kns ppl living in this world

wednesday is lab day........... did lab from 12 - 5pm. actually i wasn't realli doing lab cause i was juz waiting to take results... After setting up the batch distillation apparatus, we were supposed to take 6 readings of half an hour intervals. =) so it was 3 hrs of slacking n talking cock in btw. was so free i taught emily a thing or two more abt dota. hahahaha we even went to e dota website using the lab computer. =p

After lab, i went out wif ting to eat. hehehehe as it was the 30th of march we decided to go eat kfc knowing that the kfc offer coupons last onli until the 31st. i checked my card holder n realised i got one 2pc meal coupon n one zinger meal. hehehe so fated to eat kfc. (btw ting onli eats zinger n i onli eat 2pc meal - original) miss ting finished lab at 245pm and waited till 5pm for me to haf dinner together. *patpat* so nice hor?

We had a quick dinner cause it was getting late n i was veri veri bloody shacked after onli sleeping 3 hrs last nite. As per SOP, i pei her take 99 home from clementi interchange. reached e bus queueing point n we were glad tt it was short ---- implying that we can get comfortable seats to chat our way back home.

Then something irritating struck.....................it irritates me so much tt i decided to blog abt it.

grrrrrh.

Used paint to draw this super noobish picture depicting wat exactly happened. Take a look at this n i'm sure u will noe y i failed art in sec 1 n 2. =p As shown in the diagram above, blue ppl r queueing for 96 n green ppl r queueing for 99. Me n ting r the two little sweet n lovely red circles there.

As u can see, e problem started wif a malay woman wif her kid standing in the middle of the two lanes for the buses which happens to be juz outside the limit of the metal railings suppose to demarcate the boundaries for e queues of the two buses. She's depicted as a circle wif two shades of green ----------- green cause she's waiting for 99 but two shades cause she's obviously low in awareness to realise that she was out of e queue. i dun noe WTH is she looking at, but its muz obviously be DAMN distracting. KNS.

We shall assume that the no. of green circles behind me n ting tends towards infinity. =) juz joking. due to my high awareness, i did noe e rough no. of ppl behind me. abt 7 or 8 i guess. roughly there. At this epic moment, there comes mr yellow who in a spilt flash cut e queue n stood in front of me n ting. i shall call him mr yellow because if i'm going to describe him in another way i'll call him mr cb. anyway mr yellow took note of this golden opportunity to cut the queue by using the jian zhao that he thinks that the ppl behind him (including me) r queueing for bus 96.

@#$@#$@#$@#$@#%$% ISSN'T it BLATANTLY OBVIOUS that me n ting were queueing for bus 99? NOTE E alignment wrt to the bus queue. if he had cut e queue wif ting n me behind onli, i would've been less pissed u noe? e 7 - 8 ppl can onli look from behind in horror.

i studied his movements for a few minutes.......................... he would haf been promoted to a LTC if he had sign on for the SAF for his super li hai act blur skills. to think i thought i was damn good at tt. =S wanted to confront him. but wif ting beside me n i was supposedly in a good mood cause of her company, i decided to let him go. i stared at him for 10mins plus. PISSED. y r there cb ppl like tt in e world? i look at his face: frantic, unhappy, impatient. okok i decided tt his life is as messy as his impression to me. so tt's his retribution (good enough for me)

So wat does e morale of this story tell us? if u r of low awareness u bring pek chekness to others (referring to mrs confused malay woman) n if u wanna act blur n take advantage of other ppl pls dun do it at clementi interchange. Go sign on for SAF. they pay u thousands of dollars to do tt. somemore got pension n bonuses. DAMN, spoilt my whole day. but nevertheless wif ting's company, i still feel happie again. *hugz*

some deep thought

the time now is 1040pm. listening to the veriveri nice song that yuanli sent me juz now called 依然是朋友。i love songs like tt - soothing melody, sad lyrics, lovely piano tune accompanyin softly. 听着听着，我的感触好多啊. happie mood also n with a clear mind(cause i juz bathed) so decided to blog down my thoughts to share wif u guys. =)

Reflecting on the things i did for the past few weeks todae.....suddenly felt veri guilty. Cause i feel that 我所做的事没有替别人着想。oh nono, i dun mean 我做了伤天害理的事 but rather when i did those things i was not thinking of how other people might haf felt abt my actions. Todae was the first day i thought of how they might haf felt abt e things i did. felt as if i've been bolted by lightning, struck by my lack of thoughtfulness to think from other ppl's point of view.

i guess everyone has their times of selfishness and lack of thoughfulness.................. let us remind ourselves that we can strengthen our characters by looking at things from other people's perspective n wat we can do to show that we spare a thought for their feelings. wat we can do to avoid hurting their feelings.

Confucius said, "What u would not want done to urself, do not do to others."

this is a wonderful quote, 一针见血的感觉. 刺破了我的良心。dun worry guys, i'm not feeling upset or wat rather i'm feeling happie cause i've finally managed to set my mind to being thoughtful for others. i shall not do onto others wat i dun wan done on myself. simple as that. how do u guys think? i'm sure at certain periods of our lives, we are gulity of doing those things that we dun like to be done onto us.

From this moment onwards, i shall set forth a renewed determination to spare a thought for e feelings of other ppl. set my path straight once again...................... hope u guys share my sentiments. =) another happie blog entry.

"Do unto others as u would have others do unto you" quoted from the Bible =)

Lovely Morning

今天的心情真好。=) switched on my comp after i woke up todae...........straightaway went to ting's blog to listen to her nice blog song tt i dun think i'll get sick of. By the way, miss 没良心 went for a big treat yesterday w/o me and posted a photo of her ice-cream FONDUE on her blog to make me more sian diao. *patpat*

昨晚 chatted wif jingwen for 2hrs at least i guess -----------made me veri happie. 我们很志同道合, chatted to e extent that we were both relunctant to put down our phones. Promised her i'll chat wif her again. =)

Happiness

i feel that happiness takes a lot of forms.............................................it can come from anywhere n everywhere. It can come from deep down within us but tt's not easy unless we realli make a firm decision to become happie as well as stay happie. It can come from other pathways also, like going out wif someone nice or eating something u like, etc etc. One of the veri unique n special ways to feel happie is to noe tt u haf made special people around u happie. Do u guys concur? i was happie yesterday cause i taught yuanli how to add a tagboard to his blog n he in turn taught shuping how to do it too. I'm so glad to haf helped them n make their day brighter for them.

That leaves me to ponder abt the word "happiness, 幸福" n wat it realli means. Its can be defined as a want i think, the most important human mental want, far stronger than the craving to be appreciated as mentioned in my earlier entry. i realised that people who r unable to find true happiness often make e same mistakes, horrifingly enough. They seem to think that happiness is a destination. A place in time where they haf achieved wat they wan n then they'll breathe easy n tell themselves: "At last, i'm happie." they will never find happiness, not surprisingly..........

Happiness is a decision, a decision that will stay wif us throughout the journey of our lives. If one says this to himself/herself: "i'll be happie from this moment on." note e effect that this has on our immediate mood. If u can't feel it, its because u haven't not made a strong enough conviction within urself. Try again, the rewards are boundless i assure u.

Nature is a magnificent phenomenon, it has never failed to amaze me time n time again. Cause it has given us two routes to finding our true happiness..............................................

1) u decide to be happie = u will find ur own happiness
2) u become tired of being miserable = u decide to be realli happie = u find ur own happiness.

As we can see from here, we can choose the fast, shortcut path by choosing option 1. but if u cannot convince urself that option 1 is the one for u, u can take option 2 which will eventually lead to the same outcome. But u muz be prepared to face more misery, loneliness, heartbreak and suffering. N the best part is even if that happens, u might take a long time to reach the decision to be realli happie. Some people reach there when they are 70 odd years old some reach there at 16 years old.

For me by the end of my jc life, i was realli sick n tired of being miserable so i made up my mind to be realli happie. This decision has helped me a lot since then even though sometimes its as difficult as maintaining a nice home. U've got to keep the nice stuff n throw out e garbage to be happie.
i'm contented now cause i'm happie honestly........ though sometimes i'll be a bit sad n down but majority of e time i'm happie. =)
ting makes a good role model, she's happie 98% of e time n i love her for tt. *hugz*

A much needed break

Bored todae. slept at 9pm yesterday then woke up at 330am, surf net for one hour then went back to sleep till 11am. Feeling fresh finally, after all e days of 忙忙碌碌.

On normal days with no school, i will stay at home.............................actually not because i wan to stay at home but rather i'm used to staying at home...............dun haf much commitments in my life so there isn't realli much for me to do also. Started e day wif a phonecall to ting, 终于got time to chat after so long.......................was nice to hear her voice so early in my day. =) luckily jingwen was online on msn to chat wif me...............................she's another lovely gal around. glad to noe her, will devote more time n attention in the future to understanding her better. *nods approvingly to xy*

Read some blogs yesterday, found tt yuanli and shuping haf been mentioning me in their blogs.............(shuping calls me silly face =p) hehehehe so honoured to be included in their blog n for e right reasons somemore. *grinz* glad to known n build my friendship wif two juniors. there is always time for frens like tt in my life. Ed's blog was nice.................changed e template to something a more livelier one. somemore he posted two photos of me sitting outside comp lab copying homework wif my classmates. HAHAHAHA. 被拍到了。e parasites of CN5 hehehehe.

Wednesday was a good moment to reflect on myself, realised that over these past few sems have been relative parasitic to e ppl in e class.......................have been lazy n not bothering to do stuff so always end up copy ppl's homework. sigh i noe they haf put in a lot of effort to do so when i copy also can't felt but feel damn bad. shall initiate some work by myself so tt i can help my classmates back i promise. hmmm thx for ur help guys juz wanna let u noe i appreciate every ounce of effort done on e work i copy ok?

hmmmm, an interesting trend i noted generally..............i think singapore guys r boring...........hahahah whenever they r interested in a gal, they'll always ask her out for a movie. or when they haf gfs they always go for movies on weekend. =S wats wif e movies? if u enjoy e company of e gal u love, go do something more interesting......... go prepare something for her, appreciate her more and she'll love u for it. =) Love is something that shouldn't be taken for granted, if u love her make her feel it. can start by writing something sweet for her loh.........e rest go think of it urself bah. 我支持你们。

Lastly, decided to curb my spending habits a bit..... shall try to make an effort not to splurge my money n save up............................shall stop taking cabs to school to start wif. maybe spend less on 奢侈 stuff. hope it helps.......................not sure how i would get started but i'm quite sure i will get started. Muz support me ok? shall add some links to my blog. =)
enjoy ur holidays guys!

happie day =)

hmmmm, todae was a HAPPIE DAY! finally my tests for midterm r over...................i breathe easier now. hehehehehe. Went to swensens juz now wif vivian, ed, rongjia, zhenming, ningfeng n emily. :) was great fun ya? veri long since i sat down n chat wif my frens n haf a good laugh over everything so i find e lunch highly enjoyable. Cheers to e 3 left-handers who sat together (no collision of utensils)=p

My SiS

As most of u guys will noe, i'm e youngest child in my family wif one elder brother.......... =) who doesn't like being e youngest? hahahahha my mum used to buy a toy for me whenever i was sick.......................i remed when i was young, i was fragile n weak.................... always sick = a lot of toys......... :)
Always wanted to haf a sis tt i love.................................so tt i can shower e love n care onto her that i had always wanted to give since a young age.
Then i got to noe this fantastic gal in my class.......................... can't remed how i got to noe her in e first place but we started chatting on icq n enjoyed each other's company.
(looking back, i find its veri funnie cause she's such a passive person i dun noe how i manage to get along well wif her)

Nevertheless, i felt e feeling between me n her was right then (brother sister feeling i mean) so i asked her to be my sis bah............. gave her a week to consider u noe? then after tt she came back n said she agreed.....................it's a veri sweet feeling leh.

Looking at how close we r now, i'm amazed how far we haf travelled on our journey together...
Whenever i see her now, i can see her glowing heart of kindness n sweetness tt lies between her usual sleepy look. LOL. HAHAHAHA but i mean e truth la she's as special as e brightest ever star in my life as all her friends can vouch for how good she is. =)

True happiness is defined as doing a simple thing wif e person u feel so good wif. tt's y on my birthday last year, we went to haf a simple kfc meal n tt realli made my day....... =) she makes me smile, makes me feel loved, makes me feel happie :) she's e jewel of my life. nvr once has she made me sad b4.

A lot of ppl realli wonder wat i'm doing wif in school getting good grades while realli not putting in a lot of daily effort in school. they r onli half right. Wat they realli dun noe is she has been helping me a lot wif my school work n realli e crucial factor pushing me. i owe my success to her...........................................................i owe her a lot.

She has taken an eternal place in my heart liao...............................no one will can replace her ever. i'm grateful to haf cherish this special bond wif her........................... if need be, i'll give her e world to make her happie. Promised her she'll be e onli sis in my life from now onwards. i'll protect her n care for her as long as she's around me. =)

This part is to ting: i hope u can get to noe my friends more ok? heheheh i'm sure u will like them. n whenever i'm sad or whenever u r sad, i wanna give u a big hug u noe? but u always so passive i also dun noe how u can accept my hug. =( one day when u r ready, give me a hug ok? korkor veri teng ni. ok la i shall end this super happie blog entry on a high note.

nightmare

tired now......................didn't haf a goodnite's sleep yesterday at all. had a sad nightmare which happened quite in detail that i can remember it so clearly. i slept at 4am, not sure wat time tt nightmare started but after it ended i woke up frantically wif my heart pounding rapidly n i took a look at e clock. it was 745am. for e next 4 hours, i was dozing off n wakin up at a disturbing rate................perhaps a sign that e nightmare had greatly perturbed me. so i decided to wake up later so as to give myself more rest. generally, tt has been my sleeping pattern for e past week......................... wonder wat happen to those nites that i juz fall asleep n then wake up in e afternoon feeling so refreshed. =(

anyway, since dreams are a reflection of our subconsicous minds, i can roughly infer the type of thoughts that r bogging my mind down. =) its nice when u juz woke up from a nite which i didn't realli get much rest in and then alice greets me on msn once i signed in. tt's so sweet.

I guess its time now to look back and evaluate myself over the last few weeks. If i was given a choice to run back time, will i still have made e same choices over again? there is no doubt i would, cause i realli feel tt i've already got nothing to lose. =) or rather did i realli had nothing to lose at all? i pondered for a while n thought of e difference in me for e past few weeks...........................


i shuddered..................... i realised i've lost e joy n inner peace i always had within myself. n if i failed to pick myself up now, i'll stand to lose the confidence n the value of my character that i haf build up upon myself over e past few years..................how can i forsake myself when there r so many ppl behind me urging me on? These words make me feel stronger n i guess they'll mark the end of e deepest trough of my life so far. =)


"The shame is never in having failed --- the shame is only in not having tried."

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juz reached home after lab todae.......................tired....................no energy cause i only ate two paos at e canteen during lunch break due to a severe lack of appetite.


sigh............
i'm veri disappointed wif myself.......................e biggest disappointment i've ever felt in my life yet. i dun noe how to describe tt feeling -------------------- rotten to e core................last nite i realised i've made a mistake tt i might regret for e rest of my life.

xy asks xy "oh no, wat haf i done?"

was so sadded last nite i couldn't sit up liao........................so went to e bed n cried n cried...........then ting called. we chatted for almost an hour. didn't chat much anyway cause i was so upset she was juz holding on to e phone. after tt she went to sleep n i did my work. then went to sleep but feeling better i guessed. i looked at e clock n it was 5am already n i need to wake up at 730am

can't bring myself to forgive myself yet. guess tt will take time........................................................
i hope u guys dun probe any further as i've already shared this entry wif u guys + i'm already feeling bad enough. i need time by myself..........................to be in a corner n be alone by myself.
i can't stay happie all e time so if u guys see tt i'm down or wat, juz leave me alone.............
i can feel this shearing pain in my heart for making this mistake. Tt's y i've blogged it down to remind me n remind me nvr ever to make tt mistake again.

hmmmmmmmmm

monday = didn't wan to go to sch == nothing new.

Feeling happier =)

yesterday nite on msn, i was veri surprised when weiming told me that he've been reading my blog n he told me he thinks its veri interesting. =) This compliment of his realli did brighten up my day, cause i feel appreciated knowing that more ppl haf become more interested in wat kinda person i am deep down.

hmmm, back to u guys............... haf u ever been pleasantly surprised when someone drops by with a compliment for u that realli made ur day much happier? i'm sure at certain points of our life, we've all felt the same way.
Looking on e opposite side, how many times haf u been pissed when someone makes a rude or unappreciating comment at u that manages to totally destroy ur day? or ur mood? =)
I think the undoubted irony of these two opposing situations is that the latter one occurs much more frequently than the first one.

*ponders* so wat type of conclusion do we make here? that "everyone is here to make life worse for one another"? i beg to differ.........................rather i feel that most people in this world r too insensitive or perhaps lacking in the skills to communicate wif other ppl effectively.

Hmmmm remembered i read an old book abt this...................... so i immediately went to rummage my cupboard to find it.
There it is --------------- titled: How to win friends n influence people.
i bet some of u muz be thinking: "wat? xingyou read such boring n useless self improvement books? he's juz wasting time, it will never help him.............." i was once a sceptic abt these type of books, it was onli by chance that i discover this one book that did alter my perception of self-help. i shall share some of its contents with u guys (for those who r still sceptics) to give u an insight of the wealth of knowledge it can enpower u wif.

Under the first half of the book titled fundamental techinques in handling people, the second RULE states : Give honest n sincere appreciation.

"The deepest urge in human nature is to be important"
"The deepest principle in human nature is the craving to be appreciated"

note that it is not e longing nor the desire to be appreciated but rather it is the "craving"

it is this want to feel important that propels us to do most of the things that we realli do. Quoting some examples: We wan to be praised by others for being good in games or sports so we put in a lot of effort in order to earn those praises n feel important. The want for those ppl who r in dean's list to work harder to remain there --------------- so that ppl can sing their praises n make them feel appreciated n important. in fact most of the things u n i realli do in our lives is to strive for a sense of this greatness or importance.

Giving people wat they wan

If people are so hungry for this feeling of importance, imagine wat u n i can achieve by giving other people honest appreciation? "The way to develop the best in a person is by appreciation n encouragement" oh note that i'm not referring to flattery or patronizing of ppl around u by deliberately praising n appreciating them for things that they r realli not too good in.
Flattery is defined as telling the other person wat he thinks abt himself. ( i think this is a nice quote)

An average person spends abt 95% of his time thinking abt themselves. LOL. hahahah which makes u wonder how much does the self centered ppl around u think abt themselves.........................................hahahahah 100% i'm sure. If we realli can spend some time to think abt ur friends' good points, we won't haf to resort to using flattery that is so false n cheap.

Make an effort to give honest appreciation to the people around u. u can appreciate them for being helpful, concerned, motivated, and many other attributes that they do possess. n they'll reward u for it. Lets stop thinking of our accomplishments, our wants and try to find out other people's good points. Ppl will cherish ur words n treasure them n repeat them throughout their lifetimes ---------------------- years after u haf forgotten wat u said. Make the world work for u.


anyway, thx xiang n alice for ur tags on my blog. i shall blog abt wat i wan to blog ok? *hugz* thx for ur support n i realli appreciate it! =)


"Be hearty in your approbation and lavish in your praise"

sunday morning

slept at 12pm last nite till 11am this morning. was so tired that i onli woke up one time to drink some water during this long sleep............................guess i was mentally fatigued to begin with. Yesterday's paper was good........first sign of this sem tt i can get a result tt i'm pleased wif. in fact, i was veri distracted during e paper. After focusing on the qns asked in e paper, my mind kept wandering off to things that i dun realli wan to be reminded again. as u can guessed, i wasted a lot of time trying to refocus on the paper n answering the qns. Luckily, i had more than sufficient time to finish.......... Had it been a tough paper, n me noeing myself well enough, i would haf flung it damn bad due to lack of concentration.................

Bus ride wif ting
i love bus rides wif ting cause she lives quite far away from school so whenever we take a bus, the journey will be veri long which allows me to fully enjoy my time wif her. As i was telling her, i'm quite pleased that more of my friends have been attached liao. :) last holidays, among my clique of nic, matt, xz, minjie, yh, ys, weijie, merv. only 1 was attached. This time of the year round, we already had 3 attached, with another one or two coming along e way. n that's reason to make me feel happie.............................................. *wide smile*

Then, ting popped me this qn........... is being attached realli a symbol of happiness? i thought for well, hmmm this is realli a difficult question. realised the answer could be yes or no. but personally i feel i think its a symbol of happiness. i shall quote from weixiang's blog : Love is such a sacred and wonderful thing!I am glad that I love easily because loving someone is one of the happiest thing that can happen to anyone! Both to love and to be loved... :) the feeling of a thumping heart, the spinning head, the butterflies in the stomach.









i concur...........................................................sadly.



w/o that special someone, certain other things haf paled considerably in comparison. Good results n a cap of 5.0 have become meaningless................................i still feel incomplete.


sorry no mood to blog further..........this will be e last sad blog entry i promise. i shall blog on something more inspirational in the next entry. I'll be strong n move on. n when i look back at this period of my life, i shall proudly say i've tried my best n i haf no more regrets. =)


"You have ur brush n colours. You paint paradise, then in u go."

yawn yawn

Juz woke up at 1330 todae, an inevitable timing after i reached home so late (430am) last nite from e supper wif matt, nic, xz, minjie and merv........................
yawn, actually i decided to miss school not because i couldn't wake up in time.........cause i was awake at 730am but rather i was juz in no mood to go to school bah.
Was so distracted in my thoughts along e way back tt i almost hai matthew kena something big.
hmm, i was in e passenger seat when we were approaching a road block + i was distracted enough to not be wearing seatbelt when there was so much time to react. As u can expect, matt was damn shocked when the policeman asks him why i haven't buckle up. Kns.............. heng he only gave matthew a verbal warning, instead of e yellow card (meaning fine + deduct points)
So apologetic u noe, thx for e trip back matt. juz guess i wasn't in e right frame of mood ya? PaisehPaiseh =)

Sleeping at home till e sun shines on my buttocks =p

Anyway, u guys muz be thinking if i dun go school n sleep at home for e whole day........... wouldn't my mum kao bei when she reaches home after work?........ LOL, u bet she does loh........ but things haf got milder hahhaa. cause last sem i onli attended abt 55% of lectures? i was sleeping at home on tuesdays n thursday for MANY weeks. even emily commented that one week she only see me for one day (monday) in school and tt's because of e compulsory weekly ESS quiz.
In e end, e kao bei-ing intensified until i can't take it liao hahahahh.......... but things got ok when i showed her my results slip. PHew, if i had done badly tt sem i realli need to go attend all e lessons this sem liao. =) Anyway, that basically sums up my r/s wif my mum hehehehe she's thoughtful enough to let me do e things i wanna do in my life w/o realli putting any form of restrictions. its a privilege that few youngsters of my age will enjoy. i shall blog abt her in a future entry bah. =)


A lovely song

Thx to ting (my sis) for e lovely song (though it was i who asked for it from her n she like took so many days) *abish* The song's name is called Wo Shi Xing Fu De. Some of u muz be wondering why i'm not typing in chinese. KNS MY stupid laptop can't see chinese la..........e language is not d/led when i installed e service pack 2. in e end i always see rectangles on msn u noe. Pek chek one leh. especially when champions like xz always put "super long" chinese nicks (makes translation veri difficult)
Back to e song, i have this habit of listening to great new songs e whole day by juz repeatin n repeating w/o getting sian............ do u guys haf e same habit??? From abt 9pm last nite since miss ting sent e song to me. i've been listening to e same song over n over n over n over. currently its still playing at 1453pm.

Let me do some maths ----------
total hrs of playing = 1453 + 2400 - 2100 = 1753 = 17 hrs n 53 mins.
total times e song repeated = total time / time for one song = 17 hrs 53 mins / 5 mins 33 secs
= 193.3 times!!!!

n YES, i didn't off my laptop when i was sleeping during e nite = i did continue to hear the song yah? for those who did read my blog last nite that = 193.3 times of affirmations to myself that Wo Shi Xing Fu De. i love one quote from e song......................... Neng he ni qian shou, wo shi xing fu de. ( to be able to hold hands wif u, i'm so fortunate) tt's like so gan dong u noe? but then listening so many times is not a veri good thing also, = i tend to haf fluctuating mood swings :S

hmmm, first time i wrote two blog entries in less than 24 hours. guess its a sign tt i'm going to invest a lot of energy in my blog yah? okok rem to support me hor. =) anyone wans links to their blog from mine? juz tell me on msn hor. anyway miffy says hihi to all. After several days of webcaming + showing off of my miffy to my friends, the unanimous comment is tt my miffy is so cute!!!!! hehehe she's mine n mine only. kk will blog soon.

my beloved miffy

"Losing hurts, but it hurts even more when u realise tt u haven't done ur best"

moody...................

Affirmations:
An affirmation is a positive thought that u repeat to youself.

hmmmm........................... makes me wonder wat they call a negative thought that we repeat to ourselves. Anyone noes?


Wonder if u guys haf the habit of using affirmations in ur daily thoughts. In fact, i've been doing it for quite some time n i'm realli impressed wif how affirmations can change my life. lol bet u guys are wondering wat 'positive' thoughts i repeat to myself. hehehe. okok i shall disclose some of them........=) i like to tell myself wat a special person i am................ or how fortunate i am to haf such a lot of great frens around me for company...........juz to quote some examples.
The below is from a book i read ---------- Affirmations will not mean tt u nvr need to put in any effort. it simply means that u haf a short cut to conditioning ur mind for watever u wan n attract in ur life.

Using a case study, let us observe the effects of a person who uses this affirmation daily: "Ppl always treat me wif love n respect. i'll treat all people wif love n respect." if he sticks to these affirmations he'll find himself treating ppl wif a lot of love n respect which will be reciprocated.
i'll leave it to ur imaginations and shan't go further in explaining wat happens to a person who thinks "everyone treats me like shit. i'm a pitiful nice guy which no one understands."

Quoting a real-life example to prove the power of affirmations.....
Person A always tells me that his driving skills is veri bad (lousy) and its so bad that it can't possibly improve in the short run w/o a lot, a lot of practice. As for the outcome, u can guess that its inevitable that he struggles to drive better after hours of practice. Would e outcome haf been different if he thought "i'll overcome any difficulties along the way to become a great driver"?

Bear in mind that daily repetitions is veri important. u dun expect it to change ur life when u haf only repeated it several times in 10 mins.

Reaping wat we sow.............................

When we plant corn, we dun reap maize. when we plant potatoes, we dun reap cucumber.
This simple example is in fact veri 'deep' in the msg it is trying to bring thru. I realise its veri appropriate because a lot of energy has to be invested in the start of the whole process. But we nvr quite noe when we'll reap e 'harvest'. The most beautiful part of this law is the rewards will eventually come bah and the uncertainty of its arrival makes things more exciting at e end.

i guess at certain parts of our lives things will get a bit bleak n sad bah. when u put in so much effort into studies n get bad grades. or when u go for so much date wif gals but non of them seemed to turn out right. Sometimes life is a bit demoralising right? tt's veri appropriate to describe wat i'm feeling now...........sigh. much as i believe i'll eventually reap my harvest cause of the huge effort i've put throughout this period of time. guess i'll juz haf to sort my thoughts out. =) i hope the eleventh hour effect is taking place here. hahahaha

Lol. i shall explain wat is the eleventh hour effect bah.
in short, have u realised that things can look real bad b4 a dramatic turn for the better is coming? its realli true u noe!!! hahaha i think its a hidden law of nature. it is nature's way of testing us before we achieve something valuable. A pity that many ppl usually quit at the eleventh hour when things look bleak and gloomy. i hope tt doesn't happen to me. hahaha dun wan to be so close to e finish line and then give up juz because i can't see it in the fog. hmmm, hope u guys feel the same way bah. muz persist in wat u wanna do till the end to see e results ya? Jiayou!!


Hehehe. i'm wonder if ynn is yinnah................heheheh dun noe but should be right? i haven't given her my blog address yet leh cause i didn't get to chat wif her for veri long liao. sigh, realli miss her. anyway veri gan dong that there is a ynn to wish me luck n give me support in watever i do when she's so far away from me. =) its veri comforting to noe that there r frens like tt when u r realli down. These ppl r so special in ur life..............................they give u free support, concern, help u stand up when u can't climb up. I feel a lot happie when i noe they r quietly concerned for me n how i'm getting along. *grinz* thx gal. hehehehe thx for taking time to read my blog, i hope u liked it. =p


"The universe is fair and just. We get back from life only wat we put into it."