thx

i guess certain things in life onli pass us once n after tt they r seemingly lost forever.

i look at e friendship that i'm trying so hard to salvage............ n wonder whether all e effort i've made is worth it........
y? because no matter how much i chat wif her on msn or during time together, i realise that i'll nvr noe whether she's realli happie...... i've lost touch wif e real her within......

i guess a lot of ppl still think i haven't walked away from all this, but tt qn is veri important to me n means a lot to me. cause wanting her to be happie was e only reason that haf keep me going all this time.

perhaps she also will nvr noe whether i'm realli happie too......

thx for e lovely postcards........ live happily k?