recently been having a lot of 感触. Time seems to fly at an amazing rate esp when i'm so bogged down by fyp exam preparation and project discussions. =) work life seems to be fast approaching :S and though i dun realli like hectic n stressful exam periods i do enjoy myself in school most of e time with e company of my frens. hehe
i remed one day i dreamt abt lindy n miaoling n how happie we were all in school. kinda like suddenly dawned on me that i realli havent been catching up with them for very long, esp when school's abt to end soon liao. i realli think i should start spending time with wonderful frens like them while i can before we all move on to advancing our careers. in my mind i can still vividly rem the crazy times when we went bishi bashi in jurong and how we became the champions of the captain's ball tournament juz a year back :) hehe.
As we all prepare to embark on our working careers and life journeys, i guess i need to cultivate a greater sense of independence within myself so that i can have more strength to face the challenges lying ahead in my life :) i think i should be mentally prepared in case set backs do occur as well as coping with the lonliness that i might have to go through when everyone is busy with their work life. =) juz some spontaneous tots of mine. hehe
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
some tots
1) expecting to see failure is a loser's mentality. Winners dun expect to see failure, they see failure as unexpected.
2) motivating an unmotivated person is perhaps the most impossible task possible.
3) sacrificing my time for fyp to do design 1 at the expense of a free-rider isn't realli something i'm veri happie about.
4) Its human tendency for ppl to take each other's niceness for granted. Some ppl nvr initiate anything n see it as 应当 for the other party to always arrange activities and take initiative. These ppl nvr noe that's e most unappreciative response to ppl who constantly side aside time and effort for them.
5) meetings w/o an agenda or any form of organisation are called time-consuming and time wasting gatherings.
6) Once trust is lost, its very hard to find it back again.
7) Happiness is not a destination, it is not something that is distant. It is a state of the mind, something that can be found when one is peaceful with him/herself.
Tots aside, anyone game for movie this coming week? i wanna watch the death notebook movie hahaha xz recommend one. =) veri long nvr relax liao. Those who are free pls come find me hehe :)
2) motivating an unmotivated person is perhaps the most impossible task possible.
3) sacrificing my time for fyp to do design 1 at the expense of a free-rider isn't realli something i'm veri happie about.
4) Its human tendency for ppl to take each other's niceness for granted. Some ppl nvr initiate anything n see it as 应当 for the other party to always arrange activities and take initiative. These ppl nvr noe that's e most unappreciative response to ppl who constantly side aside time and effort for them.
5) meetings w/o an agenda or any form of organisation are called time-consuming and time wasting gatherings.
6) Once trust is lost, its very hard to find it back again.
7) Happiness is not a destination, it is not something that is distant. It is a state of the mind, something that can be found when one is peaceful with him/herself.
Tots aside, anyone game for movie this coming week? i wanna watch the death notebook movie hahaha xz recommend one. =) veri long nvr relax liao. Those who are free pls come find me hehe :)
Friday, October 06, 2006
mid autumn festival
after 1 hectic n stressful week where there's lots of project discussion homework + tests to study.....................................
i'm home alone on a mid autumn festival having eaten onli 1/8 of a mooncake till date n feeling bored n lonely cause no one's realli online......... n i have not much time to go out n haf fun........
well done...................................................*pat on e back*
Several things i'm quite irritated wif recently:
1) y muz chem engin's fyp be 1 sem while e rest of the engin courses are 2 sems?
2) y the f*** muz i study mechnical design for my design1 module when i'm not a mechanical engineer
3) y petroleum midterm test muz cover the syllabus taught till the date of the test which is bloodee A LOT OF STUFF.
4) y do i feel so pressured to do well this sem?
5) y do i haf so much work to do that i have to go home every night at 9-10 plus.....
.......................................................................................ya n that's not including the super DAMN a lot of career talks that i have to go to in the search for a job.
i'm home alone on a mid autumn festival having eaten onli 1/8 of a mooncake till date n feeling bored n lonely cause no one's realli online......... n i have not much time to go out n haf fun........
well done...................................................*pat on e back*
Several things i'm quite irritated wif recently:
1) y muz chem engin's fyp be 1 sem while e rest of the engin courses are 2 sems?
2) y the f*** muz i study mechnical design for my design1 module when i'm not a mechanical engineer
3) y petroleum midterm test muz cover the syllabus taught till the date of the test which is bloodee A LOT OF STUFF.
4) y do i feel so pressured to do well this sem?
5) y do i haf so much work to do that i have to go home every night at 9-10 plus.....
.......................................................................................ya n that's not including the super DAMN a lot of career talks that i have to go to in the search for a job.
Monday, September 18, 2006
Disclaimer
to xz: hahah disclaimer for the last post of happie things.......
haha all e posts were in fact written in reverse chronological order of the happie things last week. Except the matt's bday one. hahah bo bian muz write abt matt later he say i nvr mention him again. LOL!!!! hahaha so u are still my kfc buddy. hehe.
anyway stay tuned cause photos will come up soon on e next entry heehee! :D = i kopped digicam from my brother successfully. LOL!!!
Veri honoured haha my tagboard veri hiong......... keke thanks guys quote: "u all r so close to my heart" hehehe!!!!
As wat i've told xz hehe if i realli can make the first class mark in the end hehe i promise to give JIU LOU type of treat for my fabulous guy frens hahaha.
As for alice pj veron n ting they will also get a separate big big treat from me. keke! hope i can do it! =)
haha all e posts were in fact written in reverse chronological order of the happie things last week. Except the matt's bday one. hahah bo bian muz write abt matt later he say i nvr mention him again. LOL!!!! hahaha so u are still my kfc buddy. hehe.
anyway stay tuned cause photos will come up soon on e next entry heehee! :D = i kopped digicam from my brother successfully. LOL!!!
Veri honoured haha my tagboard veri hiong......... keke thanks guys quote: "u all r so close to my heart" hehehe!!!!
As wat i've told xz hehe if i realli can make the first class mark in the end hehe i promise to give JIU LOU type of treat for my fabulous guy frens hahaha.
As for alice pj veron n ting they will also get a separate big big treat from me. keke! hope i can do it! =)
Friday, September 15, 2006
happiness hehe :P
lol recently there's a lot of well-wishing going on hahaha there's a lot of ppl who come up to me n say: "hope u find your happiness soon"; "xy u are a nice guy i'm sure u deserve to find a nice gf sooner or later"; "xy u muz go out n get to noe more ppl, then got more chance to find that special gf"
hahahaha honestly i already found my happiness i feel..... happiness is for me a state of calmness in my mind knowing that i'm at ease wif with the things that r happening in my daily life. haha okie i think that sounds chim to u guys.......... hahaha wat i mean is who says single cannot be happie :) i'm sure a lot of ppl will think i'm bullshitting here. hahaha but seriously la i'm happie enough
lol i'm happie going to lessons wif such a good fren like ting hehe eating lunch wif her.
then going to lab wif my best lab partner peijia, although she yesterday open e drawer nvr close, hai me kena e drawer on my knee... DAMN PAIN!
haha n happiness is going to nic's house n got free food (claypot rice + 10 satay sticks) hahaha happiness is a lot of other things as well la.
It is also going to dinner wif mingjie and eating 五香 while listening to his travelling stories in san diego.
Happiness is going to matt's house on his bday n having a mini bday celebration wif my 3 good frens n after tt watching hostel haha LOL!!
and having weijie's company for dinner at boon lay market at 11pm... OUR favourite NASI LEMAK!!!! lol.
n of coz being happie all e time is hardwork.......................... there's bound to be times when frustration n downness comes in. lol n lastly i have happiness because i noe my frens are happie :)
hahahaha honestly i already found my happiness i feel..... happiness is for me a state of calmness in my mind knowing that i'm at ease wif with the things that r happening in my daily life. haha okie i think that sounds chim to u guys.......... hahaha wat i mean is who says single cannot be happie :) i'm sure a lot of ppl will think i'm bullshitting here. hahaha but seriously la i'm happie enough
lol i'm happie going to lessons wif such a good fren like ting hehe eating lunch wif her.
then going to lab wif my best lab partner peijia, although she yesterday open e drawer nvr close, hai me kena e drawer on my knee... DAMN PAIN!
haha n happiness is going to nic's house n got free food (claypot rice + 10 satay sticks) hahaha happiness is a lot of other things as well la.
It is also going to dinner wif mingjie and eating 五香 while listening to his travelling stories in san diego.
Happiness is going to matt's house on his bday n having a mini bday celebration wif my 3 good frens n after tt watching hostel haha LOL!!
and having weijie's company for dinner at boon lay market at 11pm... OUR favourite NASI LEMAK!!!! lol.
n of coz being happie all e time is hardwork.......................... there's bound to be times when frustration n downness comes in. lol n lastly i have happiness because i noe my frens are happie :)
Monday, September 11, 2006
Bo Jio
Actually for the previous like 1-2 months, there's been a worrying thought on my mind. i guess perhaps its caused by the fact that graduation is juz round the corner together wif the job seeking/searching phase of my life. Ya and that worrying tot is that i have not participated in any ECA ever since i've gotten into NUS. It suddenly struck me that perhaps having no ECA in uni might give potential employees an bad first impression during interviews.
I guess i have to admit that its my mistake that i didn't bother to participate in ECA activities during life bah. After all, i guess its very hard and a bit too late to take part and participate in ANY form of meaningful activities since i'm already in year 4 liao.............. i juz hope the negative effect of this status will not be as bad as i think it will seem. =)
n yes now i'll blog about something which juz happened........... n ya i'm sick and tired of being mr nice guy. i'm veri pissed now n i intend to give the ppl involved a piece of my mind................
(identity will not be disclosed in this very pissed entry)
3 farkers: X, Y and Z went out wif minjie (who juz returned from his trip to US) and BO JIO!..........
Yes, i'm damn pissed because i would have liked veri much to meet up wif minjie since he's been away for so long.
Yes, i'm damn pissed because its blatant double standard. Cause i can rem instances when i'm scolded by ppl when i organise activities cause i bo jio them.......... LET ME PUT THIS FACT STRAIGHT in your faces! i'll onli bo jio ppl when most of the time i ask them they give me negative responses. (i'll surely ask ppl whom i noe will surely be free) i'll onli bo jio ppl when its a trivial meeting like a supper when i'm not sure whether i'll be able to ensure ppl their transport back.
Thx guys! For such an important meeting u 3 can dun jio.................................
Disclaimer: this entry is written in an extremely pissed mood. Haha dun take it too seriously. Next time BETTER JIO HOR! kns.
I guess i have to admit that its my mistake that i didn't bother to participate in ECA activities during life bah. After all, i guess its very hard and a bit too late to take part and participate in ANY form of meaningful activities since i'm already in year 4 liao.............. i juz hope the negative effect of this status will not be as bad as i think it will seem. =)
n yes now i'll blog about something which juz happened........... n ya i'm sick and tired of being mr nice guy. i'm veri pissed now n i intend to give the ppl involved a piece of my mind................
(identity will not be disclosed in this very pissed entry)
3 farkers: X, Y and Z went out wif minjie (who juz returned from his trip to US) and BO JIO!..........
Yes, i'm damn pissed because i would have liked veri much to meet up wif minjie since he's been away for so long.
Yes, i'm damn pissed because its blatant double standard. Cause i can rem instances when i'm scolded by ppl when i organise activities cause i bo jio them.......... LET ME PUT THIS FACT STRAIGHT in your faces! i'll onli bo jio ppl when most of the time i ask them they give me negative responses. (i'll surely ask ppl whom i noe will surely be free) i'll onli bo jio ppl when its a trivial meeting like a supper when i'm not sure whether i'll be able to ensure ppl their transport back.
Thx guys! For such an important meeting u 3 can dun jio.................................
Disclaimer: this entry is written in an extremely pissed mood. Haha dun take it too seriously. Next time BETTER JIO HOR! kns.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
i need a digicam =)
Last week, 1 vietnamese left a humpy and painful swelling on my shin...........
This week, 1 super late tackle which from a striker in which he wasn't even close to the ball HIT exactly the same spot on my shin..............blooodee hell.
i wonder y they like my right shin so much............................... =(
hehe anyway i think i need to get a digi cam so that can put nice photos on my blog.. hahah but me being the frugal me, think i'll nvr fork out money to get one cause it won't be cheap. hehe a digi cam will be veri useful to me hehe can take a lot of nice photos then can put in my fyp report. keke sure score point i think =)
maybe i should open my mouth and ask my brother to lend me hehe
This week, 1 super late tackle which from a striker in which he wasn't even close to the ball HIT exactly the same spot on my shin..............blooodee hell.
i wonder y they like my right shin so much............................... =(
hehe anyway i think i need to get a digi cam so that can put nice photos on my blog.. hahah but me being the frugal me, think i'll nvr fork out money to get one cause it won't be cheap. hehe a digi cam will be veri useful to me hehe can take a lot of nice photos then can put in my fyp report. keke sure score point i think =)
maybe i should open my mouth and ask my brother to lend me hehe
need 1x digicam hehe
Last week, 1 vietnamese left a humpy and painful swelling on my shin...........
This week, 1 super late tackle which from a striker in which he wasn't even close to the ball HIT exactly the same spot on my shin..............blooodee hell.
i wonder y they like my right shin so much............................... =(
hehe anyway i think i need to get a digi cam so that can put nice photos on my blog.. hahah but me being the frugal me, think i'll nvr fork out money to get one cause it won't be cheap. hehe a digi cam will be veri useful to me hehe can take a lot of nice photos then can put in my fyp report. keke sure score point i think =) maybe i should open my mouth and ask my brother to lend me hehe
This week, 1 super late tackle which from a striker in which he wasn't even close to the ball HIT exactly the same spot on my shin..............blooodee hell.
i wonder y they like my right shin so much............................... =(
hehe anyway i think i need to get a digi cam so that can put nice photos on my blog.. hahah but me being the frugal me, think i'll nvr fork out money to get one cause it won't be cheap. hehe a digi cam will be veri useful to me hehe can take a lot of nice photos then can put in my fyp report. keke sure score point i think =) maybe i should open my mouth and ask my brother to lend me hehe
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
its a hot n sweaty tuesday
todae e weather is SI BEI HOT............ i totally regret wearing jeans sia. After one whole day in the humid weather, i'm not officially very very tired........... Reached home at 730pm n then concussed in bed till 930........ ya now i dunno if i can fall asleep later cause lesson tml requires me to wake up at 8am. =S
i noticed something recently.............. it kinda like struck me hard......... haha i realised chem engin gals are starting to wear make-up n fanciful clothes to school ya the year 4 chem engin gals. Its quite interesting actually, certain gals which i haf classified as too muggerish n borish have seemingly become more 爱美 n start to wear nicer stuff to school. hahaha actually its quite a good thing for them, at least they look more presentable now. Yet it seems as though some others r still the same, still e same hairstyle n the same pattern hahah. i guess perhaps they will stay this way for quite a long time ba since they r change-adverse. LOL i'm not saying its good or its bad i'm juz saying that tt's e way they r n that's e way they r probably staying.
Another thing, i realised its veri hard to be a good "consoler" and a listener. Listening with empathy tt's a virtue which everyone calls it............ e thing is when someone tells u his problems n then starts complaining............. Do i A) console tt person by telling things that the person wans to hear which may not actually help him? or do i B) console tt person by saying things that he needs to hear but doesn't wan to hear? its a tough decision.......u noe?
but i guess i'll nvr choose A because i believe in saying things that will genuinely help tt someone because i realli care..................................
It gets frustrating at times i realised..................because my words may not sound like music to their ears. It gets frustrating at times cause i feel that my 好心 is not being appreciated....... However i still believe that its worth it.
p.s. Thx a lot ruinie for the hysys disc u lend me. Its veri you xin considering i nvr asked u for it and u noe i need it. Thx :)
i noticed something recently.............. it kinda like struck me hard......... haha i realised chem engin gals are starting to wear make-up n fanciful clothes to school ya the year 4 chem engin gals. Its quite interesting actually, certain gals which i haf classified as too muggerish n borish have seemingly become more 爱美 n start to wear nicer stuff to school. hahaha actually its quite a good thing for them, at least they look more presentable now. Yet it seems as though some others r still the same, still e same hairstyle n the same pattern hahah. i guess perhaps they will stay this way for quite a long time ba since they r change-adverse. LOL i'm not saying its good or its bad i'm juz saying that tt's e way they r n that's e way they r probably staying.
Another thing, i realised its veri hard to be a good "consoler" and a listener. Listening with empathy tt's a virtue which everyone calls it............ e thing is when someone tells u his problems n then starts complaining............. Do i A) console tt person by telling things that the person wans to hear which may not actually help him? or do i B) console tt person by saying things that he needs to hear but doesn't wan to hear? its a tough decision.......u noe?
but i guess i'll nvr choose A because i believe in saying things that will genuinely help tt someone because i realli care..................................
It gets frustrating at times i realised..................because my words may not sound like music to their ears. It gets frustrating at times cause i feel that my 好心 is not being appreciated....... However i still believe that its worth it.
p.s. Thx a lot ruinie for the hysys disc u lend me. Its veri you xin considering i nvr asked u for it and u noe i need it. Thx :)
Thursday, July 20, 2006
updates updates
hehe after quite a long period of blogging inactivity, i'm back again. keke haven't been updating for quite long haha at least i'm not as bad as shuping (she realli took ages to update) LOL. hehe i'm getting along n enjoying the freedom of this supposedly last school holidays quite a bit. Last week i went to nic, minjie n tianyuan's commencement at UCC NUS. keke quite interesting la to get into the graduation mood.
Presenting................................LiNUS the NUS lion!!!!
anyway haf some tots after going to their graduation ceremony loh....... i was thinking maybe its also kinda good that my cap is so near 4.5 (4.44 currently) Current calculations show that i need to get 4.7 for both e last 2 sems to make it which is extremely hard but not impossible. =) quite determined to work hard and then make a final dash to the finishing line. hehe even if i can't make it at least i can feel good that i've tried my best. Nodnod
Recently also quite paiseh.. hehe yinnah came n talked to me over msn haha i also haf nothing much of my life to update her also..... i mean besides the internship i did for the past 6 months my holidays been kinda monotonous thus far. Haven't took a trip outta singapore too so there's nothing much to tell or update her wats going on in my life. =) hehe quite a good feeling that she's updating me on wats she's up to recently. Sometimes it feels good that u noe how ur good frens r getting along in other parts of the world i guess.
yup i hope veron's toe is getting better already cause that injury looks veri painful hehe =) take care n i hope u recover fast gal.
Here r my wishes to everyone:
to alice: all e best for ur CFA studies. keke i hope u will score well. =)
to veron: hope ur toe recovers fast haha
to pj: hope we enjoy working together for our design1 project n score well together! =p
to ting: hope u can consolidate ur second upper wif a wonderful sem 7 result gal!
to minjie: hope u can book out often n kena less duties keke
to ys: hope u can find a good job soon!
to xueni: enjoy ur marriage life hehe :)
to yh n matt: hope u guys can do well n graduate wif first class honours next year! =)
to xz, wj, nic n merv: hope u guys can find a lovely gf soon! haha.
to yinnah: all e best hehe hope u settle down happily soon too :)
to sp n yl: Jiayou n work hard next sem ppl! hehe
Presenting................................LiNUS the NUS lion!!!!
anyway haf some tots after going to their graduation ceremony loh....... i was thinking maybe its also kinda good that my cap is so near 4.5 (4.44 currently) Current calculations show that i need to get 4.7 for both e last 2 sems to make it which is extremely hard but not impossible. =) quite determined to work hard and then make a final dash to the finishing line. hehe even if i can't make it at least i can feel good that i've tried my best. Nodnod
Recently also quite paiseh.. hehe yinnah came n talked to me over msn haha i also haf nothing much of my life to update her also..... i mean besides the internship i did for the past 6 months my holidays been kinda monotonous thus far. Haven't took a trip outta singapore too so there's nothing much to tell or update her wats going on in my life. =) hehe quite a good feeling that she's updating me on wats she's up to recently. Sometimes it feels good that u noe how ur good frens r getting along in other parts of the world i guess.
yup i hope veron's toe is getting better already cause that injury looks veri painful hehe =) take care n i hope u recover fast gal.
Here r my wishes to everyone:
to alice: all e best for ur CFA studies. keke i hope u will score well. =)
to veron: hope ur toe recovers fast haha
to pj: hope we enjoy working together for our design1 project n score well together! =p
to ting: hope u can consolidate ur second upper wif a wonderful sem 7 result gal!
to minjie: hope u can book out often n kena less duties keke
to ys: hope u can find a good job soon!
to xueni: enjoy ur marriage life hehe :)
to yh n matt: hope u guys can do well n graduate wif first class honours next year! =)
to xz, wj, nic n merv: hope u guys can find a lovely gf soon! haha.
to yinnah: all e best hehe hope u settle down happily soon too :)
to sp n yl: Jiayou n work hard next sem ppl! hehe
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
xueni's wedding hehe =)
hehe okie paiseh for e lack of updates on my blog........... been enjoying life after IA recently :) i think although its quite slack n lazy but overall e feeling of freedom is very shuang......... like eat lunch liao tired juz go sleep lor.
Went for xueni's wedding on saturday hahah quite an interesting experience. oh xueni is my hwachong jc classmate haha so happie for her that she's finally getting married, settling down haha maybe she'll have kids soon too!
Quite a funnie feeling to go to my classmate's wedding la......... i mean afterall she's my age one keke. Then most of e guests who are frens at the wedding also all so young n youthful haha quite cute la. i mean i'm used to seeing her at class outings then suddenly one day POOF! its at her wedding. hehe
Very fun to see my classmates after so long also la. Good to see that everyone's getting along fine. i'm sure in e veri near future a lot of weddings will come hahaha. so maybe i have to also get used to going to weddings lor. Keke Here's a picture of my class 99s65. i will update very soon again. Hehe
Went for xueni's wedding on saturday hahah quite an interesting experience. oh xueni is my hwachong jc classmate haha so happie for her that she's finally getting married, settling down haha maybe she'll have kids soon too!
Quite a funnie feeling to go to my classmate's wedding la......... i mean afterall she's my age one keke. Then most of e guests who are frens at the wedding also all so young n youthful haha quite cute la. i mean i'm used to seeing her at class outings then suddenly one day POOF! its at her wedding. hehe
Very fun to see my classmates after so long also la. Good to see that everyone's getting along fine. i'm sure in e veri near future a lot of weddings will come hahaha. so maybe i have to also get used to going to weddings lor. Keke Here's a picture of my class 99s65. i will update very soon again. Hehe
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
haha my betting statistics
Due to the World Cup Fever, i've been engaging in "investing n speculative" activites. i shall show a list of my statistics before i analyse them. keke
England - Paraguay: Bet 10 on England Win; Won 3.80
Italy - Ghana: Bet 10 on Ghana +1.5; Lost 10
Korea - Togo: Bet 20 on Korea Win; Win 14
Germany - Poland: Bet 10 on Germany -1.5; Lost 10
Ecuador - Costa Rica: Bet 10 on Ecuador Win: Win 7
Sweden - Paraguay: Bet 20 on Sweden Win: Win 15
Argentina - Serbia: Bet 10 on Argentina -1.5: Win 13
Italy - USA: Bet 10 on Italy -1.5: Lost 10
Brazil - Australia: Bet 15 on Australia +1.5: Lost 15
Switzerland - Togo: Bet 20 on Switzerland Win: Won 8.40
Spain - Tunisia: Bet 20 on Spain win: Won 10
Germany - Ecuador: Bet 10 on Ecuador +1.5: Lost 10
England -Sweden: Bet 10 on Draw: Won 16.20
Statistics:
Total Games = 13
Won = 8
Lost = 5
Bet 7 on WinLoseDraw = Won All
Bet 6 on 1.5 Handicap = Lost 5 out of 6
Net Gain/Loss = +$32.40
Hahaha some interesting patterns = i bet 1x2 is 100% win, i bet on 1.5 handicap keep losing when there's onli 2 choices......... :S i bet on italy sure lose, i bet on the team i support germany i also sure lose. Everytime i bet 20 i sure win... KEKE =)
hope everyone wins money for this world cup!!!!!
England - Paraguay: Bet 10 on England Win; Won 3.80
Italy - Ghana: Bet 10 on Ghana +1.5; Lost 10
Korea - Togo: Bet 20 on Korea Win; Win 14
Germany - Poland: Bet 10 on Germany -1.5; Lost 10
Ecuador - Costa Rica: Bet 10 on Ecuador Win: Win 7
Sweden - Paraguay: Bet 20 on Sweden Win: Win 15
Argentina - Serbia: Bet 10 on Argentina -1.5: Win 13
Italy - USA: Bet 10 on Italy -1.5: Lost 10
Brazil - Australia: Bet 15 on Australia +1.5: Lost 15
Switzerland - Togo: Bet 20 on Switzerland Win: Won 8.40
Spain - Tunisia: Bet 20 on Spain win: Won 10
Germany - Ecuador: Bet 10 on Ecuador +1.5: Lost 10
England -Sweden: Bet 10 on Draw: Won 16.20
Statistics:
Total Games = 13
Won = 8
Lost = 5
Bet 7 on WinLoseDraw = Won All
Bet 6 on 1.5 Handicap = Lost 5 out of 6
Net Gain/Loss = +$32.40
Hahaha some interesting patterns = i bet 1x2 is 100% win, i bet on 1.5 handicap keep losing when there's onli 2 choices......... :S i bet on italy sure lose, i bet on the team i support germany i also sure lose. Everytime i bet 20 i sure win... KEKE =)
hope everyone wins money for this world cup!!!!!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i love this quote
Nice quote: Our words affect how we think and how we feel. What we think affects wat we say and how we feel. How we feel influences wat we say n how we think. Hence its a vicious cycle.
If we are feeling down, it is easier to change wat we say than wat we think and feel. Changing wat we say is a fresh start to break free of this vicious cycle. =)
If we are feeling down, it is easier to change wat we say than wat we think and feel. Changing wat we say is a fresh start to break free of this vicious cycle. =)
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
updates: IA ending
yo updates: been relatively troubled recently..........................and its entirely due to work reasons.. perhaps IA wasn't as relaxing n free of stress after all................... =) but i still remain positive i guess though veri hard...................
in a way its giving me a lot of stress n pressure on my part to become as competitive as the other interns....... oh and the competitiveness i'm referring to here is not realli positive competitiveness and rather its negative competitiveness. Which is defined by me as actions such as building up a r/s with e engineers juz for e sake that they'll give good reviews of u n consider u for further employment. or maybe purposely impressing e boss with ur wonderful knowledge or by 拍马屁. Actually i realise that there's realli a fine thin line between wats defined as positive competitiveness n negative competitiveness....... i guess that line should be the actual intention behind all those actions mention earlier. Whether it was realli a discussion to brainstorm rather than trying to impress e boss if u fellas can get wat i mean.
i simply cannot bring myself to compete on such a basis with the others............. which i too ponder whether it will prove to be the ultimate pitfall in my career n promotion prospects next time................... But somehow i guess i still do believe strongly in my values and feel that such hypocrisy cannot be condoned..... yet sometimes it kinda reminds me of the quote: 大丈夫必须能屈能伸. perhaps such cutthroat politics are inevitable or maybe even essential in our careers next time.......
i dunno, maybe if i stick to wat i believe in i might lose out a lot to those more adaptable colleagues in the future, maybe circumstances in the future might force me to become like them tooo. I'm realli not sure.............i juz hope i do not lose my values and identity in the future and that by being true to myself and being who i am, ppl can recognise the worth n value within me. =)
in a way its giving me a lot of stress n pressure on my part to become as competitive as the other interns....... oh and the competitiveness i'm referring to here is not realli positive competitiveness and rather its negative competitiveness. Which is defined by me as actions such as building up a r/s with e engineers juz for e sake that they'll give good reviews of u n consider u for further employment. or maybe purposely impressing e boss with ur wonderful knowledge or by 拍马屁. Actually i realise that there's realli a fine thin line between wats defined as positive competitiveness n negative competitiveness....... i guess that line should be the actual intention behind all those actions mention earlier. Whether it was realli a discussion to brainstorm rather than trying to impress e boss if u fellas can get wat i mean.
i simply cannot bring myself to compete on such a basis with the others............. which i too ponder whether it will prove to be the ultimate pitfall in my career n promotion prospects next time................... But somehow i guess i still do believe strongly in my values and feel that such hypocrisy cannot be condoned..... yet sometimes it kinda reminds me of the quote: 大丈夫必须能屈能伸. perhaps such cutthroat politics are inevitable or maybe even essential in our careers next time.......
i dunno, maybe if i stick to wat i believe in i might lose out a lot to those more adaptable colleagues in the future, maybe circumstances in the future might force me to become like them tooo. I'm realli not sure.............i juz hope i do not lose my values and identity in the future and that by being true to myself and being who i am, ppl can recognise the worth n value within me. =)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
the habit of being happie hehe!
hehe happie :) ok la recently been cultivating e habit of being happie n positive. hahah as it suggests habit means most of e time i have to feel happie n be realli happie! hahah which is realli hard work sometimes...................... i realise e majority of ppl tend to succumb to negative tots easily including me too............. BUT NOT ANYMORE! hehe! i think this is veri important hehe to be happie n spread e happiness to e ppl around me. think positive n more positive hehe n then one day maybe my dreams will come true! hehe! =)
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Intern's guide to 10 important survival skills in office
1) Screen Filter needed (to use the reflection to watch out for supervisor coming from ur back)
2) Be familiar with keyboard shortcuts (can switch between windows quickly when supervisor comes)
3) Colourful desktop paper (makes ur games or chat list/window more concealed & less obvious at once glance)
4) Big thick book of excel programming on ur table (to act busy when there's a need to)
5) Open and keep lots of windows open (so that the chatting window is hard to differentiate)
6) Calender to count the days and keep track of time (checking for no. of days left, public holidays, leave days = important for keeping morale high)
7) Earphones to listen to 933fm and also mp3 from the comp, use thumbdrive to bring in ur own songs n store them in ur harddisk (reduce boredom)
8) Bring some toys (to play with them torture them when u r sian or bored)
9) Go out once a week for a 2hr lunch break to gaigai n walkwalk around n relax
10) Get ur seniors IA reports, copy them so that u minimize time over the weekend doing IA reports. Best is to do IA report during working hrs so that time at home can be dedicated for leisure.
Hehe, IA students how many of these survival skills do u haf? Haha i have everything except 4. =D but lots of refinery notes. hehe.
2) Be familiar with keyboard shortcuts (can switch between windows quickly when supervisor comes)
3) Colourful desktop paper (makes ur games or chat list/window more concealed & less obvious at once glance)
4) Big thick book of excel programming on ur table (to act busy when there's a need to)
5) Open and keep lots of windows open (so that the chatting window is hard to differentiate)
6) Calender to count the days and keep track of time (checking for no. of days left, public holidays, leave days = important for keeping morale high)
7) Earphones to listen to 933fm and also mp3 from the comp, use thumbdrive to bring in ur own songs n store them in ur harddisk (reduce boredom)
8) Bring some toys (to play with them torture them when u r sian or bored)
9) Go out once a week for a 2hr lunch break to gaigai n walkwalk around n relax
10) Get ur seniors IA reports, copy them so that u minimize time over the weekend doing IA reports. Best is to do IA report during working hrs so that time at home can be dedicated for leisure.
Hehe, IA students how many of these survival skills do u haf? Haha i have everything except 4. =D but lots of refinery notes. hehe.
Monday, May 15, 2006
on mc =S
yoyo to all my blog supporters..................................... if all of u all haven't ran away yet. hehe on mc todae cause down wif fever =S n then kena a super bad headache sia so feeling quite horrible yesterday.............. now is better though feeling very weak.
okie la, actually not much work to do at my IA liao so to be honest take mc also nvr mind one, probably won't have any piled up work or stuff like tt. =) kinda sian in a way cause i felt that i realli make a conscious effort to keep healthy by eating proper food n sleeping early ----------------------------> end up still fall sick again. =S=S
oh actually got quite a few things to talk abt............. yesterday i was at the west mall clinic waiting in the super long queue to see e doctor. then there came in this family ok 3 of them: father mother and i think a 3-4 year old kid.......Then there was onli 1 seat empty.......... then e father himself go sit down n leave e mum n e kid standing................... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz e best part is he didnt look like e one who was going to see e doctor cause he look so healthy. wth man........ these are the type of situations that i probably can't stand sia...... ok nvm.
yupz, i think for e past ten days i realli didn't kinda go out............... haha dunno y also think its juz becoming a habit......... usually will juz hang around BB n JE i guess for some meals n then back home. hahaha in my opinion SUPER unhappening life hahaha. erm wat to do? nvm la at least can save a lot of money in e process. Hehe. =p to all those dear frens who miss me a lot as much as i think u do, pls ask me out for dinner k? hahaha take care guys will blog soon again.
to sp: dun be hui xin k? ill always give u support hehe hope u can succeed! =p
okie la, actually not much work to do at my IA liao so to be honest take mc also nvr mind one, probably won't have any piled up work or stuff like tt. =) kinda sian in a way cause i felt that i realli make a conscious effort to keep healthy by eating proper food n sleeping early ----------------------------> end up still fall sick again. =S=S
oh actually got quite a few things to talk abt............. yesterday i was at the west mall clinic waiting in the super long queue to see e doctor. then there came in this family ok 3 of them: father mother and i think a 3-4 year old kid.......Then there was onli 1 seat empty.......... then e father himself go sit down n leave e mum n e kid standing................... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz e best part is he didnt look like e one who was going to see e doctor cause he look so healthy. wth man........ these are the type of situations that i probably can't stand sia...... ok nvm.
yupz, i think for e past ten days i realli didn't kinda go out............... haha dunno y also think its juz becoming a habit......... usually will juz hang around BB n JE i guess for some meals n then back home. hahaha in my opinion SUPER unhappening life hahaha. erm wat to do? nvm la at least can save a lot of money in e process. Hehe. =p to all those dear frens who miss me a lot as much as i think u do, pls ask me out for dinner k? hahaha take care guys will blog soon again.
to sp: dun be hui xin k? ill always give u support hehe hope u can succeed! =p
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
yoyo
=) haha had a veri happie dinner wif pj, byon, veron and ting. Ate sakae sushi, 3rd week in a row haha starting to like the food there liao. haha but pricewise still a bit ex :P desperately trying to save up on my money now haha but i realise that self control and self restraint can be quite tough at certain times. Especially when u feel that its worthwhile to pamper urself after a hard days of work n sometimes that can be an excuse for us to spend indiscriminately. Esp when u think of an excuse called progress package.
work is quite boring n monotonous at times but realli thx to cx i get an abundance of laughter n lame jokes everynow n then. haha like todae we were juz talking abt how the reporters and artist in the courtroom like to take and publish the pictures which shows ppl being veri down n distraught. haha then we moved on to e topic abt politics haha cause i think (someone) was fined for overspeeding or drink driving then imagine if its e transport minister who gets caught haha or the health minister digging his nose in public lol. Those imaginery situations realli veri funnie sia. lol
ok la time realli flies with jokes like these haha sometimes the intern area realli laugh like a bunch of siao kias. Miss school a lot........ miss chatting n eating wif my frens in school haha. although the food is not realli worth looking forward to. Funnie how humans seem to feel veri troubled when all sort of problems arise then when there are no worries, they'll go and look for some to keep themself occupied again. =p haha issn't it right? haha work has realli taught me a thing or 2 abt human character n nature. Sometimes i guess ppl are juz realli different from one another....... in terms of communication, background, interest, differing priorities, differing sensitivities. Regardless of these differences, i think i'll still work hard to try to understand them better. =D
Thx alice n veron, u 2 gals haf been extremely sweet. =)
work is quite boring n monotonous at times but realli thx to cx i get an abundance of laughter n lame jokes everynow n then. haha like todae we were juz talking abt how the reporters and artist in the courtroom like to take and publish the pictures which shows ppl being veri down n distraught. haha then we moved on to e topic abt politics haha cause i think (someone) was fined for overspeeding or drink driving then imagine if its e transport minister who gets caught haha or the health minister digging his nose in public lol. Those imaginery situations realli veri funnie sia. lol
ok la time realli flies with jokes like these haha sometimes the intern area realli laugh like a bunch of siao kias. Miss school a lot........ miss chatting n eating wif my frens in school haha. although the food is not realli worth looking forward to. Funnie how humans seem to feel veri troubled when all sort of problems arise then when there are no worries, they'll go and look for some to keep themself occupied again. =p haha issn't it right? haha work has realli taught me a thing or 2 abt human character n nature. Sometimes i guess ppl are juz realli different from one another....... in terms of communication, background, interest, differing priorities, differing sensitivities. Regardless of these differences, i think i'll still work hard to try to understand them better. =D
Thx alice n veron, u 2 gals haf been extremely sweet. =)
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
feeling much better already
haha thx to xz yl n yh for ur best wishes haha. =) i'm fine already liao, kinda sorted out my tots by myself. hahaha become much stronger liao n much more confident........... kinda nice to feel this way.. Thx guys ^^ :) u fellas take good care of urself k? haha cya soon!
Monday, April 03, 2006
disappointment
todae is quite a depressing day for me........................................ recently found that its realli quite easy for me to feel down easily...... Maybe its because all the bad things are actually piling up at one go....... Wat to do? i guess juz bite e bullet loh............................
i realise that i've been wrong................i've been too naive......... i guess i can't expect ppl to show concern n cherish me for who i am.........no matter how hard i try, i can't make them appreciate me more or become geniunely interested in me........... i've failed.......... maybe its time to move on n find new ppl in my life..............ppl who realli loves me for who i am n won't take e things i do for them as granted..........
Sometimes i feel veri frustrated when i think how unfair this world is ........................ y do the undeserved ppl always get more.......... y do ppl give preferential treatment to certain ppl.................... ya i noe i shouldn't compare ya i noe i shouldn't whine ya i noe i shouldn't be too kan bu kai, i noe i can't expect to haf everything i wan......................... But issit realli too much to ask for e small little things i feel i deserve?!?
todae morning was super saddening when i realise that i realli do miss angela's (my best fren at exxon) company a lot.................. cause she realli makes me feel good everyday, she appreciates all e things i do for her n most importantly she makes me feel that i deserve everything wonderful in this world. This type of fren is extremely hard to come by........
its very disappointing to noe that when i'm sick, the ppl close to me r not e ones showing me concern..............., i have to eat alone cause non of my frens are free to meet up wif me for even once a week for many weeks, when u write a book for someone its dunno left in the mess of the room, when u tell someone u need something badly its all forgotten cleanly, worklife is sometimes veri unhappie n now angela's gone, and ppl taking u for granted.
maybe e problem lies wif me...................................
i realise that i've been wrong................i've been too naive......... i guess i can't expect ppl to show concern n cherish me for who i am.........no matter how hard i try, i can't make them appreciate me more or become geniunely interested in me........... i've failed.......... maybe its time to move on n find new ppl in my life..............ppl who realli loves me for who i am n won't take e things i do for them as granted..........
Sometimes i feel veri frustrated when i think how unfair this world is ........................ y do the undeserved ppl always get more.......... y do ppl give preferential treatment to certain ppl.................... ya i noe i shouldn't compare ya i noe i shouldn't whine ya i noe i shouldn't be too kan bu kai, i noe i can't expect to haf everything i wan......................... But issit realli too much to ask for e small little things i feel i deserve?!?
todae morning was super saddening when i realise that i realli do miss angela's (my best fren at exxon) company a lot.................. cause she realli makes me feel good everyday, she appreciates all e things i do for her n most importantly she makes me feel that i deserve everything wonderful in this world. This type of fren is extremely hard to come by........
its very disappointing to noe that when i'm sick, the ppl close to me r not e ones showing me concern..............., i have to eat alone cause non of my frens are free to meet up wif me for even once a week for many weeks, when u write a book for someone its dunno left in the mess of the room, when u tell someone u need something badly its all forgotten cleanly, worklife is sometimes veri unhappie n now angela's gone, and ppl taking u for granted.
maybe e problem lies wif me...................................
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Thx!!!
hehe this post will be a post of thx!!!
Firstly, THX A LOT to xz (my KFC/winning eleven/tabletennis/soccer best buddy for e wonderful n lovely santa claus postcard. haha get ready for mine! hehe e postcard is so sweet.
Secondly, many many thanks to jiahao who have been super thoughful nowadays. Like calling me up to chat wif me, sending me have a nice working day smses and waiting 4 hrs in school juz to have dinner wif me.
Thirdly, thx a lot to e ever sweet shuping. U r such wonderful company hehe :) thx for being so nice when i'm sick
Fourthly, super thanks to yuanli for being there for me all e time, when i'm well or sick....... i'll be there for u too! :)
u ppl r fantastic............. sometimes that little bit of sincere concern can realli brighten up my day. Thx for showing me e support i need :) *hugs all*
Firstly, THX A LOT to xz (my KFC/winning eleven/tabletennis/soccer best buddy for e wonderful n lovely santa claus postcard. haha get ready for mine! hehe e postcard is so sweet.
Secondly, many many thanks to jiahao who have been super thoughful nowadays. Like calling me up to chat wif me, sending me have a nice working day smses and waiting 4 hrs in school juz to have dinner wif me.
Thirdly, thx a lot to e ever sweet shuping. U r such wonderful company hehe :) thx for being so nice when i'm sick
Fourthly, super thanks to yuanli for being there for me all e time, when i'm well or sick....... i'll be there for u too! :)
u ppl r fantastic............. sometimes that little bit of sincere concern can realli brighten up my day. Thx for showing me e support i need :) *hugs all*
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
=) the value of ourselves.............
its been quite long since i've blogged. =) to everyone who was concerned abt me........ i'm fine thank you.
i'm soon to be 24 liao.............. i'm worried................. maybe its because i'll soon reach this new phase in my life. i'm worried cause i realise that i'm not as positive abt life as i was when i juz completed national service............i believed i've changed a lot in other ways too............ i have ended up more closed-up, and very unwilling to share my feelings wif others anymore.... Some of these changes are good, some of them aren't................. and they occur as a result of a combination of circumstances and my then too innocent perspective of life and reality.
Last year this time i was in severe depression............ maybe to many of u it may sound like juz a period of time when i was easily affected by events and simply perhaps taking things too hard for my own good. Maybe i've seemed alright to everyone around me..........................i realli wasnt. It was really the trough of my life.............. for once perhaps i found that i'm realli unable to help myself nor control my feelings..........It was a helpless feeling......... for once i've totally lost my confident self. At that point of time, i realised that i realli wasn't strong enough to work hard n strive for my dreams......
Then i almost totally lost my sense of selfworth............. ya i noe.......... i chose this painful path myself......i've nvr regretted it.... i was in love wif a wonderful gal =)........ and through this i've learned the most painful lesson of my life: in this short span of life, there's only a handful of ppl who can realli see the special u and truly appreciate u as who u are. N these are the very ppl who will cherish ur existence, love to be wif u...... and 疼 u. So cherish these ppl, shower them wif love! =) the rest u can juz ask them to f*** off............... as in juz move on wif our lives and leave them behind us....
The value of ourselves ........................................ is given and defined by ourselves! =)
i'm soon to be 24 liao.............. i'm worried................. maybe its because i'll soon reach this new phase in my life. i'm worried cause i realise that i'm not as positive abt life as i was when i juz completed national service............i believed i've changed a lot in other ways too............ i have ended up more closed-up, and very unwilling to share my feelings wif others anymore.... Some of these changes are good, some of them aren't................. and they occur as a result of a combination of circumstances and my then too innocent perspective of life and reality.
Last year this time i was in severe depression............ maybe to many of u it may sound like juz a period of time when i was easily affected by events and simply perhaps taking things too hard for my own good. Maybe i've seemed alright to everyone around me..........................i realli wasnt. It was really the trough of my life.............. for once perhaps i found that i'm realli unable to help myself nor control my feelings..........It was a helpless feeling......... for once i've totally lost my confident self. At that point of time, i realised that i realli wasn't strong enough to work hard n strive for my dreams......
Then i almost totally lost my sense of selfworth............. ya i noe.......... i chose this painful path myself......i've nvr regretted it.... i was in love wif a wonderful gal =)........ and through this i've learned the most painful lesson of my life: in this short span of life, there's only a handful of ppl who can realli see the special u and truly appreciate u as who u are. N these are the very ppl who will cherish ur existence, love to be wif u...... and 疼 u. So cherish these ppl, shower them wif love! =) the rest u can juz ask them to f*** off............... as in juz move on wif our lives and leave them behind us....
The value of ourselves ........................................ is given and defined by ourselves! =)
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
exxon field trip =)
hehe some photos for u ppl to see. hahaha veri rare hor to see photos on my blog site. hehe oh monday i went for a field trip with e engineers of my department. Haaz, this was a trip to the VLCC berth on Jurong island. haha, VLCC stands for VERY LARGE CRUDE CARRIER. hehe after i saw e ship first hand, i was like its VERY LARGE sia. Its called the *eagle* a ship from india i think belonging to an american company which belongs to exxon. hahaha in short, super rich. The capacity of this VLCC is 2 million barrels of crude. T_T
There's a elevator in the ship loh. T_T think got 8 stories or something like tt. Its e super lokcock type of life.. haha the type muz open n close e door urself one. then e captain veri nice, treated us to coke n 7 up can drinks. haha from india one, e words damn obvious. The weather is bloodeee hot tt day, realli can faint haha. Enjoy k? haha its my 3rd field trip in exxon in 3 months, so miserable. =D
There's a elevator in the ship loh. T_T think got 8 stories or something like tt. Its e super lokcock type of life.. haha the type muz open n close e door urself one. then e captain veri nice, treated us to coke n 7 up can drinks. haha from india one, e words damn obvious. The weather is bloodeee hot tt day, realli can faint haha. Enjoy k? haha its my 3rd field trip in exxon in 3 months, so miserable. =D
The main deck from the 7th floor on board the VLCC "Eagle" Think we are about 4-5 stories above the deck. haha take a look on the loading arms on the left transporting the crude out of the ship. If u see closely, u can see 2 ppl there n they are dressed in orange overalls. Haha from this ratio u can guess how big this bloody carrier is.
Hehe in e back u can see the skyline of the entire jurong island hhaha. This part of the island is at the most southern end i think. They are still carrying out reclamation of land there. This VLCC can only dock at this part of jurong island as the depth of the seabed here can accomodate the hull of this vessel. Heard this ship is 13m deep :S
Sunday, February 26, 2006
haha
e last few days have truely been very wonderful sia. =D hehe i'm realli feeling very happie nowadays haha dunno y also. Hee todae is sunday sia, been stoneing at home e whole day. Where are all my guy frens? :S like totally lost like tt......... where's mj ty ys matt n weijie? i shan't even mention nic, i would say he's too busy to afford anytime for his frens.......... wat happen to all e friday nite suppers??? Xz, yh and merv, can u 3 come back soon? at least i'm sure i'll start to enjoy my friday nites more! =)
hehe anyway i realli had a veri great saturday yesterday...... dunno y maybe it makes my weekend veri worthwhile to e extent i think i'll go back to work happily on monday sia. haha was a wonderful project meeting........heez then was a memorable dinner haha n a long bus ride to school to meet up wif jw, yz, alice and bq. Hee. Hearts was very fun! haha. =D
haha i'm contented wif happie days like this around me...................... Hehe feeling great! to yl: jiayou ok? i'll be behind u supporting u wif brillant ideas haha. to yinnah: thx for the extremely sweet msg u left for me on friendster during v-day. hahah dun worry, i had a veri fantastic v-day hahah so u take care too! hehe ting we realli seem to attract a lot of happening things whenever we are together. LOL cheers to mr drunk n vomit hahaha. =D
hehe anyway i realli had a veri great saturday yesterday...... dunno y maybe it makes my weekend veri worthwhile to e extent i think i'll go back to work happily on monday sia. haha was a wonderful project meeting........heez then was a memorable dinner haha n a long bus ride to school to meet up wif jw, yz, alice and bq. Hee. Hearts was very fun! haha. =D
haha i'm contented wif happie days like this around me...................... Hehe feeling great! to yl: jiayou ok? i'll be behind u supporting u wif brillant ideas haha. to yinnah: thx for the extremely sweet msg u left for me on friendster during v-day. hahah dun worry, i had a veri fantastic v-day hahah so u take care too! hehe ting we realli seem to attract a lot of happening things whenever we are together. LOL cheers to mr drunk n vomit hahaha. =D
Sunday, February 19, 2006
yl's blog
hehe, i liked e quote on yl's blog a lot........... haha i shall kop then cut n paste here.
A healthy relationship is one in which two people encourage each other to reach their respective goals while sharing each other's hopes and dreams. A relationship should be a source of inspiration, invigoration and hope." -- Daisaku Ikeda
hehe looks like when a guy is in love, he's basically glowing wif happiness and love. haha =) feeling so happie for him........................... ^^ hope everyone in this world can find e love that they deserve! jiayou everyone! =p haha guess i can't put things like i'm very very very happie on my msn nicks cause some ppl will come up to me n ask me whether i'm attached.. Lol haha okok i juz feel very very happie for e ppl around me. That really makes me contented n gives me a sense of satisfaction. hehe anyway thx a lot ting for putting that super nice blog song for me haha i realli listen to it a lot. i'm not ur most avid blog supporter for nothing :P
A healthy relationship is one in which two people encourage each other to reach their respective goals while sharing each other's hopes and dreams. A relationship should be a source of inspiration, invigoration and hope." -- Daisaku Ikeda
hehe looks like when a guy is in love, he's basically glowing wif happiness and love. haha =) feeling so happie for him........................... ^^ hope everyone in this world can find e love that they deserve! jiayou everyone! =p haha guess i can't put things like i'm very very very happie on my msn nicks cause some ppl will come up to me n ask me whether i'm attached.. Lol haha okok i juz feel very very happie for e ppl around me. That really makes me contented n gives me a sense of satisfaction. hehe anyway thx a lot ting for putting that super nice blog song for me haha i realli listen to it a lot. i'm not ur most avid blog supporter for nothing :P
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
hehe happie
lol, as u ppl noe hahah i haf a new phone! given to me by my brother :D hahah quite nice one. i think i damn zhuan dao! lol haha its time also e old phone looks so useless haha should change b4 e coming new year. but then not veri 习惯 this new phone haha especially miss e hello kitty pic in my old phone a lot when i've been looking at it for more than 1 year already. =(
haha, i guess as we grow up we do change - some parts of us change, other parts of us remain e same. Yes, i believed over e years i've changed, hopefully for e better. Becoming more independent, tolerant of lonliness, less open abt my feelings may be both good and bad i guess, guess time will tell.........................................
But some things nvr change, some innate feelings dun, this is i guess e first step forward............ Keeping the good things n discarding e bad ones away......................
i'm always here, no matter wat it takes i'll be here for u whenever u need me. =)
haha, i guess as we grow up we do change - some parts of us change, other parts of us remain e same. Yes, i believed over e years i've changed, hopefully for e better. Becoming more independent, tolerant of lonliness, less open abt my feelings may be both good and bad i guess, guess time will tell.........................................
But some things nvr change, some innate feelings dun, this is i guess e first step forward............ Keeping the good things n discarding e bad ones away......................
i'm always here, no matter wat it takes i'll be here for u whenever u need me. =)
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
haven't got pay yet. sucks
lol as u can read from e title, i.have.no.pay. No tt's not e frustrating part, e frustrating part is that my frens in e same department have gotten their pay last friday. ALL 3 of them, EXCEPT me. Si bei sian. damn cock up e admin. if i dun get paid by next week, i'll probably get 2 pay at once which sucks cause i wan to have money to spend in e new year. if no pay = i have to pay for my february expenses myself n tt's e 3rd month. :S
i badly wan to go to chinatown. :) to feel the cny atmosphere.............................dunno y juz have this urge to go. anyone free to pei me? haha sp u wan? lol hehe anyone who's free i dun mind. juz dun go alone can liao.............................
hehe take care yh, take care in denmark. Have fun there ya? catch up on msn. =)
working life is seriously veri boring n monotonous. i better start to seriously contemplate wat i wan to do in life. =) to e rest, ENJOY studying while u can!
i badly wan to go to chinatown. :) to feel the cny atmosphere.............................dunno y juz have this urge to go. anyone free to pei me? haha sp u wan? lol hehe anyone who's free i dun mind. juz dun go alone can liao.............................
hehe take care yh, take care in denmark. Have fun there ya? catch up on msn. =)
working life is seriously veri boring n monotonous. i better start to seriously contemplate wat i wan to do in life. =) to e rest, ENJOY studying while u can!
Monday, January 16, 2006
happiness
Sometimes life is funny isn't it? Sometimes it juz brings us back to e same point we were at some time ago. By then, circumstances haf already changed............ complicated things lost their complicaticity(xy's language) n perhaps i'm in a better frame of mind to think clearly.
Perhaps the only way to be realli happie is to feel and think happie all the time. But that is realli no easy task. Recently i made it a point to rem the most happie moments in my life whenever i start to feel down, and it worked! U guys can try this strat haha.
ok e happiest ever moments of my life (no order of rank)
- eating kfc wif xz at clementi juz b4 his cs1101c practical exam
- going newton to eat sting ray wif ting
- running 830 for my army SOC (passing timing is 1030), haha end up first in my group and had no history of passing tt test b4.
- going back every CNY to visit my grandma n my cousins.
- all those epic AT wins wif ys, especially those when we got towered, lost one whole army or above 1 hour games
- all those happie soccer memories at west mall street soccer court, nice goals, great assists
- hehe n many many more!
i shall be happie always! wish everyone happiness this coming new year. =)
Perhaps the only way to be realli happie is to feel and think happie all the time. But that is realli no easy task. Recently i made it a point to rem the most happie moments in my life whenever i start to feel down, and it worked! U guys can try this strat haha.
ok e happiest ever moments of my life (no order of rank)
- eating kfc wif xz at clementi juz b4 his cs1101c practical exam
- going newton to eat sting ray wif ting
- running 830 for my army SOC (passing timing is 1030), haha end up first in my group and had no history of passing tt test b4.
- going back every CNY to visit my grandma n my cousins.
- all those epic AT wins wif ys, especially those when we got towered, lost one whole army or above 1 hour games
- all those happie soccer memories at west mall street soccer court, nice goals, great assists
- hehe n many many more!
i shall be happie always! wish everyone happiness this coming new year. =)
Saturday, January 07, 2006
sick sick
oh after a few days of hectic activities, for e first time in quite a long time, i fell sick quickly and now still recovering from it. maybe its a sign that i should take good care of my health. i guess i should start to take good care of myself from now on. Eat a more proper diet and rest more and early at nite.
Juz last weekend we were ushering e New Year, haha now i'm sick within e first few days. Read Shuping's blog abt her New Year resolutions so maybe i'll talk abt mine too bah. Firstly, i have to say i realli miss xz's company a lot. Nowadays i seldom go to clementi (used to be often cause i meet up wif him). W/o him around, sometimes a bit more lonely during e day la cause we meet up quite often alone also. Hehe, hope he's doing well in Finland.
Ok la, actually not much of resolutions also la......... now tt i think of it, i realise i haf no concrete New Year resolution. Juz hope i can enjoy my IA ba for 6 months, should not be too difficult cause there's so many nice ppl over there. Jiating's been realli sweet, doing all my work while i'm on mc thxthx. i guess there's plenty to learn in this brand new year. Realli enjoyed having dinner wif ruijuan n shuping. Shall meet up and keep in touch wif u ppl. =) All e best to everyone in e New Year.
i realise that i've been a very stupid person in e past.................................................. think i haf put too much trust in ppl i shouldn't haf trusted. Maybe its myself i shouldn't trust.
Juz last weekend we were ushering e New Year, haha now i'm sick within e first few days. Read Shuping's blog abt her New Year resolutions so maybe i'll talk abt mine too bah. Firstly, i have to say i realli miss xz's company a lot. Nowadays i seldom go to clementi (used to be often cause i meet up wif him). W/o him around, sometimes a bit more lonely during e day la cause we meet up quite often alone also. Hehe, hope he's doing well in Finland.
Ok la, actually not much of resolutions also la......... now tt i think of it, i realise i haf no concrete New Year resolution. Juz hope i can enjoy my IA ba for 6 months, should not be too difficult cause there's so many nice ppl over there. Jiating's been realli sweet, doing all my work while i'm on mc thxthx. i guess there's plenty to learn in this brand new year. Realli enjoyed having dinner wif ruijuan n shuping. Shall meet up and keep in touch wif u ppl. =) All e best to everyone in e New Year.
i realise that i've been a very stupid person in e past.................................................. think i haf put too much trust in ppl i shouldn't haf trusted. Maybe its myself i shouldn't trust.
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