sunday morning

slept at 12pm last nite till 11am this morning. was so tired that i onli woke up one time to drink some water during this long sleep............................guess i was mentally fatigued to begin with. Yesterday's paper was good........first sign of this sem tt i can get a result tt i'm pleased wif. in fact, i was veri distracted during e paper. After focusing on the qns asked in e paper, my mind kept wandering off to things that i dun realli wan to be reminded again. as u can guessed, i wasted a lot of time trying to refocus on the paper n answering the qns. Luckily, i had more than sufficient time to finish.......... Had it been a tough paper, n me noeing myself well enough, i would haf flung it damn bad due to lack of concentration.................

Bus ride wif ting
i love bus rides wif ting cause she lives quite far away from school so whenever we take a bus, the journey will be veri long which allows me to fully enjoy my time wif her. As i was telling her, i'm quite pleased that more of my friends have been attached liao. :) last holidays, among my clique of nic, matt, xz, minjie, yh, ys, weijie, merv. only 1 was attached. This time of the year round, we already had 3 attached, with another one or two coming along e way. n that's reason to make me feel happie.............................................. *wide smile*

Then, ting popped me this qn........... is being attached realli a symbol of happiness? i thought for well, hmmm this is realli a difficult question. realised the answer could be yes or no. but personally i feel i think its a symbol of happiness. i shall quote from weixiang's blog : Love is such a sacred and wonderful thing!I am glad that I love easily because loving someone is one of the happiest thing that can happen to anyone! Both to love and to be loved... :) the feeling of a thumping heart, the spinning head, the butterflies in the stomach.









i concur...........................................................sadly.



w/o that special someone, certain other things haf paled considerably in comparison. Good results n a cap of 5.0 have become meaningless................................i still feel incomplete.


sorry no mood to blog further..........this will be e last sad blog entry i promise. i shall blog on something more inspirational in the next entry. I'll be strong n move on. n when i look back at this period of my life, i shall proudly say i've tried my best n i haf no more regrets. =)


"You have ur brush n colours. You paint paradise, then in u go."