Thursday, June 02, 2005

standstill

i realised e thoughts in my mind has come to a standstill, maybe that's e reason why my blog entries have stopped as well.........i stand here, feeling lost n looking all around me. where should i go on from here? how long should i take to decide where to move on?

i shall blog abt some 真心话。 真心话 is a veri appropriate phrase to describe these thoughts cause they realli come from deep down within me...

=) everyone of us in this world is a veri unique n special individual............we live in this big world where billions of other individuals reside in too..... i'm sure a lot of us has questioned wats our purpose in life. maybe we were brought into this world to study hard, work hard then die......... If u look at it from a simple perspective, we live for 70 years in this world then we vanish from it. simple as that. so why not die now? doesn't make a diff i guess.......... between now n later, we all haf to die....

i guess we all live n exist in this world for a simple reason.......each one of us live on for e same reason..... Every passing day of our lives, i'm sure we all live our lives e best way we know how, perhaps occasionally stumbling along e way........ This reason nvrtheless is simple, each of us has within him/her a strong sense of self worth, we live each day so that ppl can see recognise our worth, to validate our existence..... we hope that ppl understand us, love us cause we noe we r worthy of that love n understanding.

that's wat separates e true friends, family n bfs/gfs from e hi/bye friends or ppl we dun noe. they give us massive love, support, self belief......cause we r worthy of it. sigh, sometimes it hurts veri veri badly when u noe that ppl around u do not cherish ur existence nor recognise ur self worth. tt feeling sucks..................................big time. in short, we live this life remembering n cherishing e ppl who brought worth into our lives for us............Its a priceless feeling.........

ting, u r perhaps e onli person who truely sees all my worth n cherish it........n for that veri simple reason, u've been e onli person to haf walked e straight path into my heart. 谢谢你. tonite will be a marvellous sting ray dinner wif u. *hugz*

1 comment:

. said...

we all require recognition and acknowledgement of our existence. i am happy for you that you have a sister who is able to see who you are and appreciate you for that! while i dont have any, i am glad that some are trying their hardest.

from another point of view, i also try my best to reach out to others to "walk a straight path to their heart" because i feel that it is one of my purpose in life. =))