some thoughts

slept 6 hrs again, from 4-10 am. *yawn* feeling sleepy now again. i love e soothing sound of e piano.....................it makes me feel so good.

Some thoughts:
i yearn to haf love in my life............i wan to love n be loved. i'm afraid of loneliness all e time. =) i wan to undergo e whole experience of being in love. it will be sweet n it might hurt veri badly. but e experience will be once in a lifetime. There's so much i wanna do for e person i love, so much i wanna share wif her. i wonder where can i find such a special person around...........been looking for her for 22 years already. its a tiring journey to find her.................is she looking for me as well? i can't see her in e crowds of ppl in front of me, so demoralising. =( She muz haf that special character of gold which i'm looking for (which is veri rare)........................looks dun matter........................ i wonder when i'll see her around in my life. i'll run up to her n give her a big hug n tell her nvr to leave me again, for my life is incomplete w/o her. i hope she cries then n tell me e same words back. n i noe for that special moment to happen in my life, all e heartbreaks that i've suffered b4 will be worth it. =)

i hope life is fair when it is not. i hope fate will have some surprise for me.............. i'll wait patiently juz as i've waited for so long...........................................

我和平凡人并没有不同，只是用力唱出一首情歌让自己感动。