tidying things up

monday = no school = S.O.P = blog entry =)

i woke up at 12pm todae, thx for e call from ed asking me whether i'm going for e chem engin DnD dinner in august i think. Aiyah 随便 la, my frens dun call me mr anything for nothing. Coping wif fluctuating mood swings is a veri tiring job. shall sleep more n listen to more music n keep myself busy so tt my mind doesn't wander off again. =）

Read this veri appropriate part in a book yesterday for how to cope wif my recent mood swings ------ "Probably the greatest way to feel better abt urself is to do something for somebody else. Excessive worry n self-pity grow out of self-preoccupation" This phrase is also dedicated to a lot of my frens who r plagued by their own problems.....大家一起加油， 好吗？

So i put my thoughts into actions........ keeping myself busy. whenever i'm veri troubled or feeling 烦， i like to tidy up my stuff. Not sure y i do tt, but i do tt always................without fail. i like to tidy up my table, clear everything then wipe it. After tt sweep e floor, open all the windows to air e room, etc etc. Usually after tt, i feel veri good........surprisingly. it helps.
i tried to think of reason y it helps, e most rational should be tt it is kinda analogous to tidying up my feelings n thoughts as well. making sure i do wat i'm suppose to be doing to get myself out of messy situations (physical n mental)

This morning after i woke up, i tidied up my bed. First time after like years i tidy up my bed. Last time my mum used to do it, but then she also sian diao = she dun bother liao except when she changes bed sheets. so todae i went to tidy it up n posted a picture below. a bit blur cause i dun noe how to zoom properly. but juz to let u guys see my final product.

Tada! there's miffy posing for e pic on e right. =) okok feeling happie now since everything tt is supposed to be in order is in order (physically).

Anyway by coincidence, i was going to comment on one of xiang's blog entries....so i click on e comment button n saw tt pauline was asking "some funnie qns" hehehehe... okok cause weixiang's blog started wif a person X telling him tt he's attached le. go read his blog if u guys wanna noe wat he's blogging abt. Then pauline commented n asked him if person X was xingyou. :S (i look like i'm going to get attached meh? i'm not such a lucky person, i noe tt) hahahah then i told weixiang abt tt comment. He said tt if i ever told him tt i'm attached, he will post on his blog says xy told him he's attached :S hahahahah heng i was going to comment on it, if not i won't have known pauline thought i had a scandal. *faints*

hmmm, juz some thoughts on tt blog entry of xiang's (e title is is status so important) honestly, i think status is realli not tt important. i'm not saying tt being bf n gf is crap..... wat i mean is e 名分 is realli not tt 重要。wat matters is e connection btw e couple, e bond, e sharing of thoughts feelings n ideals, etc etc. No point having e 名分 when its realli either empty or lacking something inside. If i'm in tt situation, i won't wan the status because like wat weixiang concurred, it means nothing.

nothing wrong being single wat (i mean for those who r not used to being single, get used to it) i personally hate those desperate guys who r so eager to land themselves a gf. Time after time change target or everyday go flirt around wif any gal they see. Pui! wat an insult to singles, these buaya kias deserved to be shot. 做一个男人如果不痴情做什么男人。but then nvrtheless some gals in this world r damn blind to realli try to go see their 真面目。 so i will say congrats to them, seriously. =) if they like to stay wif ppl who dun treat them well, its their business. so dun bother to comfort them when they come whining.

anyway i hope u guys comment more on my blog entries, i'm sure we can get a mini-discussion going. anyway, anyone can comment on my entries cause i changed e settings to tt of any anonymous person can also comment. heheheh looking forward to more comments, its ok if u dun wan to disclose ur identity. =) muacks love u guys, enjoy ur week! 大家开心一点。