its a hot n sweaty tuesday

todae e weather is SI BEI HOT............ i totally regret wearing jeans sia. After one whole day in the humid weather, i'm not officially very very tired........... Reached home at 730pm n then concussed in bed till 930........ ya now i dunno if i can fall asleep later cause lesson tml requires me to wake up at 8am. =S

i noticed something recently.............. it kinda like struck me hard......... haha i realised chem engin gals are starting to wear make-up n fanciful clothes to school ya the year 4 chem engin gals. Its quite interesting actually, certain gals which i haf classified as too muggerish n borish have seemingly become more 爱美 n start to wear nicer stuff to school. hahaha actually its quite a good thing for them, at least they look more presentable now. Yet it seems as though some others r still the same, still e same hairstyle n the same pattern hahah. i guess perhaps they will stay this way for quite a long time ba since they r change-adverse. LOL i'm not saying its good or its bad i'm juz saying that tt's e way they r n that's e way they r probably staying.

Another thing, i realised its veri hard to be a good "consoler" and a listener. Listening with empathy tt's a virtue which everyone calls it............ e thing is when someone tells u his problems n then starts complaining............. Do i A) console tt person by telling things that the person wans to hear which may not actually help him? or do i B) console tt person by saying things that he needs to hear but doesn't wan to hear? its a tough decision.......u noe?
but i guess i'll nvr choose A because i believe in saying things that will genuinely help tt someone because i realli care..................................
It gets frustrating at times i realised..................because my words may not sound like music to their ears. It gets frustrating at times cause i feel that my 好心 is not being appreciated....... However i still believe that its worth it.

p.s. Thx a lot ruinie for the hysys disc u lend me. Its veri you xin considering i nvr asked u for it and u noe i need it. Thx :)