yoyo

=) haha had a veri happie dinner wif pj, byon, veron and ting. Ate sakae sushi, 3rd week in a row haha starting to like the food there liao. haha but pricewise still a bit ex :P desperately trying to save up on my money now haha but i realise that self control and self restraint can be quite tough at certain times. Especially when u feel that its worthwhile to pamper urself after a hard days of work n sometimes that can be an excuse for us to spend indiscriminately. Esp when u think of an excuse called progress package.

work is quite boring n monotonous at times but realli thx to cx i get an abundance of laughter n lame jokes everynow n then. haha like todae we were juz talking abt how the reporters and artist in the courtroom like to take and publish the pictures which shows ppl being veri down n distraught. haha then we moved on to e topic abt politics haha cause i think (someone) was fined for overspeeding or drink driving then imagine if its e transport minister who gets caught haha or the health minister digging his nose in public lol. Those imaginery situations realli veri funnie sia. lol

ok la time realli flies with jokes like these haha sometimes the intern area realli laugh like a bunch of siao kias. Miss school a lot........ miss chatting n eating wif my frens in school haha. although the food is not realli worth looking forward to. Funnie how humans seem to feel veri troubled when all sort of problems arise then when there are no worries, they'll go and look for some to keep themself occupied again. =p haha issn't it right? haha work has realli taught me a thing or 2 abt human character n nature. Sometimes i guess ppl are juz realli different from one another....... in terms of communication, background, interest, differing priorities, differing sensitivities. Regardless of these differences, i think i'll still work hard to try to understand them better. =D

Thx alice n veron, u 2 gals haf been extremely sweet. =)

feeling much better already

haha thx to xz yl n yh for ur best wishes haha. =) i'm fine already liao, kinda sorted out my tots by myself. hahaha become much stronger liao n much more confident........... kinda nice to feel this way.. Thx guys ^^ :) u fellas take good care of urself k? haha cya soon!

disappointment

todae is quite a depressing day for me........................................ recently found that its realli quite easy for me to feel down easily...... Maybe its because all the bad things are actually piling up at one go....... Wat to do? i guess juz bite e bullet loh............................

i realise that i've been wrong................i've been too naive......... i guess i can't expect ppl to show concern n cherish me for who i am.........no matter how hard i try, i can't make them appreciate me more or become geniunely interested in me........... i've failed.......... maybe its time to move on n find new ppl in my life..............ppl who realli loves me for who i am n won't take e things i do for them as granted..........

Sometimes i feel veri frustrated when i think how unfair this world is ........................ y do the undeserved ppl always get more.......... y do ppl give preferential treatment to certain ppl.................... ya i noe i shouldn't compare ya i noe i shouldn't whine ya i noe i shouldn't be too kan bu kai, i noe i can't expect to haf everything i wan......................... But issit realli too much to ask for e small little things i feel i deserve?!?

todae morning was super saddening when i realise that i realli do miss angela's (my best fren at exxon) company a lot.................. cause she realli makes me feel good everyday, she appreciates all e things i do for her n most importantly she makes me feel that i deserve everything wonderful in this world. This type of fren is extremely hard to come by........

its very disappointing to noe that when i'm sick, the ppl close to me r not e ones showing me concern..............., i have to eat alone cause non of my frens are free to meet up wif me for even once a week for many weeks, when u write a book for someone its dunno left in the mess of the room, when u tell someone u need something badly its all forgotten cleanly, worklife is sometimes veri unhappie n now angela's gone, and ppl taking u for granted.

maybe e problem lies wif me...................................