decided to blog now since i tried to sleep after i woke up n i failed. miserably........can't seem to sleep well at all nowadays. perhaps a sign that i'm subconsicously perturbed, guess things will get better in e future. =)
It was another nightmare............its those type of dream that's realli ok n nothing special one. then all e long build-up led to the last scene that shook me so so much. i was so hurt in e dream....but luckily i woke up. =)
i had a great day after e MTO paper, went wif miaoling alone to JE to eat then we went to arcade to play bishi-bashi. a shame that lindy can't join us cause its so fun to play 3 person rather than 2. nvrtheless, i told miaoling how much i appreciated her company, considering these days when everyone's got to do their own stuff n i'm so lonely at times. After e completion of all e bishi-bashi stages, miaoling won 11 n i won 9. =( n out of those 11 times, 2 times was draw n she caught me by surprise by hitting veri fast in e tiebreaker. =S cheat my feelings hahaha.
This period has been a tough one for me................then to lose focus easily n my mood swings r siao one. Now, i feel relatively better. =) thanks to e extremely nice white hello kitty that ting t-loan me (hehe i bought it for her one in e first place) as well as e list of 12 affirmations which i pined up on e soft board on e wall beside my study table. Affirmations work real well when u r down.............u guys should try it. Write down all e positive thoughts on a piece of paper n then keep looking at it. =)
Went to pei ys at his father wake juz now. =) he passed away when he's onli 53. so young................(makes me think that i'm already 22 ++ now) Life is so fragile. always learn to cherish e ppl around u. sigh, its sad to go for funerals, brings back sad memories abt e one that i'm involved. now, out of e 9 of my good guy frens, 3 have lost their fathers...but time wouldn't stand still for us n our loved ones. i guess we juz haf to move on n carry on wif our lives. Sigh....One of e nites last week i told ting that if one day i should die young, i wan to be holding her hand if possible on that moment i leave this world..onli then will i leave in peace n feeling so loved.
At this moment in my life, i can gladly tell myself that i've lived my life e best way i noe how in e past 22 years...........n will continue to do so........Live in e moment, cherish my frens and family. =)
Xiang juz added me to e shared 4M blog........hehehe i'll be making my guest blog entries there as well. =)
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment