realise it was her cause i didn't noe she came back. i should've went to attempt to check whether tt sweet gal was her. so in e end, she left again.
hehehe, we shall talk abt e more positive things in e future. once i haf enough money to afford to go US after i start working. i'll take a plane there alone to find u gal........ i missed u a lotz. perhaps its time for me to start showing u how 重要 u r in my life. when i was 10, u were my fren, when i was 20 u were my fren. so when i am 50, i'll make sure u r still my fren. one of e most special frens.........tt's for sure. we'll be frens for life..........(even though u told me: let's see)
think u haf been disappointed too much in ur life. sigh *patpat* somethings in life nvr change as time passes. i noe e core part of my character won't change, how special u r to me will nvr change....................
back to pgp. hahaha let us analyse e rate of xy's mugging efficiency at pgp. to be honest, my overall efficiency was 50%. when i juz read e books, my mind will wonder off to somewhere else then drift back again. so even though i loooked like i'm sitting there readin my textbook, i think u can infer e rest.
at pgp: 50% mugging, 50% mind wondering off
at home: 20% mugging, 50% mind wondering off, 20% msn distraction, 10% risk of slipping into depression.
conclusion? hehehe a bit clear hor. at pgp i can double e rate of my mugging 1.5 times. i think ting was quite scared yesterday when she can see me slipping into depression at abt 8pm. luckily, i managed to put my thoughts under control n took a long stroll in pgp alone. e nite breeze was good n calmed me down. i can think clearly again. =) took bus 30 wif ting to jp. heheheh was great company. i can't help looking at ting n smiling at her because she realli lights up my life wif happiness. she's my 开心果。 love u lotz sis *hugz* hehehe after tt we went to old chang kee where i got her favourite carrot cake for her + my favourite crab nuggets. hehehehe u guys should see both our grinning faces. so 小孩子。 i reached home at 2245, 1hr n 40 mins after i left pgp. =) well worth e time.
thx nic for e hello kitty smiley, u made ting veri happie! thx, i owe u one :)
Sunday, April 10, 2005
小说
couldn't find e lyrics for this song online so i shall type it out from e cd lyrics book. =)
小说
有些故事就在平凡中被传说 爱都是其中一个最重要的理由
其实你我都经历过最难的就是舍得 舍得让爱挣脱你的手。
长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么收怎么做怎么走 这结果任你左右
我沉迷在小说 不禁为他泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过 在其中找回我的自由
谁的故事让你忍不住很难过 会想像自己若是他该怎么生活
在无常的风风雨雨 人变得自作自受
困在爱里 得不到解脱
长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么收怎么做怎么走 这结果任你左右
我沉迷在小说 不禁为他泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过 在其中找回我的自由
小说
有些故事就在平凡中被传说 爱都是其中一个最重要的理由
其实你我都经历过最难的就是舍得 舍得让爱挣脱你的手。
长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么收怎么做怎么走 这结果任你左右
我沉迷在小说 不禁为他泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过 在其中找回我的自由
谁的故事让你忍不住很难过 会想像自己若是他该怎么生活
在无常的风风雨雨 人变得自作自受
困在爱里 得不到解脱
长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么收怎么做怎么走 这结果任你左右
我沉迷在小说 不禁为他泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过 在其中找回我的自由
those who wans this song can ask for it from me over msn hor. =)
Saturday, April 09, 2005
nice morning =)
todae i woke up veri early.......................hehehehe slept at 230am yesterday despite wanting to study till 6. total concussed abt 6 hrs n i feel sufficient le, maybe later can take a short afternoon nap or watever. =) its a wonderful feeling when u juz log into msn so early n 2 frens (xiang n matt) greets me wif hellos............
due to e presense of miss ting's hello kitty beside me last nite, i felt blessed n had a sound sleep last nite. hehehe, my moods for e past few days have been realli getting better a lotz le. can feel it improving day after day. *abish* i'm sure u ppl who chat wif me can realise tt. thx to sp, ting, xz, ed, yl, xiang, yz, xuli, alice for keeping me company on msn. hehehehe, soon i'll be back to e old xingyou!!!!! *grinz*
hehe, i love my sis.......... =) she's so sweet noe? i realised for e past few weeks tt she's realli veri concerned for me. nono, i'm not saying b4 this she's not concerned for me.........she juz seldoms shows her concern for me. i think its because i'm e one used to taking care of her............After hearin some veri 感动 words from her, i'm realli touched....................its like she has nvr b4 said such things to me but e effect when she says it is realli there. to a point when i was near tears le noeing that she's realli tt 关心我。hehehe, i shall promised to be happie everyday n forget my troubles for her sake, in order not to make her sad again. =)
okok blog later, miffy calling me to bed le. sleepy again =p u guys take care ok? i wan to meet up wif u all, hehehe so juz give me a call anytime. *yawn* =)
due to e presense of miss ting's hello kitty beside me last nite, i felt blessed n had a sound sleep last nite. hehehe, my moods for e past few days have been realli getting better a lotz le. can feel it improving day after day. *abish* i'm sure u ppl who chat wif me can realise tt. thx to sp, ting, xz, ed, yl, xiang, yz, xuli, alice for keeping me company on msn. hehehehe, soon i'll be back to e old xingyou!!!!! *grinz*
hehe, i love my sis.......... =) she's so sweet noe? i realised for e past few weeks tt she's realli veri concerned for me. nono, i'm not saying b4 this she's not concerned for me.........she juz seldoms shows her concern for me. i think its because i'm e one used to taking care of her............After hearin some veri 感动 words from her, i'm realli touched....................its like she has nvr b4 said such things to me but e effect when she says it is realli there. to a point when i was near tears le noeing that she's realli tt 关心我。hehehe, i shall promised to be happie everyday n forget my troubles for her sake, in order not to make her sad again. =)
okok blog later, miffy calling me to bed le. sleepy again =p u guys take care ok? i wan to meet up wif u all, hehehe so juz give me a call anytime. *yawn* =)
Friday, April 08, 2005
weijie's bday =)
yesterday was such a wonderful day...........my frens came over to meet me at YIH to chat - include merv, weijie, nic and yuanheng. hehehehe considering all of them came from engin to look for me, i'm realli 感动。met up wif xianzhi, weiming n yisheng at central library. then they went to photocopy notes for abt one hour n i was stoning there alone feeling si bei sleepy. After tt we made an impromptu decision to go for a good dinner to celebrate weijie's bday which is todae. E thing was it was an damn impromptu decision n no one objected to it though we r all busy like hell. so its quite nice to noe tt u haf a group of frens who r always prepared to spend some time wif someone who needs company, anytime. =)
We decided to go to west mall, 天乐哩 aka mayim, the Chinese restaurant on the second floor to have our meals. A few of the guys were veri disappointed that the 店花 was not around to serve us. Hahahaha, that’s also one of e reasons y they decided to dine there in the first place. Dinner was great n all thanks to weijie who treated all of us. Bill – 98 bucks. In total 8 ppl went:
eng1 - weijie
eng2 – xingyou
ang1 – weiming
ang2 – nicholas
kwek1 – yuanheng
kwek2 – xianzhi
mr ong – yisheng
mrs ong – ys’s gf
I think ys’s gf is veri sweet n nice. Hehehe so happie for him man, they look so happie n blissful together. =) 真幸福。Was chatting wif her so tt she’ll feel at ease in the company of so many guys. Hehehe i hope she had a happie dinner wif us cause we enjoyed her company also. Realized tt I’m always the good fren of my fren’s ex gfs. Think its because I hope n wan my frens to welcome my gf n make her feel at ease as much as I make theirs feel good when we are together in a big group. Tt’s in the future of coz n they better be 自动 (if not I give them each a flying kick =p)
hmmm, I think a lot of ppl around us seem to feel tt having a driving license is an extremely proud thing n its kinda like a status. I dun haf a license so should I feel ashamed of myself? No I’m not.
“xingyou, do u haf a license?”
“no I dun haf a license”
“how come? Haven’t go learn yet arh?”
“I dun haf a car, learn for wat?”
“nvm la, no car ok one juz go learn”
go learn for wat? For fuck? when I dun haf a car. Wats e rush? I dun understand……if I dun get a license at the age of 22 I’ll become retarded? Or at 27 I’ll lose hand eye coordination n can’t pick up driving? Some ppl like to think that when they dun haf a car, having a license will force them to strive hard for a car. I beg to differ. I think because of e fact tt I dun haf a license, I’ll work doubly hard for a car.
So wats e big fuss about a driving license? Ppl say er not easy to get one neh, its quite tough to get first time pass one leh. Personally, I think going through platoon sergeant course in sispec is 300 times tougher, so does tt make me a big fuck? no wat. I’m not sore because my parents cannot provide me wif a car, not sore wif the fact tt I’m poor. But I’m sore wif certain ppl feeling that they r so big fuck because they can drive a car n so they r damn superior. Whose car r u driving? Ur car or ur parents car? If u paid for ur car then its urs n I eat my words. But if u dun own e car then pls dun act like being able to drive is a big thing. I see so many ppl around wif licenses n their driving cmi………..so does tt mean tt my driving sucks worse than theirs? I’m quite sure I’m a good driver in the future. If e car is not urs, then u r of e same level as me, n we shall see who gets a car first. =)
We decided to go to west mall, 天乐哩 aka mayim, the Chinese restaurant on the second floor to have our meals. A few of the guys were veri disappointed that the 店花 was not around to serve us. Hahahaha, that’s also one of e reasons y they decided to dine there in the first place. Dinner was great n all thanks to weijie who treated all of us. Bill – 98 bucks. In total 8 ppl went:
eng1 - weijie
eng2 – xingyou
ang1 – weiming
ang2 – nicholas
kwek1 – yuanheng
kwek2 – xianzhi
mr ong – yisheng
mrs ong – ys’s gf
I think ys’s gf is veri sweet n nice. Hehehe so happie for him man, they look so happie n blissful together. =) 真幸福。Was chatting wif her so tt she’ll feel at ease in the company of so many guys. Hehehe i hope she had a happie dinner wif us cause we enjoyed her company also. Realized tt I’m always the good fren of my fren’s ex gfs. Think its because I hope n wan my frens to welcome my gf n make her feel at ease as much as I make theirs feel good when we are together in a big group. Tt’s in the future of coz n they better be 自动 (if not I give them each a flying kick =p)
hmmm, I think a lot of ppl around us seem to feel tt having a driving license is an extremely proud thing n its kinda like a status. I dun haf a license so should I feel ashamed of myself? No I’m not.
“xingyou, do u haf a license?”
“no I dun haf a license”
“how come? Haven’t go learn yet arh?”
“I dun haf a car, learn for wat?”
“nvm la, no car ok one juz go learn”
go learn for wat? For fuck? when I dun haf a car. Wats e rush? I dun understand……if I dun get a license at the age of 22 I’ll become retarded? Or at 27 I’ll lose hand eye coordination n can’t pick up driving? Some ppl like to think that when they dun haf a car, having a license will force them to strive hard for a car. I beg to differ. I think because of e fact tt I dun haf a license, I’ll work doubly hard for a car.
So wats e big fuss about a driving license? Ppl say er not easy to get one neh, its quite tough to get first time pass one leh. Personally, I think going through platoon sergeant course in sispec is 300 times tougher, so does tt make me a big fuck? no wat. I’m not sore because my parents cannot provide me wif a car, not sore wif the fact tt I’m poor. But I’m sore wif certain ppl feeling that they r so big fuck because they can drive a car n so they r damn superior. Whose car r u driving? Ur car or ur parents car? If u paid for ur car then its urs n I eat my words. But if u dun own e car then pls dun act like being able to drive is a big thing. I see so many ppl around wif licenses n their driving cmi………..so does tt mean tt my driving sucks worse than theirs? I’m quite sure I’m a good driver in the future. If e car is not urs, then u r of e same level as me, n we shall see who gets a car first. =)
Thursday, April 07, 2005
horoscope link =)
http://www.astrology-online.com/scorpio.htm
ok sheena, i posted the site address here le. to switch to other horoscopes go to e bottom of the web page n click on the links. =) anyway i haf no idea y miss blurblur calls me nanananana, i think she too shy la to mention me in her blog. =p kk enjoy e horoscope guys =)
ok sheena, i posted the site address here le. to switch to other horoscopes go to e bottom of the web page n click on the links. =) anyway i haf no idea y miss blurblur calls me nanananana, i think she too shy la to mention me in her blog. =p kk enjoy e horoscope guys =)
lonely feeling
its 3.54am now n i'm still online doing pdc assignment. sigh, i dun noe y but i'm feeling veri veri lonely now..................好难受的感觉。everyone has went to sleep le, those not asleep and r on msn r not replying my msgs.............. sigh. =( veri sadded by the nite again. how nice it will be if someone can give me a hug now or give me a call now to let me haf some company when i'm feeling so lonely n lost. its been veri veri long since i've felt like tt. last time during jc or secondary school at this moment when i'm so down, i can call tingting(my rv good fren) to chat, cause only she will be awake at this moment. n she nvr fails to make me much more cheerful. i miss e a lot of ppl in my life now at this moment. i missed wingchi (my fren who migrated to US), missed yinnah, missed xueni, missed stella, missed tingting, missed them a lot a lot. i wish i can haf ur company to keep me through a lonely n sad nite like this. *Hugz*
Monday, April 04, 2005
tidying things up
monday = no school = S.O.P = blog entry =)
i woke up at 12pm todae, thx for e call from ed asking me whether i'm going for e chem engin DnD dinner in august i think. Aiyah 随便 la, my frens dun call me mr anything for nothing. Coping wif fluctuating mood swings is a veri tiring job. shall sleep more n listen to more music n keep myself busy so tt my mind doesn't wander off again. =）
Read this veri appropriate part in a book yesterday for how to cope wif my recent mood swings ------ "Probably the greatest way to feel better abt urself is to do something for somebody else. Excessive worry n self-pity grow out of self-preoccupation" This phrase is also dedicated to a lot of my frens who r plagued by their own problems.....大家一起加油， 好吗？
So i put my thoughts into actions........ keeping myself busy. whenever i'm veri troubled or feeling 烦， i like to tidy up my stuff. Not sure y i do tt, but i do tt always................without fail. i like to tidy up my table, clear everything then wipe it. After tt sweep e floor, open all the windows to air e room, etc etc. Usually after tt, i feel veri good........surprisingly. it helps.
i tried to think of reason y it helps, e most rational should be tt it is kinda analogous to tidying up my feelings n thoughts as well. making sure i do wat i'm suppose to be doing to get myself out of messy situations (physical n mental)
This morning after i woke up, i tidied up my bed. First time after like years i tidy up my bed. Last time my mum used to do it, but then she also sian diao = she dun bother liao except when she changes bed sheets. so todae i went to tidy it up n posted a picture below. a bit blur cause i dun noe how to zoom properly. but juz to let u guys see my final product.
i woke up at 12pm todae, thx for e call from ed asking me whether i'm going for e chem engin DnD dinner in august i think. Aiyah 随便 la, my frens dun call me mr anything for nothing. Coping wif fluctuating mood swings is a veri tiring job. shall sleep more n listen to more music n keep myself busy so tt my mind doesn't wander off again. =）
Read this veri appropriate part in a book yesterday for how to cope wif my recent mood swings ------ "Probably the greatest way to feel better abt urself is to do something for somebody else. Excessive worry n self-pity grow out of self-preoccupation" This phrase is also dedicated to a lot of my frens who r plagued by their own problems.....大家一起加油， 好吗？
So i put my thoughts into actions........ keeping myself busy. whenever i'm veri troubled or feeling 烦， i like to tidy up my stuff. Not sure y i do tt, but i do tt always................without fail. i like to tidy up my table, clear everything then wipe it. After tt sweep e floor, open all the windows to air e room, etc etc. Usually after tt, i feel veri good........surprisingly. it helps.
i tried to think of reason y it helps, e most rational should be tt it is kinda analogous to tidying up my feelings n thoughts as well. making sure i do wat i'm suppose to be doing to get myself out of messy situations (physical n mental)
This morning after i woke up, i tidied up my bed. First time after like years i tidy up my bed. Last time my mum used to do it, but then she also sian diao = she dun bother liao except when she changes bed sheets. so todae i went to tidy it up n posted a picture below. a bit blur cause i dun noe how to zoom properly. but juz to let u guys see my final product.
Tada! there's miffy posing for e pic on e right. =) okok feeling happie now since everything tt is supposed to be in order is in order (physically).
Anyway by coincidence, i was going to comment on one of xiang's blog entries....so i click on e comment button n saw tt pauline was asking "some funnie qns" hehehehe... okok cause weixiang's blog started wif a person X telling him tt he's attached le. go read his blog if u guys wanna noe wat he's blogging abt. Then pauline commented n asked him if person X was xingyou. :S (i look like i'm going to get attached meh? i'm not such a lucky person, i noe tt) hahahah then i told weixiang abt tt comment. He said tt if i ever told him tt i'm attached, he will post on his blog says xy told him he's attached :S hahahahah heng i was going to comment on it, if not i won't have known pauline thought i had a scandal. *faints*
hmmm, juz some thoughts on tt blog entry of xiang's (e title is is status so important) honestly, i think status is realli not tt important. i'm not saying tt being bf n gf is crap..... wat i mean is e 名分 is realli not tt 重要。wat matters is e connection btw e couple, e bond, e sharing of thoughts feelings n ideals, etc etc. No point having e 名分 when its realli either empty or lacking something inside. If i'm in tt situation, i won't wan the status because like wat weixiang concurred, it means nothing.
nothing wrong being single wat (i mean for those who r not used to being single, get used to it) i personally hate those desperate guys who r so eager to land themselves a gf. Time after time change target or everyday go flirt around wif any gal they see. Pui! wat an insult to singles, these buaya kias deserved to be shot. 做一个男人如果不痴情做什么男人。but then nvrtheless some gals in this world r damn blind to realli try to go see their 真面目。 so i will say congrats to them, seriously. =) if they like to stay wif ppl who dun treat them well, its their business. so dun bother to comfort them when they come whining.
anyway i hope u guys comment more on my blog entries, i'm sure we can get a mini-discussion going. anyway, anyone can comment on my entries cause i changed e settings to tt of any anonymous person can also comment. heheheh looking forward to more comments, its ok if u dun wan to disclose ur identity. =) muacks love u guys, enjoy ur week! 大家开心一点。
Sunday, April 03, 2005
my zodiac
recently i've been reading a lot of ppl's blogs. kinda enjoyable in fact to read blogs abt frens n ppl close to u rather than ppl whom u dun realli noe. Cause blogs give u an inner perspective to understanding a person's thoughts n ideals. was chatting wif shuping yesterday encouraging her to blog more entries, especially abt her love story wif patrick. =) After i came home late last nite, i read her entry (her thoughts abt e things tt happened btw e 2 of them) and i was juz so 感动。感动 to the extent that i almost cried. Such sweet memories, such wonderful things tt happened............................. =) feeling happie for shuping, muz cherish patrick more ok? *hugz*
Tt's e way i am. always full of emotions n thoughts in my mind. Cause i'm a scorpio. A lot of ppl r born scorpios but they r not true blue scorpios. they dun behave n think like scorpios do. (no offence) i'm sure u guys will agree. not everyone born in tt time of the year seem to haf the characteristics of that zodiac sign. Most ppl haf some, some haf none but some haf mostly every characteristic.
i remed i did a test abt horoscope that the results show tt i'm 80% scorpio. =) not bad. hehehe i shall now put a paragraph that describes scorpios.
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.
=) tt's basically veri like much wat i am, mostly.
Quote of e day:
"ur thoughts make or break u"
Tt's e way i am. always full of emotions n thoughts in my mind. Cause i'm a scorpio. A lot of ppl r born scorpios but they r not true blue scorpios. they dun behave n think like scorpios do. (no offence) i'm sure u guys will agree. not everyone born in tt time of the year seem to haf the characteristics of that zodiac sign. Most ppl haf some, some haf none but some haf mostly every characteristic.
i remed i did a test abt horoscope that the results show tt i'm 80% scorpio. =) not bad. hehehe i shall now put a paragraph that describes scorpios.
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.
=) tt's basically veri like much wat i am, mostly.
Quote of e day:
"ur thoughts make or break u"
Friday, April 01, 2005
i'm sorry
To dear jw, i'm so sorry. pls accept my apology k? i noe i've been unappreciative n i feel like kicking myself for it now...................................so so sorry, pls forgive me.
Sigh, a day tt's hit wif so many setbacks.............................a day to ponder over, a day to remember. ting was veri sweet todae, appreciated her wonderful gesture............she saw me going over to buy drink during lunch todae. knew tt my mood was rotten so she decided to give chase to me to treat me to a drink. thxthx, 我很感动。thx to jw for trying to make my mood better, 我的心中真得很感激。sometimes certains things n feelings r felt in the heart n they'll stay there for a long time. i always rem ppl who haf been wif me throughout tough times to give me 关怀和呵护。
Another setback, another lesson, another learning process..............Life's so hard sometimes. =) i will not let this get me down...................................................The more life puts me down, the more i'll prove that i'm worthy of wat i deserve.
On the other side, todae was a lovely day.........had the honour of sitting next to lindy during lsm lecture where we shared all e jokes of e day abt polygamy n monogamy cause e lecturer got damn a lot of stories. She's great company i feel, feel so at ease wif her now n then.
Watched e last episode of 三国演义yesterday.............................. haf a lot of 感想. admire a lot of them for their sacrifices n 优点。i realli feel that 乱世出英雄 - tough times realli bring out e best within us, hone our characters, make us strong. W/o these tough times, we can't realli say we are complete, that we deserve wat we haf. Dun u guys agree? painful lessons only serve to make us appreciate wat we haf more, a lot more. kk shall go study now. 加油 everyone! *hugz*
Sigh, a day tt's hit wif so many setbacks.............................a day to ponder over, a day to remember. ting was veri sweet todae, appreciated her wonderful gesture............she saw me going over to buy drink during lunch todae. knew tt my mood was rotten so she decided to give chase to me to treat me to a drink. thxthx, 我很感动。thx to jw for trying to make my mood better, 我的心中真得很感激。sometimes certains things n feelings r felt in the heart n they'll stay there for a long time. i always rem ppl who haf been wif me throughout tough times to give me 关怀和呵护。
Another setback, another lesson, another learning process..............Life's so hard sometimes. =) i will not let this get me down...................................................The more life puts me down, the more i'll prove that i'm worthy of wat i deserve.
On the other side, todae was a lovely day.........had the honour of sitting next to lindy during lsm lecture where we shared all e jokes of e day abt polygamy n monogamy cause e lecturer got damn a lot of stories. She's great company i feel, feel so at ease wif her now n then.
Watched e last episode of 三国演义yesterday.............................. haf a lot of 感想. admire a lot of them for their sacrifices n 优点。i realli feel that 乱世出英雄 - tough times realli bring out e best within us, hone our characters, make us strong. W/o these tough times, we can't realli say we are complete, that we deserve wat we haf. Dun u guys agree? painful lessons only serve to make us appreciate wat we haf more, a lot more. kk shall go study now. 加油 everyone! *hugz*
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