slacking

hehe, been slacking since e start of e holidays......nowadays got plenty of time to go read ppl's blogs n stuff. came across adrian's blog. oh dear, his last 3 entries were so sad can..............i reckon something horrendous muz haf happened - (muz haf broken up). Its a bad time of e year i guess cause simon broke up wif yiting after 3 years plus....... 真是祸不单行. n so did zhiliang.

*hugz* to all of u guys k? suddenly i'm flooded by a lot of 感触 again. hahaha, i'm always so emotional n full of feelings. I remed that during secondary school when i chatted wif Lifang over e phone occasionally, she mentioned that i'm blessed wif a veri special ability to feel a lot...........to feel wif my heart. But having this ability also meant some tradeoffs r inevitable. At times of my life, i find it veri hard to restrain n control my feelings. i wonder if it has brought me more good or harm.

i think throughout my life, i've been blessed wif a lot of frens. Having great frens around my side is something that i nvr had to worry abt. They seem to come so naturally n easily to me. its been veri evident during my sec school, jc as well as army frens. Even my msn frens like sheena, shuping and yuanli are fantastic ppl to be around wif. as well as my wonderful frens in cn5. Frens haf became an integral part of my life, in fact they haf already become a part of myself i guess. Something which i'm veri grateful cause a good environment of frens actually do a lot of my personal character building.

ting mentioned last nite that i'm veri good at consoling ppl n making them feel good abt themselves. hehehehe i hope n i'll do my best to spread e happiness that's in my heart n soul to e ppl around me. to infect them wif lotz of love n happie times, to make a difference to their lives.