wonderful day at pgp =)

yesterday was a great, great, great wonderful wonderful day. me n ting n jw planned e nite b4 that we'll be going to pgp to mug together. i think ting reached there at 1230 n i told her i'll be there at 1300 but in e end i reached at 1415. heheheh cause i was busy chatting wif wingchi on msn. actually she was using mac's msn version which is damn sucky. heheheh i wanted to show myself on webcam to her but her msn have no webcam function. n e bestest part abt her msn was that it will log off every few minutes (let's say 15 mins) n sometimes we can still chat even though e status says she's offline. *rolls eyes* i thought US technology should be more advanced? hehehehehe i guess not. HAHAHAHAHA. *abish*

hmmm, i'm sure all of my frens dun noe who she is. kinda like my hidden fren. =) but she's definitely my longest fren around. i think i knew her during P4, so tt's abt 13 years tt i've known her existence. =) sorry gal, for e early years of my life, i didn't learn to cherish this special frenship btw us. i'm veri regretful tt i let the time of our friendship slip away. slip away w/o even realising it. one of e regrets of my life. oh then she migrated to US in 2000 n it was onli then tt i felt tt i should haf been by her side more. cried at e airport cause i was afraid i won't eveer see her again. i was afraid to lose her forever. *hugz* we haven't seen each other for 5 years since then. even though fate has it that she came back on a holiday a few years ago n tt i saw her at west mall n she didn't see me. + i didn't realise it was her cause i didn't noe she came back. i should've went to attempt to check whether tt sweet gal was her. so in e end, she left again.

hehehe, we shall talk abt e more positive things in e future. once i haf enough money to afford to go US after i start working. i'll take a plane there alone to find u gal........ i missed u a lotz. perhaps its time for me to start showing u how 重要 u r in my life. when i was 10, u were my fren, when i was 20 u were my fren. so when i am 50, i'll make sure u r still my fren. one of e most special frens.........tt's for sure. we'll be frens for life..........(even though u told me: let's see)
think u haf been disappointed too much in ur life. sigh *patpat* somethings in life nvr change as time passes. i noe e core part of my character won't change, how special u r to me will nvr change....................

back to pgp. hahaha let us analyse e rate of xy's mugging efficiency at pgp. to be honest, my overall efficiency was 50%. when i juz read e books, my mind will wonder off to somewhere else then drift back again. so even though i loooked like i'm sitting there readin my textbook, i think u can infer e rest.

at pgp: 50% mugging, 50% mind wondering off
at home: 20% mugging, 50% mind wondering off, 20% msn distraction, 10% risk of slipping into depression.

conclusion? hehehe a bit clear hor. at pgp i can double e rate of my mugging 1.5 times. i think ting was quite scared yesterday when she can see me slipping into depression at abt 8pm. luckily, i managed to put my thoughts under control n took a long stroll in pgp alone. e nite breeze was good n calmed me down. i can think clearly again. =) took bus 30 wif ting to jp. heheheh was great company. i can't help looking at ting n smiling at her because she realli lights up my life wif happiness. she's my 开心果。 love u lotz sis *hugz* hehehe after tt we went to old chang kee where i got her favourite carrot cake for her + my favourite crab nuggets. hehehehe u guys should see both our grinning faces. so 小孩子。 i reached home at 2245, 1hr n 40 mins after i left pgp. =) well worth e time.

thx nic for e hello kitty smiley, u made ting veri happie! thx, i owe u one :)